angst

it sure is 😭 hope i manage to survive till next year, wouldn't even have known if you didn't comment

I've been much interested in Not To Die but thought it's just an empty little action story like i thought about weak hero (the drama, but it's much more than that and my absolute favourite thing rn) so i'm reading it again. thanks!

the title translation -_- idk

oh i read the webtoon, don't remember if I finished it, it was pretty good. thanks!

i began two of those but left midway!! not bc they were bad but bc i was thinking too much :> added to my list now

coming here to rant again because this drama has become one of my favourites ever, next to The Untamed. i have so many other dramas that I'd rate as perfection but only a few actually Hit close to heart, where you see your whole self in the main character, where the stakes are so high and something inside me i haven't been able to ever describe in words, is represented. rage, injustice, empathy, vengeance, heartache, when you feel like your soul has been painted into a portrait for the first time. I've been watching edits and reminiscing about this longing in me, that no person is and will ever be able to fill, finally understanding that maybe this is what i need to cherish and keep alive, this longing, this heartache, for something I can't have. sieun and suho’s relationship is that trigger that sent me into this space. something that ignites this thing inside me, is so precious and cherishable. this drama is that thing, one of many of those things. I'll be writing a review for the first time bc i think i should really start using these feelings now.

i want to watch it legally so I'll just wait ig :>

wish it becomes free for a bit on viki so i can binge 😫 please

think i can almost predict everything and see what's gonna happen, but that's just me ig. still love it tho

well the story is quite different from the webtoon in S1 itself, also i read that the director had lots of different ideas for S2 and nothing was confirmed about what kind of story they'll choose to tell so... DON'T SAY THAT SIEUN CAN'T ABANDON SUHO 😭 i'm so obsessed w these two ahhh

maybe this will premiere after i die 😔 I'm dying PLEASE HURRY I MISS

i swear if they don't show him and sieun forms a new gang i'm gonna riot BABY BETTER WAKE UP

i didn't expect this but my heart is fluttering so much. oh when he held her hand in secret, my toes were curling

he's the greenest fucking flag EVER!! i'm loving this so far

going in for the pain everyone's talking about but it's so hard for me to watch anything that's not an action thriller now 😭

YES, i mean for me at least, it's perfection. it's so well written and paced but objectively, a masterpiece is a bit much for me :D i just think everything can be better, always

same

ARE YOU FUVKINH KIDDING ME I PRAYED SO MUCH OMFGGH YESSS

my opinion. the dialogue is insane, and not in a good way. it's the cringiest, most cliche humour and dialogues ever. very typical kdrama. i can't help but cringe at every moment, overacting by most of the cast, only a few say things realistically. it's just so over the top and dramatic. there is no atmosphere and the cringe humour keeps breaking any tension that ever builds up. oh god, what a mess.

sieun's dad said that he didn't do anything wrong, and i agree. i love him so much and i stand with him. but the violence in the last episode irked me a bit. but well, this is a violent world full of evil people and you gotta do what you gotta do, to survive. loved this.