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That's why I love fictional stories. Especially when a combo of people you wouldn't want to deal with comes together and creates the perfect match. It's fascinating to watch.

My ass was on fire..
But I liked the episode (I love emotional swings).
Everything is consistently bad (I'm sure it will get worse). The anticipation "ate" the emotionality, so today I just took a cigarette, went outside, and thought for a long time.

P.s. Kim is a cutie and I hope he's not a bad guy. Kenta doesn't look bad to me either, he needs to get out from under Tony's influence.

So far, yes, I've just watched YouTube and there have been no updates except for episode 3.

Pavel is shown here as such... as such... I want to protect him from the whole world)

Oh, I'm also reading the unfinished translation on wattpad) I was eagerly reading each chapter as it came out, but when I got to the point where it was more or less normal, I put it down so that I could get more chapters.

A little warning: there are spoiler moments in the novel, and I know not everyone wants to see them.
Series ≠ novel, I know.

I can't let go of this story. I calmed down a bit, thought about it a bit, especially after some people who read the novel and were not satisfied with Babe's loss. So here I am again with a stream of thoughts. As my mom says: "ну а шо, кому зараз легко".
So Babe's loss. For me, on the one hand, it's a more human part of this character, it shows how important Charlie is to him, even racing has taken a back seat. And it's also a wide scope for Way's superpower. Because we were shown that in Babe's head there were phrases from both of these people who were important to him in their own way. So I like that part of the story.
And if we go back to the book, from which the series differs significantly... will the scenes that made a strong impression on me remain here? Babe beating Charlie when he found out about his relationship with his foster father. I hope the scene where Way (I don't want to use that word, so I'll use another phrase) almost commits a non-consensual act of lewdness with Babe is cut, but I would like to see Babe broken, but so angry that he beats up the man he has trusted for a long time. Oh, and Charlie, who, after Babe kicks him out, calls him at the same time, not expecting an answer (I'm editing the post because the mention of Charlie's steady unanswered twinks would be empty without mentioning the moment when Babe did respond. By accident. When he was jerking off to Charlie's video. Це настільки крінж, шо аж мило). Of course, it was painful for me to read about their suffering, to see them both crying, but maybe it's a masochistic attraction - I would like to see it in an adaptation.
And... I wonder what will happen to nc at the moment of their "breakup", I don't give a damn if they're going to be there or not, but.. some scenes were painful. Like Babe's attempt to solve everything like all the past quarrels when everything came out, but it all ended with him crying (I understood everything correctly when I read it, right?)
The word "everything" was repeated so many times that I lost its meaning...

Please excuse me, but this sweet side is so attractive) bad boy is of course cool and looks very hot) but there is something about this image of him with mv (thanks that it's only mv, in the series I would not have stood it, to be honest). I like sweetness, but when there is too much of it, it's not so pleasant...

I was expecting it to appear on YouTube, but I couldn't resist looking at it on Facebook, and now it's used not only for games...

It's too cruel to release mvs for Better Me after Friday's episode... they're so cute, sweet, adorable... 😭 in contrast to what's happening in the show now.

This happens from time to time, I noticed that negative comments about something/someone I like negatively affect my mental state, how many times I told myself not to get involved in the discussion, because you never know what will happen, but it's interesting to compare my opinion with the opinions of other people)
Or another situation: I don't like a love story in one work for some reason, I want to see how many people have similar opinions and I see that most people love this couple, tell me how wonderful they are and all that. And again, I have doubts about whether I'm thinking correctly or not.

I was in an abusive relationship in both roles (I mentioned one side of it in one comment, the other in another), and the sad thing was that my close people always took my side, even when I did not do very good things. I am grateful that this stage has passed and I realize what I was doing wrong. In the case of acquaintances and friends who were with terrible people... I always said that I didn't like them and why. But I always added that it was up to them to decide whether to stay with those people or not. Because it's their life, I can say something from the outside, but I can never decide for them.
As for Way, I'm very sad that he's a typical one-sidedly in love with a friend, it's very rare for me to see such characters not turn into villains. And I didn't have a problem with him until the third episode, until the things he said. It's disgusting. It throws me back to reality, which makes it even worse. I don't have any negativity towards Nut, he's great in this role! But the character... makes me aggressive.
I'm starting to think again that I'm too caught up in a fictional story)

This is related to my problem of dependence on the opinions of others. Sometimes I start to doubt whether I'm thinking correctly, maybe I misunderstood something and that's it. Even in this case.

And yes, sometimes I get very attached to characters, usually they are good, but others don't like them for some reason and then it's very sad to read comments about something. Or like with Charlie, I liked him from the very beginning and was very afraid that he would be bad, a lot of seemingly spoilerish comments confused me, I had to read the novel (I know they won't follow the original completely, but I don't think they will change it drastically in the adaptation).

Thank you for responding to my comments. it's hard to explain, but when I see the response from you, it makes me feel so warm)

I was going to wait until the second episode came out to check in here as well.. but whoever added it to the Guardian's recommended.. you're super. That's me being emotional because I saw some spoilers (yes, I need spoilers so I can watch something more relaxed and not drop it).
I incredibly love Guardian despite the whole cringe, both the series and the original novel. It's the trope of soul mates in different lives, I can't explain why, but it's very disturbing and interesting to me. And yes, I thought about the similarities with Zhen Hun from time to time while watching.
The first episode of The Sign was pretty funny, so I'm worried that the second one will be more disturbing.
But I also had a love at first sight experience with this story. So the anticipation is a bit annoying.

I'm so worried about the Way.
I've already written that I had similar selfish moments in my life. And there were people around me who said that no one would need me, that no one would love someone like me. Years later, traces of this have remained. So it's one thing to worry about a loved one, to try to bring them to their senses when they are losing their mind over someone they don't know well, and it's quite another to traumatize them even more because they have the idea in their head that you will be happy either with me or with no one. For me, this is such a red flag.
But I look at the comments and... I feel ashamed that this character is not comfortable for me.

Hi everyone! Before I say anything about this series, the last episode, I would like to say somewhere that when the love of your life proposes to your current girlfriend... it hurts a little bit... I'm really glad that person is happy. but the fact that this person was not so happy with me, that I may not have been so comfortable, that he did not make plans for the future with me.. it breaks me. and I have no right to say this to any of my close people, because they will worry about me. i don't want to be a burden for them. but i need somewhere to say that i am really hurt. and i know that there are much worse things happening in the world than this, but i can't help myself.

So yes, the wait for this episode was many times harder for me. iQIYI was pissing me off (I can't find both series I'm watching now), nervously refreshing my YouTube to make sure nothing changed... thanks a lot to the person who posted the link to kisskh.
And this episode killed me. Sweetness and anxiety... a lot of anxiety and worry at the end.. ouch.

Babe and Charlie are my favorite poppy seed buns (I love poppy seed buns). Reading the comments, sometimes I think we are watching different stories, but as many people as there are opinions. So it's all good. Babe gradually reveals himself, showing that he is not just a cool playboy, but a rather traumatized person. Charlie contains a lot of secrets at the moment, even if I reject the information from the novel, I still can't treat him negatively. And if I think back to the novel, I like the way Pooh's Charlie is different from the canonical one. He's more lively and chaotic, and I'm generally weak for this type of character.

Way... as much as I fell in love with Nut, his acting, I don't like his character. But my own perception plays an important role here: I can separate actors from characters, but sometimes it's hard for me not to transfer the behavior of characters, some events to reality. I was not a one-sidedly in love with a friend, but I was a terrible ex-girlfriend right after we broke up. And sometimes a terrible girlfriend. I find myself thinking that I did similar things in my behavior. And how wrong, ugly, and selfish it was.

I have to admit, I was looking forward to this episode the most for the kiss. And... it was tender... I can't, I don't know, it made me emotional.
And also Alan and Jeff make me emotional! I hope there will be more of them in the future.
And Jeff's phrase "Family is not everyone's safe zone."... it hurts, yes. It hurts both because of the characters and.. and.
Also, Kim is increasingly giving me the impression that he's not a bad guy, and I hope he will be.
To make me completely happy, I missed the chaotic duo of North and Sonic here(

Then I'm sorry, it was that phrase that confused me... and I switched on the "defender" mode... although I'm here to protect another actor and his character))))

I could agree with your comment until I saw the last sentence. I didn't like Way from the very beginning because most of the time friends who have a long term crush on mc are often (at least in what I've watched/read) not very good characters. but to transfer the hatred for the character to the actor.. it's so.. silly. Nut is great, he plays his character well, which makes him better perceived, evokes more feelings, even if they are not the most pleasant (for some, including me). but character ≠ actor.

thanks for the greetings)) hope something from the Thai series can grab me and I'll have a good time) and yes, compared to what I've watched before, this is completely different.. I'm not an "innocent" '(does this word fit here to describe what I mean..) little girl, but.. wow.. hot and not vulgar, I like that)
if I'm not shy, I'll definitely share my impressions here)

oh, and yes.. only in the last few years I started to notice behind me that there are stories that I just like, and there are stories that (sometimes for reasons I don't understand) capture all my attention, and this is still unusual and a little scary for me. if it is ongoing and I try to spend time on something else in between episodes, it will not seem like it should (so sometimes I have to rewatch what happened, look for the original source if there is one and spend a lot of time watching edits..

colleagues: when will you get married? it's long overdue.
me, with occasional hyperfixations: what's married?
and I know that marriage does not prevent you from being a fan of anything, even consuming mlm and wlw content, but where do you find such a person if the environment is homophobic, sexist and says that I need to grow up because I don't want children now.
Somehow it took me a little bit wrong there..