almost favs

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so many stupid things. like why was lina in love with li xun like that (they shouldve developed it more). how did zhu yans mom NOT find out what she was doing in her adult life (no way she lived under a rock like that when she could track her down back in uni).  evil guy didnt really kill the sister but he was cruel for leaving a helpless person in a remote area (may karma bite his ass) HOWEVER, i do think li xuns move was stupid and implusive but at the same time as stupid as it was IT MADE SENSE COMING FROM HIM AT THE MOMENT IN TIME.... would i ever do that? no. but i can "understand" li xuns thought process. it just hurt that zhu yans love wasn't enough to stop him :( he loved her enough to push away and he is borderline red flag, but lord i loved them too much im sorry- 

it took me 1 month of grieving, and consuming 2 books and 3 other dramas to get over that fucking ending bro FUCK YALL

i'll be thinking about this for the rest of my life. the romance was IMPECCABLE HOLYFUVK

love game in eastern fantasy x love between the fairy and devil. softcare non-toxic male lead version. 

however i was gonna rate it a 6.75 just bc of the plot and everything inlcuded. the story was interesting but it felt so silly in the end with how back and forth everything was :/ but the romance was so good i wanted ot give it a 9.5- so I have settled it with an 8.5!

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like fr why was that mfer after sima jiao, i assume he wanted to be the most powerful?? but idk i feel like it wasn't explicitly stated. also that ending when tingyan died was the dumbest thing ever as in JIAO JIAOS REACTION. SOMEONE PULL UP DYLANS SCENE WHEN XIANLANHUA DIED BRO!!! PULL IT UP!! (he set the standard sorry-). like first of all after she fell, why would u move to the stairs, second of all, why aren't u bawling like a bitch, third of all WHY THE FUCK DID SHE FLOAT AND WHAT WAS THAT GOOFY ASS ANGLE OF HER FLYING AND SIMA JIAO RUNNING............