ChrisyChaotic

well standing out in european society is something you need to be able to deal with. i get very many funny looks and nasty comments from people on the streets because i look different and dress different and everything, but i chose this over bending myself ... i'd rather break than bend!

ohh that age thing is something i managed to understand how it maybe works, but i really do not understand why people with different ages can't be friends!
in RL my youngest friend would be my cousin he is 16 .. the oldest is my best friend, i know her from university she is 32! most of my friends are a year or two older or younger than me and i don't see why i shouldn't be friends with them!! even though i reeeaallly want to call a guy 'Oppa'! I get hyper at the thought actually ;P and i have that stupid idea of wanting Ren to call me 'Noona' .. not that that will happen but still ;P (New Comment)^^

then sweet dreams and i'll respond to the rest in a bit ... good night and we'll talk again later ?

i'd really love to try all the korean beauty products ... i have some products here i really love, i love eyeshadow eyeliner and mascara from Artdeco, it somehow lasts a lot longer than the others i tried!
i rarely ever use lipthings ,... i hate lipstick ... i cant stand that oily, creamy feeling on the lips, so much i get pissed of about it XD ... i use some liptints that completly dry, it'S so lovely ... one is deepred and the other is rosewood colored a deep shade of pink ... i'm wearing that one on the pictures! i usually like my makeup to be a bit extra ;P noone would believe me with the innocent look, a bit gothic-like and nightly suits me more ^^ makes me feel like myself

hihi thank you =D i rarely hear i'm pretty so it makes me happy that you said it =D
the problem with my confidence is quite weird, i love dressing up and wearing clothes that stand out a lot, even my hair and my makeup stand out...and people tell me i wouldn't be confident enough to wear that ... to me it's not a problem ... i just can't bring myself to think my face is truly pretty, i mean i know i'm okay looking at least, i just think there are so many girls who are so much more beautiful than me that it makes me think i'm strange looking ... does that make sense? Oo
It's awesome that you have such confidence!
i like tanned skin too, it somehow looks so much healthier than being pale! always looks like summer to me and i love summer!!
curler, oh i never used them, they scare me!!
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haha make sure it's a good one ... i have no clue how quadruple eyelids look like but it sounds aweful!!!

i like brown eyes, they often give of a lot of warmth. mine always seem cold!

you know i wear that much eyeliner because i like it. it makes me stand out, i hate being like everyone else! ... ähh i use Lancome teint miracle as makeup for my face and if i have dark circles some powder but mostly i dont need that ... when i go out i wear eyeshadow, mostly black ... on normal days i add a bit eyeliner and black mascara and kajal ...
my normal makeup is a lot lighter than on the pictures, that was just before going out.
wish i was prettier though, i always feel ugly when i go out with my friends, they are just so beautiful. and i lack selfesteem

ohh berlin is really far from me! and i've never been there yet

minty? they taste like peppermint? that would explain why i don't know them. i really hate peppermint
that Sulli is really pretty, when you get that surgery will you get complet double eyelids?
i uploaded some of my pictures on my profile i got bored on tuesday before i went out with my friends. My eyes are blueish with some green mixed in... i like my eyes, even though they are really big and tall people tell me i look like an animecharacter when i stand right before them because of the huge eyes, it's a bit annoying ... otherwise i'm okay with my looks, well with my face... i wish i would lose a bit weight

haha i don't know if i even get the chance to work in korea, but i want to try... i'm studying fashion design so i basically can work everywhere, and in korea i'd like to work as a stylist for a few years. if i have the right qualifications... i'll start korean when i come back from my holidays, i leave on saturday for 9 days and then i'll order korean practicing books and such ^^
I'm not worried about the barriers, i'll just overcome them one by one, i've probably had it worse already so i'll manage ... you could too, you just need to make up the guts and give it a go..
concerts, concerts sounds awesome! but i won't go ... i'd end up getting horribly annoyed at all the fangirls screaming way too loud and leaving no space for the poor boys to breath

ohh what german sweets do you like?
yah that's about right, there of course were people that followed hitler because they thought he is right , but ones actually stupid enough to think that way were really few, the great majority had no chance at all...
which city does he live in? i'm curious because there are biggest asian and specially japanese and korean population in germany in the town next to mine and i love the supermarkets there ^^
i'm 100% german, that's boring too! we can be boring together haha ... you have such a global family it's lovely

hehehehe this sounds so familiar! i always get strange looks from my friends for using such words, my parents gave up on understanding me, but it's fine, they let me be myself!
IF i manage to save up enough money and havn't gone already i'll gladly join you in two years! I wanted to go next summer before my diploma, but i'm quite certain i won't make enough money to go ... maybe i'll just go and work there later hmpf ;P

wow to read that book willingly is quite remarkable. i didn't like it but i'm sure that is because you still get confronted with that part of german history so much and germans are fed up with it. especially my generation, not even my granparents are old enough to really experiance war and what caused it and people still blame me for it and how all germans are Nazis ... it's really horrible
ohh sorry to hear that, must have been hard for her, good you are healthy so far though ^^ wow adopting a child really is such a good thing to do, admirable!
its so sad races are still such a bit matter, i really don't care where someone is from or what they look like as long as they are treating me with some respect.

oh i never fought, i don't even know how to! and that is good. i really hate violence, i prefer arguing...

the comment was empty?! Oo ...

yeah he is ^^ and he kinda fits in the image too. i love my dad. and my mom too but mom always say i'm daddy little girl, it's cute she's jealous ;P
I'm an only child actually, no siblings for me =/
But blood types is A, B, O and AB isn't it? ... hitler thought the jews are dirt and filth because of their race, their skin colour and their religion, it had little to do with the actual blood type, he said they had 'bad,dirty' blood to have an excuse to murder the all ... had him and his sick ways of thinking in school for about 8 years. and he's the reason germans can not say they are proud to be german! =/
oh well, i guess A,B,O and AB people really have different attitudes, i noticed that a lot on my friends and parents. it's quite scary actually how such things could actually influence personality.
ohhhhh calm anger is ALOT scarier than people that shout uhhhh, HappyVirus is good ^^

mhmh aigoo and omo are addictive xD ... and i'm saying Ottoke (or however you spell that) a lot, so far noone asked what i'm saying, what probably should make me worry hahaha ... they think i totally lost my mind!

wooow you're going to korea?
there is noone i could drag along, my friends all aren't interested enough to even think about it! i'll just go by myself!! then i can go wherever i want and whenever i feel like it! i can do that ... fighting... if you go i'll be so jealous ^^

that's called exaggeration, it's not that bad but it can be quite annoying. I'm fine with that but when it gets out of hand i tell people to stop, i'm too honest. don't have many friends that do that, just sometimes to make a fun story even better...

talking a lot is nice ^^

you have the same star sign as my dad (oh btw he didn't even notice i said appa instead of papa Oo, i talk to many weird things i suppose) he's really calm but can be really tempered too... my mom's a virgo, she got a lovely side to her ... and i am what you would call a real Leo, with all the good and bad points.

so you have a difficult personality? doesn't matter to me honestly! as long as someone is honest with me i'm good. have a lot of friends with difficult and quite unique personalities, it makes them special and i like them even more for that. i guess we would have to meet up to really know but from what i know from the 'online-you' you seem like someone i'd get along well with ^^
and i am stubborn and impatient, too ;P but i don't have a short temper, but when it built up enough and i do get angry you better run haha

it's nice to have so many friends ... i have friends in england, he lives near Manchester and i used to have some around London but she doesn't talk to me anymore since she stole my boyfriend! haha
I have a friend in Mexico, the great thing is he even speaks german ^^
a friend moved to Japan but havn't heard from him in ages, hope he's doing fine, he was like the only link i had left between me and my dead best friend, but he couldn't stand england without our friend so he left to japan some three and a bit years ago. =/

must he lovely to meet her again like this ^^

hehe i like it that you talk so much, i do too... makes me think you are a lovely person i'd really get along well in real life with, too

i guess everyone has those three typed of friends, for me they overlap a bit
i have friends i know from university and she is my best friend by now ...
friends i know from school who i see on weekends or holidays mostly
and internet friends
and i have friends in some other countries who i havn't seen in ages because its too expensive to travel but we talk on the internet
i was so happy that i could see one of them last saturday, he came from england on a study-trip and made room to see me again after five years =D

just wondered because it really seems like you're really busy! and i'm quite curious with korea in general, it's really nice to hear things from someone who lives there rather than just reading about it in books. ^^

i have seen that name on here but i havn't talked to her yet ^^

wow ... does not sound like a lot of fun honestly... when do you go out with friends? on weekends?
well i don't sleep more than you do, but that's because i can't fall asleep i often end up still being awake at 4 or 5am when i need to get up an hour or two later ... but so far i'm fine.
you can be proud of yourself for being fine with so much work ^^

ahh ^^ that are the schools they should establish here too ... but that would be quite impossible when normal school sometimes starts at 7.30am and ends at 6pm ... going to another school would make doing homework which can take you up to 3 or 4 hours a day quite impossible, specially in the last two years it gets quite bad with the time you need for homework alone. my favourite day was when my english teacher asked for a 4 pages essay my german teacher wanted a review of three chapters of a book with 50 pages each, spanish teacher gave us an essay too and 10 problems to solve for my math teacher, and some minor stuff for some other subjects. but that was what we got on wednesday ... to hand in the next day! ...
but those school sure help alot... here you need to find a private tutor if you need help, i would have loved such a school

a salon sounds nice ^^ it's a hard job! But fun to do
what is hagwon? Oo
ohh i'd be a horrible teacher, i get mad at people for not getting it the first time when i got it instandly!

at least you could be a kpopstar if you wanted to, noone would want to see a european girl as an idol, the idea is quite nice to be honest ^^