my eyes got teary I don't know but I do feel like boston deserves a chance why the hell give comeback if it's just rejected and more pain i honestly feel like boston had a lot to say but just couldn't find words my boy did the same mistake he had done previously of not being able to express his heart i don't know whether should I be happy with the come back or not I just felt like hugging boston I think nick was afraid if he left boston come closer nick would probably shatter again my nick was just pretending not to fall I don't know what to expect anymore I am very sad inside if I was the real nick I would have forgiven boston i am traumatized once more I don't know what gmmtv is high on nick babe please talk to tua he will tell you how much your baby has changed I am going to cry now I can't I fucking can't see boston broken again he was already burning enough in the guilt I don't know what Nick was upto right what we lost never comes back
next number of going to mental hospital is of this chocolate he is my biggest enemy I will even sell my kidney to keep him there ( my shop is gone gays)