hello friends, i'm a little late with my monthly update because I divided my time between work and binge watching The Long Ballad, so pardon me!
in june i managed to finish two books and re-read an old favorite.
The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern. I really enjoyed a solid 3/4 of this book because of its dreamy atmosphere, lots of symbolism, literary references and beautiful, rich prose. The intertextuality of this novel makes the reading process extremely fun, especially if you are a bookworm or you studied literature. But all in all, surreal/oneirc aspect dominates over the narrative and in the end the whole story felt kinda... empty? I thought it was all about the meaning or the importance of reader in the reading process and how the story is not really told/doesn't have any meaning/or is loosing its meaning, if it's not interpreted/doesn't reach someone's heart in one way or another. But my biggest issue is the fact that I think the author overplayed the library-labyrinth motif and with the additional symbols that repeats throughout the novel over and over again, it gets pretty tiring and confusing. But I still think it's a solid piece of literature, maybe a little too pretentious, but definitely worth checking out.
No longer human by Osamu Dazai. Haunting, powerful, nerve wracking and deeply emotional story of deteriorating morality and psyche in post-war Japan. The inability to conform to social norms and expectations (being trapped between honne and tateme) and the constant fear of other people leads seemingly "normal" man to ultimate despair and self-destruction. There was something suicidal about this novel, it felt like I was reading someone's swan song. If you exclude the blatant misogyny (or maybe if you treat it as another thing that's suppose to show the collective mental state of "lost generation" in a new, post 1945 reality), it was a great read. And my copy has a dope cover, take a look:

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte. Ah yes, my favorite toxic people lol. That's a re-read I did during my short vacation. I've always loved this book, but it's interesting how my perception of it changed with my age. I think I first read it when I was in highschool and I thought it was disturbing, but fascinating gothic romance. Now I think it's HIGHLY disturbing psychological tragedy. I love how meticulous Bronte was with the way she wrote those characters, espcially if you take small foreshadowings and symbolic scenes into consideration (the symbolism of dogs really hit me this time). It's very dark and not easy to stomach because yes, all of these people need a therapy, but sadly therapy was not a thing during this time period. It's all about obsessions, mental demage done on children, desperation, misplaced and misunderstood feelings, regret and... death. Yeah, still my favorite lol.
I'm starting a new book this week, it's On Earth we're briefly gorgeous by Ocean Vuong . I'll propably read two books in July because my schedule is less tight, but I still haven't decided what to buy.
See you next month! ♡