I'm halfway through the comments after waking up for the turmoil on twitter... I tried to say smth but deleted my comments bc I feel energyless... This is my first time in a fandom on sm and I feel like a mess bc many things are making me sad and mad, part of the fandom, the authors, and now Build to some extent bc I dont know what to feel rn, but can't forgive him. Apologies always feel so empty for me, I hope to see him better through his actions. At the same time it saddens me all the hate he is getting bc of his mental health. Uhg so many feelings conflicting. I'm not OK.
Everytime I open mf twitter i find something shocking about them nasty ass authors Remember that clown ass that…
I just read that on twitter, like, it got me thinking if they changed things in the series to avoid dealing with the writers... I wasn't aware they were such shitheads.