darkangel662008

I'm fine...watching jdrama..I haven't see you around forum lately..busy in school?

not that much...go enjoy watching pride..kekeke!!! PRECAUTION: don't fall in love with my Kimmy...ok?bwahahaha!!!

Magz can you send me the link..the one you posted in shinee thread..thanks:-)

Right Reborn and also Alice in Liar Game...
K drama? City Hall:-)

And also thanks for friend request:-)

yup..just the last installment remaining...
the writer of love shuffle also write Pride...

Pride, what about Love shuffle?:-)

of course...Akira Shock..kekekeke!!!!

your very much welcome..glad you like my present:-)

oh...I like them too..they are going to have concert here this october if I'm not mistaken...
Nope..I don't watch 2012 drama...kekeke!!!

I like it so I don't know...because I'm not that picky..
Yup!!! my favorite are 2AM & PM and Jay Park...kekeke!!!

You just don't know how worried I was...my body is trembling, really!!! And beside Skye was not around to interfere so even though I want to distance myself I can't...and travis just comes back from hiatus...I don't want him to be on hiatus again..even though his indifferent to me now..i still want seeing him in threads..cause when his not in foul mood..his really funny..and I get used to him bickering with people who don't get easily offended... I even message him secretly..pleading him to stop arguing with them because I don't know what might happen next...

I just don't know if someone answer him on Rant thread...look for what he wrote there:-)

I'm lessening my dropped list..kekeke!!! so i usually watched old dramas...which aired from last year down..now I'm watching Galileo...
What about the movie Cyborg She?

Just look to Bannie's Exclusive thread..it's on General Forum..read it first then chat me what you think..kekeke!!!

nope to both...I don't watch currently airing:-) But I'm hearing good reviews to RMPW...

It's the contrary...I feel attached to members of mdl nd mdl as a whole:-)that's why a little argument really made me worry...like what happen yesterday...

Kekeke!!! I don't hold grudges..When I forgive..I forgive fully..but maybe we can say that before..when the same person hurt me again..all those hurtful things that person done to me..goes back in my mind...And my mind goes..why this person hurting me while I done nothing to hurt him/her...
And by now..that's how I live..I loosen up not just a little...and I don't too attached easily now..but the bad thing about it..I feel that I'm not myself...like I used to be very compassionate with regards to people around me...I like to love and treasure people even they don't treat me in the same way as I do...I used to be too attached on people around me and let them feel my sincerity..

But now..I feel like I'm just too indifferent with everybody..like I'm building an invisible wall around myself..but now I feel that I'm returning to my old
self:-)because of mdl...

so because of all of that my heart weaken..every time I cried I pass out or I become hysterical...or I usually experienced to hyper-ventilate...And I felt that I would have heart failure any moment..

After some thinking...I come up with decision to change..I don't want to die young and my family still needs me...

So after that realization..I learn to just be cool about everything...If something happen at work I don't let it bug me...I just keep in mind that worrying won't do me any good...I'll just accept what will happen tomorrow or I'll just wait to hear whatever my superior wants to say rather than jump into any conclusion...If it's something that not concerns me..I won't bother myself...If I'm mad I'll just tell it right away in a good way..than keeping it all to myself...And if I can't do anything about it..just let go..
so that how I become like this now...

I just learned that I need to change for my benefit...
It's a top secret but I'll share it with you..kekeke!!!
Before I'm a kind of worrier...I used to worry even for a single thing...I have wild imagination..that's why when I done something wrong...It will me make worried sick of what will happen..If I got a problem...i dwell on it on the longest time...If I got a problem they even hunt me in my dreams until I became too stress...
And additional to that..I also happen to be the type of person who has a tons of endurance...
If someone hurt me or do me some mistake..I don't usually say anything I just let it go...but one thing bad with me is...I'm easily to forgive but I'm not easy to forget...

That's how I was before..and the effect of it...when a little thing trigger all my build-up anxiety...I cried like I've been the most pitiful person in the whole wide world..

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Good movie...a creepy but touching one:-)