Yan Yan

My god!!!!! Thank you thank you thank you thank you 😭😭😭

God! I missed Sang Yan again today. This is beyond control!!!!! I fear it’s a lifelong condition. Somebody get me Sang Yan before I lose my mind! 😩

I re-watched all episodes yesterday 😭 i am gonna do it today again

I miss them 😭

It is my favorite ost 🥹🤌🏻 that scene was so heart warming to watch 🥺 finally she decided to live for herself, and that too with the man who is literally her sun on darkest rainy days :(

I can't find any other drama interesting even when there are few dramas are good this time period. Idk 😭

May we find a love as steady and radiant as Sang Yan’s, within ourselves and in someone who feels like sun on our darkest drowning days :(

if fate is kind, maybe....just maybe...we’ll find someone like Sang yan, someone who fights our demons and fills our world with light. ❄️🍃

God!!! I feel you, bestie 😩😩😩😩

Listening to this song and crying is my job today 😭

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Xdbg3DY5mviCrqVI2dL3b?si=ewtsG21aSAmaCI19ew4c6g

That last few seconds of the song has my heart. When Yifan walked away after cut ties with her mom. Sang yan waiting for her in the front then that portion playing - translation " Hey, love is so precious. It is bright even on rainy days. So bright that i could cry. "


Perfect 😭

He’s the kind of character who feels so impossibly perfect that even the fictional world struggles to contain him. May his kind of love find us 😭

I am crying 😭

I feel like crying 🥺

I feel empty...... :(

Today, I feel numb......adrift in a day without the thrill of anticipating new episodes of TFF. What kind of spell is this? What kind of longing is this? I never imagined a drama could leave me feeling this hollow.

Maybe Sang Yan is more than just a fictional man to me. Maybe, in ways I didn’t realize, he healed my inner child too. Maybe, alongside Yifan, I was healing too. My heart, once restless, finally found solace in him...so much so that it now aches for a love like his.

Oh, to be loved like that… by Sang yan... like a habit and not like a chore.... 🥹 I miss my Sang Yan. And if that makes me seem dramatic or foolish, so be it..I don’t care anymore :(

Today i feel numb :(

Sure dear i already write one after finishing the ep 10... 🥹🤌🏻

Thank god i have you, bae 😩😭😭

There will be only emptiness and longing from tomorrow..... 😩💔

😭😭😭😭 I feel so empty