blabla100:
I think the description itself share some similar things to the description of the koy playing with lotus that XY made, but I am not sure if that's what you're thinking too. Could you share your view, I am curious. 

I thought you might enjoy reading the extra details about the flowers during the wedding since you inquired about the hibiscus leaves and other plants in the novel earlier. You’re right, the poison XY made for XL of koi playing with lotus definitely shared similar aspects – another hidden treasure from reading a direct translation. Thanks for reminding me of that connection. It may bring added meaning to the gift. 


 H19279:
Especially TH used the special writing techniques for LYF which she scattered the hint all over .

Exactly this. It’s also interesting to note that these meaningful details aren’t necessarily found in consecutive order.

 Snowcup:
I thought you might enjoy reading the extra details about the flowers during the wedding since you inquired about the hibiscus leaves and other plants in the novel earlier. You’re right, the poison XY made for XL of koi playing with lotus definitely shared similar aspects – another hidden treasure from reading a direct translation. Thanks for reminding me of that connection. It may bring added meaning to the gift.

I was wondering why the drama had XY walking on lilly / lotus pads when she came to the wedding 'altar.'  

 Snowcup:
Exactly this. It’s also interesting to note that these meaningful details aren’t necessarily found in consecutive order.

Interesting ... or frustrating?  lol  No, no, it's all part of the joy of peeling away the layers of LYF. :)

 Kokuto:
I think most folks didn't like FFB/XL's open emotion, and especially how he took XY's response / rejection.  In the novel, I don't think we any such emotions from him.

Right, we don’t actually see much of XL’s emotional range in the novel. Yet even within the drama, XL is more apt to get angry than show he’s hurt or vulnerable. That’s why his response seems to signify more.


 Kokuto:
Yes, that was something different from the novel ... or at least something that wasn't revealed directly in the novel, though we did see it happen with CX and XY, so of course it makes sense that it would be the same with XL and XY, or even more.

What strikes me most about the S2 scene with XL holding the pearl in his seashell is the lack of any surprise in his expression. The scene just before it has XY meeting XL on the beach during CX-AN’s wedding. They argue about the lovers bugs (after XY calls him a "friend"), and XL taunts XY to use it against him. These added scenes (not in the novel) show us not only the physical reality of the bug connection but also how the consequences might have affected or influenced XL during their relationship. It even suggests that XY is aware of its effects (likely from CX previously) and isn’t above using it (she initiates the kiss with Jing).


 Kokuto:
Exactly this. It’s also interesting to note that these meaningful details aren’t necessarily found in consecutive order.
Interesting ... or frustrating?  lol  No, no, it's all part of the joy of peeling away the layers of LYF. :)

Think of it as a treasure hunt. LYF is a veritable onion. :-)

Few chapters more and I'm done with once promised. I honestly advise you guys to give it a go, the google translation is pretty decent IMO and  definetely worth a read. Reading the last few chapters and everyone's mentality on the battlefield, there's no doubt in my mind that XL never thought of the possibility of saving himself a last life to live in seclusion with XY. That's definetely out of the question IMO. Lei Zu and Yellow emperor's relationship kinda resemble XY-jing's relationship, but with reverse roles. They both used the same tactics to trap the one they wanted. I am not sure though why yellow emperor sees XY resembling Lei Zu, since to me jing is the one who resemble her. 

"In fact, Yunze understood the situation better than me. He often advised me that you  can fight for anything in the world except a man's heart.  Even if you ca win it, you have to give more than you can get. But I couldn't see through it. I could never forget the thousand years of false love. "

 blabla100:
. Lei Zu and Yellow emperor's relationship kinda resemble XY-jing's relationship, but with reverse roles. They both used the same tactics to trap the one they wanted. I am not sure though why yellow emperor sees XY resembling Lei Zu, since to me jing is the one who resemble her. 

I don't see much similarity between XY-Jing relationship and Yellow Emperor-Lei Zhu's one. They are two different love with 2 different foundation.

Lei Zhu was first attracted by the young guy from Xuan Yuan. At that time he already had a girlfriend (actually a kind of hidden fiancé) but he had great ambition to conquer the whole Dai Huang. With regard to what she had done for him, I do think that she loved him a lot in the beginning. On the other hand he didn't love her at first then he took the benefit and relied on her support. Thus he betrayed his fiance and chose to marry Lei Zhu. Somehow for a long time, Yellow emperor thought his true and pure love was for the concubine who was his first love and fiance. However, by the time when the relationship between him and Lei Zhu was damaged he was confused who he had fallen in love. In LYF, it shows that he remained to live in Lei Zhu's palace. It implied that he did have deep connection with Lei Zhu but it was too late. Lei Zhu was a bright and competent woman with high pride. Thus when the young Xuan Yuan guy refused her, she tried to change his mind and win his heart. She still chose to marry him even she knew another woman had got pregnant with that guy. By the time, her love for him got fading due to his treatment to her and their children as well as his political ambition. However, they were more or less equal position when they started their relationship.
XY and Jing's relationship was different. It was formed by Jing's dependence on WXL/XY. She was his savior, his only hope of life after WXL had saved his life. And WXL accepted the 15 year promise due to her fear of being abandoned, the earning for someone who completely depended on her and never left her. XY loved Jing or she just needed a long term accompany?

About the similarity between XY and Lei Zhu as Yellow emperor mentioned: I just recall one part in chapter 15. The similarity between XY and her grandmother according to Yellow Emperor is their appearance and their high position which made them as the most desired woman in Dai Huang. Lei Zhu had come from one of the most powerful, noble clan in Central Plain. She was competence (good at flighting and strategy, high power, knowing the textile works etc) and has huge support from the clan (they had their own army). But YE found XY different from her in character. In the book, Yellow Emperor several times mentioned that XY resemble her mother. Yellow Emperor did mention Lei Zhu had chosen the wrong man (to love). To certain extend both Lei Zhu and A Heng loved the wrong men who put their ambition or responsibility above love.  And both of them scarified a lot for their love one. And later Yellow Emperor mentioned several times that she resemble her mother. So with regard to these point, there is some similarity between XY and her grand mother. But I don't recall Yellow emperor talked about this in other part of the story

@H19279

You summarized very well leizu-yellow emperor's relationship, that's my understanding of the events too. However, from my pov, their foundation is pretty similar to XY-Jing's. I agree that leizu's reasons were different than Jing's, she wanted yellow emperor because she fell în love with him and her arrogant nature didn't allow her to take no for an answer, regardless of knowing that yellow emperor already has someone he loves, while jing needed XY în order to regain his self worth, regardless of her feelings for him not being genuine, but in essence their foundation is similar. Both of them took advantage of their weakness in order to lure them, leizu baited yellow emperor with her power and Jing baited XY with his promise of giving her a home and a forever companion.

Yellow emperor pointed to leizu at least 2 more times that I recall of,  when XY married Jing in his absence and when jing and XY got back togheter, în chapter 33, but I agree that he mostly pointed to their similar appereance. In fact, I believe he recalled leizu as being psyhical similar to XY in regards to XY-Jing, while Ah Heng  being similar in heart with XY  in regards to XY-XL. 

"Huangdi didn't know whether it was because he was old or because Xiaoyao with her eyes closed looked too much like the young girl in his memory, Huangdi actually felt a little sore in his eyes. He made countless people happy in his life, but most of his relatives were unfortunate, just like the sun, shining on the earth and making all things grow, but those who really get close to the sun will be burned. He is already very old, and the past cannot be retrieved, but now, he hopes that the warmth of hugging under the locust tree can really last forever."

In  the end, Lei Zhu's love for Yellow Emperor died and she wished not to see him in her life as well as being next to his tomb when she died. Jing still adhered to XY's life although he knew who she actually loved
Also as I mentioned above, although Lei Zhu lured Yellow Emperor, made him tight with her, their position in the relationship was equal, she was not dependent (in term of emotion) on him despite less power. On the other hand, XY always had higher position from the beginning  to the end

 blabla100:
Reading the last few chapters and everyone's mentality on the battlefield, there's no doubt in my mind that XL never thought of the possibility of saving himself a last life to live in seclusion with XY. That's definetely out of the question IMO.

Could you expand on this? This is the part of XL's journey I struggle with the most. I’d like to better understand this position. 


 blabla100:
Btw, any thoughts on the purple clam shell pearl lamp that XY had? Koala only mention a lampshell, but reading the chinese version, it seems that it's a clam shell pearl or something, if google translator îs accurate. Kinda interesting if we think about the mermaid's pursuit. Didn't the mermaid accept the merman by taking the clam shell's pearl? 


 blabla100:
No one has any thoughts about the seashell Pearl lamp? I think Windiaaa mentioned it a while ago, but I can't recall the details. I find it very interesting, especially because the lamp has been mentioned quite a few times în book


There was one mention of a “purple jade seashell lamp” that XY had in Gao Xing, but “sea shell pearl lamps” (or just “pearl lamps”) were mentioned a few times here and there. I found this line in the novel during WXL-XL’s undersea excursion (after planting the lovers bugs) that may help to explain it. 

Ch. 7 

The gods like to use jellyfish and pearls to make lanterns. Xiao Liu has seen palace lanterns made of jellyfish many times, but this is the first time he has seen a live jellyfish. Its body is crystal clear and has a graceful curve. It is really a natural lampshade. It would be a disservice to its appearance if it’s not made into a lantern.

@snowcup

"This is the part of XL's journey I struggle with the most. I’d like to better understand this position. "

Basically it's exactly how XY explained în chapter 33

"Xiaoyao couldn't imagine it, but she could understand Xiangliu's meaning, just like her fourth uncle, who could obviously escape, and obviously loved her fourth aunt and Zhuanxu, but chose to die with his comrades. In this world, there are some friendships that cannot be given up even if it means sacrificing one's life."

She gave 4th uncle as an example, because 4th uncle, same as XL, didn't care about war and power either, but really, mostly everyone in once promised, except yellow emperor and to an extend shaohao, shared 4th uncle and XL's view. Even though most of them didn't care about power and all they wanted was to live a peaceful life next to their loved ones, they still chose to give their last breath on the battlefield. In this universe, TH made it clear since the beggining that once you step foot into the battlefield, the road has no return, not necessary because they lacked the oportunity, but because  that's how she build her characters. Not just XL, but a lot of them could have escaped, but be it out of duty, or because of a promise they made to someone or in order to protect, revenge or repay someone they chose not to. These ties were made unbreakable and everything acted as a domino, big brother sacrificied himself în order to allow 4th brother and ah heng to live a normal life and not because he necessary shared yellow emperor's ambitions. 4th brother, even though he didn't care about war or power and all he wanted was to live and love with his wife and CX,  step foot on the battlefield as the only brother left în the family in order to protect his wife from yellow emperor, but ultimately chose to die on it because he couldn't let his men die alone, even though he could have escaped. XL had a very similar mentality IMO. 

"Ah Heng dragged Chang Pu and hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually, there is another way. You and fourth brother can quietly leave on fourth brother's mount Chongming Bird. You can find a powerful god warrior to pretend to be fourth brother to fool Zhu Rong. Although it won't be slow for long, it should be enough for you to leave."
    Chang Pu said calmly, "But the five thousand Ruoshui men can't leave. I will toast and kowtow in front of our ancestor's sacred tree Ruomu, and then take them out of Ruoshui. If they can't go back, I will have no face to go back. Your fourth brother will not abandon a hundred Xuanyuan soldiers and escape alone." Chang Pu shook Ah Heng's hand heavily, "I'll leave the soldiers here in your hands." After speaking, she turned and left immediately.
    Ah Heng patted Ah Xian's head and murmured, "I knew that the fourth brother and his wife would definitely not accept the second method."

And this mentality is the same for soldiers too. Ah Heng gave them the option to save themselves, but they declined.

"I told Changpu in the morning that she could leave early. She told me that even if she survived, she would not be able to see Ruoshui's parents and family. She chose to stay and delay the master with my fourth brother. Although I have the military token, I don't think I have the right to let you die. If you want to leave, please leave now."
    Everyone was silent, but their faces gradually became firm.
    A handsome young man said, "Princess Wang, have you forgotten that the Xuanyuan clan is famous for its bravery and fierceness in the wilderness? We are the elite selected by the Yellow Emperor himself! We still have 5,100 brothers left here. If we escape back alone, not to mention that the Yellow Emperor will not forgive us, even our family will be ashamed of us."

It's true that XL had no land to protect or family to feel ashamed of him if he was to escape at the end, but how could a righeous person like him live with himself, knowing that he's the only one standing at the end, while all his comrades gave their all? Regardless if it's someone with 1 life or someone with 9 lifes, the point was to give your all. They all knew they are fighting a war that it's impossible to win, this is a fact that's been established since the end of once promised, lost you forever just tried to delay things, but all of them were aware since the start of lost you forever that it's only a matter of time. Basically all the remaining soldiers had the chance to put an end on things and spare themselves of dying in a lost war, since the premise was already established by the end of once promise, but it wasn't a matter of winning anymore, but a matter of not being able to let go of all the soldiers that already gave their lifes on the battlefield regardless of knowing that winning is out of the table. Giving up meant to turn their back on them and on the sacrifice they made. XL and the remaining soldiers were too righteous to do that. XY, same as 4th brother's wife, knew what type of man XL îs since the first chapters, when she did give it a go in trying to change his mind. 4th brother's wife didn't even think of asking 4th brother to escape while leaving all the soldiers in his lead  to die alone, so the only choice she could make was to die next to him on the battlefield. 4th brother, same as XL, did want her to live, so he knocked her uncouncious and asked ah heng to get her out of there, but as we know, she did followed him eventually. 

"After Huangdi defeated Chiyou, he climbed to the top of Shennong Mountain and unified the Central Plains.
    Although there were still some remnants of Shennong such as Gonggong and Xingtian who refused to surrender in Shennong's territory, holding the banner of the old Shennong Kingdom and leading the remnants to resist Huangdi, the general trend was set after all, and sporadic resistance could not restore Shennong Kingdom.
    Year after year, time passed, and hundreds of years had passed in a hurry. The blood of countless men and the tears of countless women disappeared in the ashes of the world. No matter how vigorous, generous and tragic, they were just turned into a few short lines of text in the classics and forgotten by everyone."


There was one mention of a “purple jade seashell lamp” that XY had in Gao Xing, but “sea shell pearl lamps” (or just “pearl lamps”) were mentioned a few times here and there.

Yes, I noticed these lamps were mentioned in once promised too, so I guess that was the style back there. 

 blabla100:
Reading the last few chapters and everyone's mentality on the battlefield, there's no doubt in my mind that XL never thought of the possibility of saving himself a last life to live in seclusion with XY. That's definetely out of the question IMO.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts and including the passages from OP. It’s a complex topic with many moving parts to consider. I wasn’t entirely clear on whether you were suggesting XL never thought of saving himself while fighting in the last battle or that he never intended to pursue a relationship with XY. 

I would definitely question the notion that XL never considered pursuing a relationship with XY. We know he made a deliberate choice to accept the lovers bug, knowing what it was and understanding what it meant, which was made clear in the drama. When XY said he wasn’t suitable to appear in a girl’s dream, a chastened XL approached her again as FFB – lively, considerate, and patient – spending two years as her companion and teacher, almost as if he wanted to prove otherwise. Perhaps you were suggesting that XL did want a relationship with XY but chose to distance himself because he was still determined to die on the battlefield. With that, I'd find it hard to believe that XL, with nine heads and nine lives, never envisioned a future with XY – especially when he already willingly gave up his one heart – if he had the chance. 


 blabla100:

"Xiaoyao couldn't imagine it, but she could understand Xiangliu's meaning, just like her fourth uncle, who could obviously escape, and obviously loved her fourth aunt and Zhuanxu, but chose to die with his comrades. In this world, there are some friendships that cannot be given up even if it means sacrificing one's life."

Not to discount the importance of friendships to both, but I’m not convinced their positions were all that similar. I’m not sure what CX’s father was like, but as a Xuan Yuan prince, he held a status in society that XL never had. While fourth uncle’s comrades may have been his friends, they were also his “people,” those to whom he likely felt a sense of responsibility. XL, too, had a deep sense of duty toward the remnant soldiers, but that was due to his nature rather than his birth. Another key difference is that, with his multiple lives, XL had a greater ability to survive while fulfilling his duty, an option that fourth uncle presumably did not have.

 When S1 aired, I recall a scene where XL overhears some of his comrades making derisive comments about him. (For some reason, this scene appears to have been cut from the version of the drama currently available online.) Even without that scene, the novel implies that not all soldiers accepted or respected XL, while XL himself indicates that he holds the memory of countless fallen comrades in his heart. It’s interesting how TH adds these details, as if to make us feel the imbalance.


 blabla100:
It's true that XL had no land to protect or family to feel ashamed of him if he was to escape at the end, but how could a righeous person like him live with himself, knowing that he's the only one standing at the end, while all his comrades gave their all?

By the end of the battle, no comrades remained – XL was the last soldier standing, with six lives still left. I struggle with the word righteous to describe XL’s death. I’m not sure if this term originated from TH or the cast, but I wonder if it was a mistranslation. Describing XL’s death as righteous (morally right) implies that war survivors are not, or that death is the only morally correct choice – a troubling thought.

Take Li Rong Chang’s one-armed uncle, for example, the one who explained the lovers bug to XL – was he not righteous since he survived his war? He lived while many others died, including Chi Chen and A Heng. Does that mean he didn’t give his all? Was his life any less meaningful or significant? He likely carried survivor’s guilt, but should he feel ashamed for having survived?

If you meant that XL always accepted the possibility of dying in battle, I could agree with that. War inherently carries the risk of death. Without question, XL’s honorable nature and unwavering loyalty meant he would always give his all for his adoptive father, HJ, and his comrades, who were essentially his family and friends for centuries. 


 blabla100:
Even though most of them didn't care about power and all they wanted was to live a peaceful life next to their loved ones, they still chose to give their last breath on the battlefield.


While it’s likely true that they didn’t care about power or winning, the novel makes it clear that the remnant soldiers were deeply committed to their cause. That’s why “they chose to give their last breath on the battlefield.” However, I’m not convinced that XL fully shared in their beliefs, which, for me, makes his sacrifice feel especially unjust and difficult to reconcile.


Ch. 5
Although it was true that the Xuan Yuan king occupied Shen Nong's territory, the Shen Nong Kingdom had already perished. As long as the people could live and work in peace and contentment, they did not care who was the king. They even began to praise the Xuan Yuan king's great talent, generosity and kindness. They did not care about the gains and losses of the soldiers who refused to surrender. After thousands of years, no one would know their honor or disgrace.

As long as they give up, as long as they are willing to bend down, they can have a gentle wife, lovely children, and even enjoy the wealth and glory bestowed by Emperor the Xuan Yuan king. However, they still firmly guard their beliefs, insist on things that many people no longer care about, and are even willing to sacrifice their lives for this persistence.

The wheel of history has already rolled forward, but they still stand still, holding their arms high, fighting against the wheel of history. They are the people forgotten by time, they try to swim against the current, but they are destined to be washed away and their bodies crushed.

Apparently, Xiao Yao must have looked a lot like her grandmother. We have a confirmation from a 3rd party.


Ch. 26
Because the chief of Xiling clan had come from afar, Zhuan Xu felt that it would be insignificant to ask others to receive him, and he himself was too busy to go, so he specifically instructed Xiao Yao to receive the chief of Xiling clan.

When the Xiling clan leader saw Xiao Yao, he was stunned for a moment. Before Xiao Yao could speak, he sighed and said, "As soon as I saw you, I knew you were the bloodline of Lady Xie Zu."

Xiao Yao respectfully handed the Xiling clan leader her luggage and said, "Niece Xiao Yao greets uncle."

 Snowcup:
Thanks for sharing your thoughts and including the passages from OP. It’s a complex topic with many moving parts to consider. I wasn’t entirely clear on whether you were suggesting XL never thought of saving himself while fighting in the last battle or that he never intended to pursue a relationship with XY.

blabla100 and I go back and forth on this point as we seem to have taken diametric opposite stances on this question. :)   One thing you have to differentiate is that XL willing accepted the Lovers Bug from WXL, not XY.  He didn't know WXL was the princess of his sworn enemy and her relationship with CX.  And he fully intended to have a life with WXL, because he accepted the Lovers Bug and even bought the house next to the clinic -- though we go back and forth on whether he intended their relationship continuing after the final battle with CX or not.  Of course, WXL didn't have the criteria of XY -- all they wanted was someone to share their life, even if it was temporary.

Once WXL resumed her identity, that's when their relationship became tragic star crossed lovers.  I still maintain that XL wanted a life with XY, but that changed too, as their circumstances changed

blabla100 (and others) also differ in how we see the 'inevitability' of the Chenrong Resistance Army's end.  When XL and XY met, it wasn't inevitable, IMO, especially if XL or the Uncles had managed to kill CX.

That said, there did come a point where XL could not deviate from the path he was on, and his army's fate was sealed.  I maintain that the Wedding Robbery was the last time he was willing or able to make a life with XY.

What you get in that Chapter 5 portion you quoted, sounds a bit like propaganda and the myth making revised history and POV of the victors, told almost in hindsight and given the seal of 'fate.' IIRC, Tong Hua may have even put similar words in XL's mouth.

IIRC, the novel doesn't have those negative comments from XL's men.  I'm not sure why they were included in the drama, because part of XL's commitment is his ties to the men of the army, the band of brothers ethos, as well as Gong Gong.  But part of the reason why XL didn't abandon the army was what he told Ru Shou, and what even some of his men said in the drama -- humans are loyal, demons are not.  And XL always strived to experience and be more human, than even those that were born human.

I know there are quite a lot of people if not most who finds this topic very complex, but to me it never felt so. I think it depends on one's mentality, the background, the enviroment in which one was raised, these type of things. I personally fully understand why it was impossible for XL to even think of saving himself a last life and keep on living, leaving all the past behind, I do not believe for one second that he ever thought of that or that he ever believed his army stand a chance in winning the war.  Their downfall was only a matter of time and I firmly believe they all knew it,  even more so XL, who was on a par with yellow emperor and shaohao regarding the ability to weight things out and predict things in a realistic way. Even WXL was aware that there's only one possible outcome to the war since the beginnig, CX wasn't even în the picture at that time, so it goes without saying that XL knew it even better.  The active focus in lyf was mostly  on CX and his cousins, the remnant army as far as I recall at best tried to defend, not to attack, so having the grand wars from once promised as a background, my view îs that they just did their best to delay things, not to conquer.

I do believe he did, at one point, intend to have an on going relationship with XY, but I do not believe he ever thought that he will grow old with XY. The way I see it, he was very clear minded about this aspect and the temporary companion that WXL spoke about was exactly what he could and intended  from the get go.  The discussion they had about the temporary companion is quite important to the story and definetely TH added it with a well established purpose. Again, I personally never and won't ever believe that XL ever thought of the possibility of surviving the war, either by winning over it or by allowing himself a last life, that's one of the things that unless TH surface to clear things up, it can't change my mind.

I have a few days off and I am în a reading spree, so I am almost half a way through memory lost în space, a book that shares a few similar aspects to Lyf. In it, the ML  suffers from a dangerous mutation that has no cure, it can activate all of a sudden and once that happens it's a death sentence. Howerer, that didn't stop him or the FL to indulge in a very close relationship, similar to the relationship of XY-FFB, the only thing he asked for was for her to treasure her own life regardless of the costs and never give up. The FL în this novel is very different than XY, but not that different than WXL, so IMO XL thought that WXL îs strong enough to handle the situation after he's gone, so what he agreed to was a temporary companionship from the get go. În fact, I believe that what he wanted to ask of her when they made the oath was exactly this, to keep on living and make the best out of life after his demise.However, when he experienced and fully understood true love and the loss of it în 37 years underwater and found out the truth about her fears and traumas, he started to back off. In memory lost în space, when the FL finally confessed his love to the ML with hopes of running away togheter and live in seclusion, he basically staged his own death în order to stop her from pursuing more out of the relationschip. In lyf when XY sent XL the crystal ball, XL too resorted to kill FFBei and pretty much cut her out of his life. In this aspect, both MLs are similar, the closer the FLs tried to get, the forward back the MLs went. Again, I personally am so convinced about these aspects that I don't even understand why some people are so confused about it, but as I said, I guess it boils down to the enviroment and values that one has. 

A quote from memory lost în space that IMO explains XL's intention too when he killed FFBei. If I replace Yin Nanzhao with XL and Qianzu with FFB, it's almost the same discussion XL had with XY after he killed FFB. "What kind of person I am, you’ve known all along. Since you dared to make a deal with the devil, you ought to have the courage to accept the consequences.”... She had also seen Fang Feng Bei as real, so their relationship was covered by this tender sweet layer like a gauzy veil."

"She foolishly confessed to him that she was a fake princess and asked him to elope with her, forcing him to kill Qianxu and put an end to her thoughts." 

... 

"Yin Nanzhao lowered his eyes and said lightly: "I am afraid that you will forget what I have done when you see my face. I am Yin Nanzhao, the devil's heart, not Qianxu, who is warm, clean and beautiful in the sun."

@snowcup

"I’m not sure what CX’s father was like, but as a Xuan Yuan prince, he held a status in society that XL never had. While fourth uncle’s comrades may have been his friends, they were also his “people,” those to whom he likely felt a sense of responsibility. XL, too, had a deep sense of duty toward the remnant soldiers, but that was due to his nature rather than his birth. "

It's not about the fact that 4th uncle was a Xuan Yuan prince and XL didn't even belong to shennong. 4th uncle didn't care about these things either, he had no ambition to protect his territory or conquer the world, the driving force that put him on the battlefield was his wish to protect his wife. XL's driving force was to repay his adoptive father, he obviously couldn't care less either about who's on top of the world. They had different reasons to get involved, but their reason for chosing to go down with the ship is the same. The remnant army was  XL's people and XL's responsability, once he became their general those soldiers became his people,  regardless of what they were fighting for. If 4th uncle would have cared more about being a Xuan Yuan prince than being the general of an army , he would have saved himself, since he would have been more useful to the kingdom alive than dead, but he didn't even think of saving himself. Again, the way I see it it has nothing to do with having 1 life versus 9, their principle was the same, going down with the ship, with the soldiers they willingly accepted to be in charge of, regardless of sharing the same view as them or not. That's what a general and not what a prince does and that's what 4th uncle and XL first and foremost were. 

 Kokuto:
One thing you have to differentiate is that XL willing accepted the Lovers Bug from WXL, not XY.  He didn't know WXL was the princess of his sworn enemy and her relationship with CX.  And he fully intended to have a life with WXL, because he accepted the Lovers Bug and even bought the house next to the clinic -- though we go back and forth on whether he intended their relationship continuing after the final battle with CX or not.

That’s true, XL accepted the lovers bug from WXL without knowing XY’s actual identity and ties. Ultimately, I don’t think it mattered to him whether she was WXL or XY, aside from the complications it introduced to their relationship. It’s funny to think about how XL (and Jing) fell for WXL in male form, who would have looked quite different from XY’s true form. And it was XY who seemed more preoccupied with XL’s appearance. She was even relieved when he confirmed he was using his true face as FFB. I do wonder when exactly XL (as Bao Zhu?) acquired that house that they would later spend a month+ together after the runaway wedding.


 Kokuto:
What you get in that Chapter 5 portion you quoted, sounds a bit like propaganda and the myth making revised history and POV of the victors, told almost in hindsight and given the seal of 'fate.' IIRC, Tong Hua may have even put similar words in XL's mouth.

Yes, the tone is a bit heavy-handed, as it reflects XY’s perspective of the soldiers when XL brought her to the army camp during the miasma outbreak. While XY’s pov isn’t always reliable, her observations here are rather useful. This visit changed her mind about the resistance army, earning her respect as she witnessed the soldiers’ genuine dedication to their cause.


 Kokuto:
IIRC, the novel doesn't have those negative comments from XL's men.  I'm not sure why they were included in the drama, because part of XL's commitment is his ties to the men of the army, the band of brothers ethos, as well as Gong Gong.

Found the scene!

This is another example of how the drama adds deeper insight into the story. While the novel hints at some implied skepticism from the soldiers, it’s subtle. Keep in mind that these soldiers are from the Central Plains. This perspective from some of the soldiers does make sense when you consider the cultural differences between the Central Plains and Xuan Yuan. Central Plains society had an elitist mindset, focused on the aristocracy and family-clan hierarchy system where blood ties were paramount. It brings to the foreground some of the challenges that XL had to contend with even within his own army. In contrast, Xuan Yuan society was more democratic, with the Yellow Emperor supporting equality among the races – gods, demons and humans – as well as between those of noble and humble origins. See where I’m going? Food for thought.


In one of our prior discussions, a portion of the leaked script that was shared showed a scene that was changed in the drama. The scene includes just Hong Jiang and Xiang Liu. There was “(hidden meaning)” before HJ thanking XL. I’m curious what this “hidden meaning” was supposed to represent. Does anyone know?


Leaked script Ep20 scenes 10-13

[As war raged on at the outskirts of Qingshui town, only one mountain peak remained under the Shen Nong army, its surroundings captured by Xuan Yuan, with no possibility of escape. Under orders from Xuan Yuan Cang Xuan, Great General Ru Shou spared no effort to ensure a quick, decisive victory by laying siege on the Shen Nong resistance army, giving orders to destroy all enemy resources, razing everything to the ground, even setting fire to the mountains, leaving the Shen Nong army with nowhere to hide. As more and more battles were fought, the noose tightened, until at last the two armies collided.]

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Fires raging all over the mountains trapped the Shen Nong army within, an ominous blood-red glow in the sky.
Hong Jiang and Xiang Liu faced the soldiers who stood in formation. While the soldiers appeared gaunt and exhausted due to lack of proper rest and shortage of supplies, their expressions remained inordinately resolute, as each person awaited the arrival of that final moment.

HJ (heavily): By dawn tomorrow, the Xuan Yuan army would have breached the concealment formation of our base.

The Shen Nong soldiers looked at Hong Jiang in silence.

HJ: There is no need to keep watch and patrol tonight. Brothers, sleep well. When our forces collide tomorrow, let us fight to the death!
Soldiers (resolutely): Fight to the death!
HJ (red-rimmed eyes): Go and get a good rest!
Soldiers: Yes!

With that, the soldiers dispersed.
Hong Jiang looked at Xiang Liu, his eyes filled with gratitude and guilt, as if he had something to say. Before he could say anything, Xiang Liu intercepted his words.

XL: Adoptive Father, you go and rest! I will keep watch tonight.

Hong Jiang patted his shoulder with a heavy heart, controlling his emotions.

HJ (hidden meaning): Thank you.

Xiang Liu nodded, and Hong Jiang left.

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