The Missing Piece Episode 10

Shen Mo is freakin fragile & traumatic…

Shen Mo is freakin fragile & traumatic things keep happening to him... he realizes that Ji isn't Zhou Yang, only to then turn around & forget everything or the part where the lived together, while he was under the delusion that Ji was Zhou Yang?!? aish the roller coaster this BL is on, is crazy - my head is spinning trying to keep up. ****************************************************& even though i get both parties & can't really blame either. i think Ji is more in the wrong, cause he knew going in how fragile Shen Mo's mental state was in & the fact he gave in & got seduced wasn't on Shen Mo - as he thought he was wooing Zhou Yang, who was keeping his distance cause Shen Mo was sick. so i get why Ji would be angry (cause in-spite of the time they spent together Shen Mo still couldn't get over Zhou Yang) but that's misguided reasoning, as Shen Mo never saw Ji - he only ever saw Zhou Yang. & ironically when he remembered Ji - he again hit his head cause he was running away from Zhou Yang's mother & the demons she had brought down on his head. **************************************************************************now i get that his inability to paint/draw is more psychosomatic then psychical - as he could create a beautiful piece of art even with shaky hands. am happy this got 5 more eps to go, cause there is so much ground to cover & now that Shen Mo finally remembers everything, wonder what he gonna do.... fight for Ji in-spite of how he treated him out or jealously & anger? or he gonna put distance between them so they both have time to breath & then think up what is the better option/life for him... time will tell -

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