Like that night under starry skies, with the clouds floating past the moon Yok and Gram reminiscing about their loves, in no way felt like Gram was even remotely talking about Eugene!
Eugene could be the one he thinks he wants, he might even end up with her... But I'll always believe Gram loved (and in some way always will love) Black first.... Is it too much to ask for them to have a conversation now, can Black and Gram just talk to each other, soon?!!
[And honestly, it feels like Gram kind of starts distancing himself from Black ( or White impersonating as Black) from that moment in episode 5, when he realizes that this Black (/White) is different from the original Black (his Black, the one who taught him to ride a bike!!). He seemed confused, annoyed, and dare I say somewhat sad and disappointed... It's very odd, isn't it, that he then sort of 'confesses' to Eugene at this specific period of time...]...
It's just with Gram/Eugene I can't see ANY chemistry, while Gram/Black is like, overflowing the banks with oozing chemistry, biology, and history!!!
I wonder given a choice between Black and Sean who would White choose to save and similarly in a choice between White and revenge against Tawi which one would Sean choose...
I hope they don't give us gut-wrenching scenarios, where our protagonists will live with some sort of guilt forever, burdened by their choices...
I have come to the conclusion that Gram is the bravest person in their group. My dude, actually made out with Black's girlfriend, fully aware of what his best mate is like. Gram's willing to literally risk his neck for love... maybe Eugene is his ONE TRUE LOVE🤷🏽♀️
The highlights of this ep for me is the scene with White and his Mom. Sean calling Black's name so heartbroken…
I want Black to live too!!! I love him to bits, I've rarely come across characters like him before, so unapologetically feral and crazed. The darkness in him is so beguiling and raw like I'm scared of him and I'm scared for him too... I want to run away from him, but at the same time, I want to protect him as well!!
They need to give us a S2, please 🤞😄. If P’Nuchy does decide to do S2 it may take awhile because both…
I agree, they're super busy people, bless them!!... But please nothing terrible should befall Black. My little feral kitten 🐱deserves a HEA too ( after therapy of course!) and same with both of my ships and plus my ghost ship, and not to forget my ladies too. They all deserve a happy ending💫... But IF it doesn't turn out that way, I'm just gonna bundle away under my blankies gorging on fanfiction, to soothe my soul...
I just can't imagine how happy Sean will be once White tells him the truth and that he doesn't have bipolar disorder. Sean will probably dance the conga wearing a hula hoop.
The only way I'm ok with a sad/ open/ ambiguous ending for 'Not Me' is if they give us a season 2, with the same cast and crew. AND AN EVENTUAL HAPPY ENDING FOR EVERYONE. (Except for Tawi, he should probably just rot in jail.)
He sure is! I kind of questioned his casting in a gangsta sort of character in the early days, but now, watching him as Black... Just give him his awards already!!
Black is FEEDING my obsession for violent, unhinged, petty, messed up characters with unresolved anger issues who know the only way to protect the people he loves is by hurting them ( Eugene, White) and literally almost smashing Sean's face... Like Damn! Black's violence is like a sudden, but intermittent volcanic eruption of his repressed trauma, anger, hurt in a way quite similar to Sean's random acts of literally reckless feats with zero self-preservation. Honestly, I love both of these two crazed boys! And seriously both Black and Sean need White in their lives to bring a little normalcy and happiness...
Throughout these 10 episodes, the acting has been so consistent, so amazing, so top-notch I'm at a loss for superlatives for the cast. How are they pulling this off, in this show, when I've watched them before I haven't been awed as much?!! Their portrayals, the ost, the cinematography, the make-up, the direction, the twisting storyline it's literally keeping me on the edge of my seat every Sunday. Kudos to the "Not Me" team and keep going strong.
Can we just collectively agree that this is a bang-on series?! Since 'Not Me' began there hasn't been a single Sunday where I haven't looked forward to the next Sunday... This series is unpredictable in the best possible way!!
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Eugene could be the one he thinks he wants, he might even end up with her... But I'll always believe Gram loved (and in some way always will love) Black first.... Is it too much to ask for them to have a conversation now, can Black and Gram just talk to each other, soon?!!
[And honestly, it feels like Gram kind of starts distancing himself from Black ( or White impersonating as Black) from that moment in episode 5, when he realizes that this Black (/White) is different from the original Black (his Black, the one who taught him to ride a bike!!). He seemed confused, annoyed, and dare I say somewhat sad and disappointed... It's very odd, isn't it, that he then sort of 'confesses' to Eugene at this specific period of time...]...
It's just with Gram/Eugene I can't see ANY chemistry, while Gram/Black is like, overflowing the banks with oozing chemistry, biology, and history!!!
I hope they don't give us gut-wrenching scenarios, where our protagonists will live with some sort of guilt forever, burdened by their choices...
But #blackmustlive or pay for my therapy.
Gram's willing to literally risk his neck for love... maybe Eugene is his ONE TRUE LOVE🤷🏽♀️
I love him to bits, I've rarely come across characters like him before, so unapologetically feral and crazed. The darkness in him is so beguiling and raw like I'm scared of him and I'm scared for him too... I want to run away from him, but at the same time, I want to protect him as well!!
AND AN EVENTUAL HAPPY ENDING FOR EVERYONE. (Except for Tawi, he should probably just rot in jail.)
Black's violence is like a sudden, but intermittent volcanic eruption of his repressed trauma, anger, hurt in a way quite similar to Sean's random acts of literally reckless feats with zero self-preservation. Honestly, I love both of these two crazed boys!
And seriously both Black and Sean need White in their lives to bring a little normalcy and happiness...
Their portrayals, the ost, the cinematography, the make-up, the direction, the twisting storyline it's literally keeping me on the edge of my seat every Sunday. Kudos to the "Not Me" team and keep going strong.
This series is unpredictable in the best possible way!!