Ants without Umbrella Episode 4

the vid i found, the subs weren't insync…

the vid i found, the subs weren't insync with the dialogue, from 08:40 on wards. which was freakin frustrating, cause u get from the scene that something important is going on, but u have to wait until the sub's pop-up, so u can understand what the heck is going on. **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************& this a very loaded ep - but call me weird (have read a few comment's (not just the ones in this comment section, about this drama/ep) & no one even though to mention this by passing) teen Jun r*pes(!) Akatsu＼（〇_ｏ）／ not cause he loves her (not that it would be justified then), but cause he's scared to face his feelings for Keisuke?!? was his "sleeping" with Akatsu, to confirm his sexuality to himself, an affirmation that he aint gay. thus enabling him to return & be a close friends with Keisuke, without confused feelings?!? ผ(•̀_•́ผ) & when he realized (after the fact) that he felt more for Keisuke then a platonic friend would, he tried taking his life (& lets hope also a bit of guilt for how he abused Akatsu). *******************************************but as they never became close again - think no matter how much Jun loved Keisuke, he couldn't / wouldn't come out of the closet for him & would rather just treat him like a muse, that made him into the writer that he is. idk how i feel about this BL after all this - conflicted is one word that comes to mind. *******************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw very sad Keisuke died, but it didn't devastate me. as he didn't end his life cause he couldn't deal with his sexual orientation or another sad fact. he died trying to save another person, that's heroic! in-spite of everything he was a stronger individual then Jun, he dealt with life head-on - he lived while he was alive, can we say the same of Jun?!?

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