My boy spent 12 years dealing with sleepless nights because of his guilt in how he forged his life and the embarrassment of showing up in front of Ju Yeong "with nothing " and his inferiority complex+lack of self-loathing/esteem not knowing ukuthi Ju Yeong does not care about that, which he demonstrated in his actions (I could go on for forever but....)
these last two episodes were a lot for me...from Do Hoe forging documents to him hovering around Ju Yeong while hiding from him because he was embarrassed by his lies and a bit of self-loathing
with Shao peng finding out why he was hired was not for his merit but because he is deaf IS a bit sad, but sir(zi xiang) didn't expect to kinda develop feelings for him ( I want to see how they progress and navigate their feelings)