I read the sequel and I don't think it was that bad but there is room for more improvement specially that sex…
I agree with you, the new ch shocked me, Im still bitter abt it, but I guess Im more curious now... I want to see if Vegas will stick to his development and yes it must have been hard to say the least going from that pain to family man... maybe the specials we got are like in the very far end of things with a lot of pain in between.
I also think I might be misreading Vegas, like, putting too much faith in him bc of the series... I have to check my bias, anyway, hopefully questions will be answered in the book.
Oh and I've seen some ppl saying that maybe Pete also changed and went on berserk mode... so many possibilities.
Not sure if I can express my thoughts very well now, but... I guess I accepted that it's this shit rly, they ruined the development and I shouldn't be surprised by what daemi writes. I can go back to my posts today and see how I went from anger to sadness to the fck this shit just now.
I might still have some expectation left for daemi VP novel tho? Not in a way of hype or excitement. But Im curious, "How can he protect him if he abandons him after he was shot?" I srly have no clue, but a part of me wants to know.
I love that they are different too, the selfishness is one huge detail and I love what you wrote about empathy/care for Pete's feelings. I just hope Vegas is protecting his family in his own twisted way... Am I past the grief stages??? testing and reaching acceptance.... damn
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also me: 24h is enough right? let me enter mdl just a min
I also think I might be misreading Vegas, like, putting too much faith in him bc of the series... I have to check my bias, anyway, hopefully questions will be answered in the book.
Oh and I've seen some ppl saying that maybe Pete also changed and went on berserk mode... so many possibilities.
https://twitter.com/biblemyluve/status/1548719122225184768?s=20&t=OaYR0M5Xf77iwg2Pr73oaw
I might still have some expectation left for daemi VP novel tho? Not in a way of hype or excitement. But Im curious, "How can he protect him if he abandons him after he was shot?" I srly have no clue, but a part of me wants to know.
Does it make sense? Well, gotta go to sleep :::)
I just hope Vegas is protecting his family in his own twisted way... Am I past the grief stages??? testing and reaching acceptance.... damn
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