Crazy4You

I wish I knew. I just know I wanna break it, I feel like I'm wasting precious time. And same! I can't believe it's almost mid-august. Looking back I can't believe I wasted this summer. I know it's not completely my fault - people blew me off so I just found myself locked in this phase. Days keep going by but nothing's happening. I don't wanna waste the rest of my time doing this. I mean I'm never going to give up my dramas and MDL, but I do need to get myself motivated and stop saying "no" to opportunities that are passing me by.I think this is the deepest conversation I've had in a while, haha

Exactly! Same! I understand that my friends are busy with jobs and whatnot - but I have/had this one friend who told me "Oh we need to hang out this summer - text me" but everytime I text her I get ignored. Commented on her FB status one night and she tells me to text her but still ignores me. I'm just like "whatever" anymore. I don't need people like that in my life. And if my other friends wanted to hang...well why's it always up to me to set a date? I'm not the one with a job yet. That's how my mom was when I was still in school, she wanted me to focus on my studies. But now I'm graduated and I have no experience working at all, so I'm worried about finding a job, too. I feel the same exact way! I wanted to do so much this summer, but nothing happened. It was supposed to be the best summer but somehow it's turned into the opposite. Then my bday's in 2 weeks and I'm not even super excited about it. It kinda sucks haha. I hate being lazy, too! I just find myself doing less and less everyday, even when I wanna do more, I don't. (That was kinda long haha)

Yeah same here! It makes me mad because it's like I try to get in touch with them and they blow me off. Then they complain cuz we don't hang - not entirely my fault...communication works both ways and you have my number. And same! This summer I've really been wondering about that. Makes me wonder how many real friends I actually have. The people who are supposed to be my best friends I'm not even close to...kinda pathetic. There's only one person I can think of that's a true friend to me, but we don't get to talk much cuz she's involved with her family a lot. And thank you, too! I'm glad we had this conversation, too. It's nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this. FIGHTING! (:

I've decided to put off watching it until tomorrow, I wanna know how it ends but I don't want him to die either!!!! I'm in denial! I read before I watched it someone's comment about him dying but I was like "no that can't happen" and then when they started attacking him I started crying! I felt so bad for him, he just told Sae Hee (if that's right?) that they'd work things out again and I knew then that it had to be a farewell scene. I wanna see this last episode but then I don't -___-

I know that's the time I cried the most during the drama, actually it's the most I've cried for a lot of dramas haha. I usually get teary eyed and might cry a little, but I really cried when he was getting hurt and at the end of the episode. I've decided to just wait until I get up tomorrow to watch the final episode haha. I'm curious about Protect The Boss, I wonder if it'll be any good

I guess it is. And you're right. And same! Truthfully I realized the people that hung around with me had nothing in common with me, they didn't even know me or bothered. I know it's partially my fault for backing away from some of them, but they didn't try either. And that's true, even if her and I don't talk as much I know she's there for me and she's the one person I'm able to talk to about most things. I think it's the trouble of finding somebody like you, the more the people around you don't really try to get to know the real you, the more they avoid you, the more you back away from them. Dramas are like a comfort zone, I think. It's one thing that makes you feel good. And I feel better, too, so thanks, too (: I think we both needed to talk about it. [Sorry for the late reply, my previous comment I made at 3:3O AM so I went to sleep haha]

Yepp that's what I did, too. I had this one friend who just used me to vent and I just got sick of it and haven't replied to her for more than a month now. She didn't care about anything going on in my life. And yepp, agreed - don't need people in your life who don't care about you. And same! haha. Between dramas and music - I can count on them to be there for me when I'm sad, to cheer me up or help me cry. And I guess we did (: And ohh I'm from Pennsylvania, what about you?

Agreed! There's gotta be more to life than that! And it really is amazing, always a song out there that'll help you out (: And ohh yeah that's not too far away, never been there, though (never really been outta state period haha). Haha I dunno why but it's only the messages longer than 3OO characters - weird! And yeah I heard about that! I really wanna go! I'm hoping I'll be able to find some way (I'll be 18 so my mom can't hold me back). First kpop concert in America - I really don't wanna miss it! Plus it's free!!

Ohh haha. And yeah it's weird I dunno why it's doing that haha. That'd be awesome if you could go, too! My mom isn't into anything asian, so it kinda sucks haha. Even if I go by myself I still wanna find some way to go. It's too good of an opportunity to turn down! And it's a state above me so probably about that long if I flew. I still don't have my license yet so I'd probably have to do that. And I know!! I was super excited when I read that! Looking for opportunities in life - I don't wanna miss out on this one! Not when it involves something I love! I think I'll cry if I can't go. Plus it'd be my first time in New York - and what else can you do there that's free?? (:

Haha I've never taken a bus before (weird probably I know) and I dunno how long it'd take (but no doubt it'd be much cheaper - I just dunno the schedule for the buses because I've never needed to take one haha). Although if I would find out how I could get from here to New York by bus I think it'd be a good road trip haha. I need something like that in my life. I don't have school to worry about (Thankfully haha) but yeah it's good it's a Sunday - although the concert is from 7-1O so would probably have to spend the night in NY. And same! I really really really wanna go! I've never been to a concert either - and to have the very debut of the Kpop wave in America and miss it? I'll be devastated! I'd so love to have it as my first concert! Plus I like the groups that are supposed to perform - B2ST, SHINee, TVXQ and so on -- Too good to pass up!!

Haha true - if it's my only way to get to see the concert then I'm definitely taking the bus! And haha I don't blame you - this is too good of an opportunity to pass up!! I hope we both go! :D I hope the line-up doesn't change - but if it does I'd still wanna, go, too (: Omo I'd be sooo happy if they did! I'm soooo excited, too!!!! :D

The story is good, but the special effects aren't that great haha. Started watching it for Kame-Kun :p

Ohh me too! I guess after all that went on in the drama I just expected there to be something more at the end (like you said with the kiss scene) or just something. It was a very open ending. Are the other 2 dramas you mentioned good so far? I have them on my Plan to watch (haha) list. And I heard Can You Hear My Heart was good, I'll have to make sure to watch that. I just started watching Gumiho haha, I'm on episode 7 now :P

Hahaha Ohh my sides hurt while watching this drama from laughing so hard! hahah I had to make sure I wasn't drinking anything while watching those 2 haha. I couldn't stop laughing during some of those moments (like when she kicks the wall and he chooses that spot to do his business and it falls down) haha MGIAG is one of my all time faves officially!