lololol

i keep replaying the ending and crying all over again why do i do this to myself

no but seriously how am i supposed to get over this drama like i don’t think it’s possible

idk what i’m gonna do every weekend

i’m still very not okay

an empty can

why do i get so attached to characters and dramas and then when they end i feel empty i hate myself

honestly one of the most satisfying endings in a drama i’ve seen

so many parts made me cry:

- MY’s last book being about the other patients as well as herself, KT and ST
- ST reading the book to his mum and finally being an illustrator
- the trio finally going on the trip and getting the happy ending they wanted
- ST and KT saying goodbye, and ST telling his brother he belongs to himself and them hugging
- ST going separate ways from MY and KT

it’s been an emotional journey, and when ST and GT said their goodbyes i felt like i was saying goodbye too :(

i’m gonna have withdrawal symptoms for a long time :((

IT WAS LITERALLY THE PERFECT ENDING THAT I WANTED WITH THE TRIP IM SO SAD

well fuck i’m crying

it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not the last ep tomorrow it’s not-

i just realised shen yue’s character is called xiao you and her friend in meteor garden was called xiao you lmao

lol i worded it wrong i know it’s dubbed i meant if it’s him doing the dubbing or not

is jerry yan’s voice dubbed?

i hope this is one of those dramas that gets better further on

i feel like i’ve waited a lifetime for this to finally air lmao

i have chosen to just not believe it’s ending next week. if it ends next week, no it didn’t ❤️

i want next week to come quick but also not bc it’s the last eps :(

HAVE TO WAIT A WHOLE WEEK I SHOULDNT HAVE WATCHED EP 14 FUCK I CANT WAIT THAT LONG