This show is for all of us who have made mistakes, for us who have hurt the people we've loved the most, for all the introverted anxious babies who've always felt like the odd one out, the scared ones who have battled demons to say sorry, to ask forgiveness, to every one of us who have inadvertently become the villains in our own story; to us who are trying to be better every day than the last. To all of us who have loved from afar and cried for the lost lives we've dreamt of living, to let go and to everlasting acceptance, to keep fighting the good fight. To stand and try and struggle even if it's not worth much. To just keep living every moment to the best of our abilities.
I want to break each scene of this episode and write long-ass meta's, cause each moment, each scene, each dialogue, is so meaningful, so beautiful. Is this even GMMTV, is this even Jittirain, cause this is amazing!
I hope krist keeps getting plots, roles and directors that improve his acting skills. Because I want the best…
I feel the opposite, Krist is pulling off Kawi with elan! With anyone else, I genuinely feel it would have been very cringe. But here, when Kawi cries, I cry, when Kawi is going in the wrong direction I get frustrated, when Kawi realizes I feel joy, when Kawi smiles I smile. Krist is doing Kawi literally perfectly! And so is Gawin, they are absolutely working off of each other's energy. The chemistry is palpable, the acting is literally one of the best from GMMTV.
None of us realise that how much Kawi has helped people around him as well. Let's stop being harsh on him.
Exactly!! Without Kawi, in the original timeline, Pisaeng would have been forever a closeted individual keeping up appearances for society's sake. Max would have lost a true friend who actually cared for him. And his Dad would've never even gotten a chance at true therapeutic care, even if the end result remained unchanged. Pear would have been stuck in a loveless marriage.
Krist was meant to play Kawi and Gawin was meant to play Pisaeng, no shade to Mike, but I can't imagine anyone else but Gawin for Pisaeng. They are literally so perfectly cast!
They saved the Pisaeng character for me, because I was mad at him being so pathetic and weak. Only thing I didn't…
Giving someone your diary, someone you distinctly hated, someone you did not even know you loved, and especially when you think yourself to not be worth anything; to trust someone with your whole life, is nothing less than a love confession. Kawi was brave (wayy braver than Pisaeng), was so open, so vulnerable, and so trusting to share his biggest secrets and insecurities with Pisaeng is as romantic as it can get.
Also, my man Kawi is relatable AF! The first time I've seen a character who knows their phones are shitty and carries a charger! And actually has the brains of plugging it than running to the airport...
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I think it's safe to say, I'm in love with BMF.