So I finished ep19 last night (yes, I stayed up until 5am haha AND cried my eyes out). The scene with Xiao Yao's official announcement was very beautifully shot, the colors, the music, the emotions!
But now that XY is a princess and a girl and we are moving towards the next arch, I realize that I miss Qingshui Town. Everything felt somehow different there. It was so warm and simple.
But most of all I liked XY and XL dynamics. Fate had not yet burdened them; they resolved (sometimes by joining forces) problems that were important to them personally - money for a mate’s wedding, herbs for soldiers.
They were just getting to know each other, and it's as if many locations in the village were connected with both of them - XiaoLiu’s room, the courtyard of the Hall of Rejuvenation, the river shore near the village, that hidden place on the shore where XL brought her numerous times, the Blue Moon scenery.
And now when XY is in the palace, there is no place for either XiangLiu or XiaoLiu. I feel this place painfully empty and lonely. I dunno, it seems that the world of Qingshui Town was the place of their deep connection and understanding, it was their imperfect world. I'm sad and nostalgic today
Just started watching LYF (ep17) and my heart is already breaking into pieces, I even can't eat or sleep. I feel this tension, this longing, this angst with all my being and it hurts so fxking much. What a brilliant tragedy
This drama brings memories of those times when my husband and I just met. He is older than me too (and I was 19 and it was my first year of university too!), and he is my first and only love. I vividly remember my first awkward texts, those little smiles, how he gently took my hand for the first time, and that feeling "Does he love me? What if he loves me?", and then that waiting for a date, when you run to his car in your best dress... we've known each other for 11 years, 7 of which we're married, and watching this drama it's like I'm experiencing it all over again
But now that XY is a princess and a girl and we are moving towards the next arch, I realize that I miss Qingshui Town. Everything felt somehow different there. It was so warm and simple.
But most of all I liked XY and XL dynamics. Fate had not yet burdened them; they resolved (sometimes by joining forces) problems that were important to them personally - money for a mate’s wedding, herbs for soldiers.
They were just getting to know each other, and it's as if many locations in the village were connected with both of them - XiaoLiu’s room, the courtyard of the Hall of Rejuvenation, the river shore near the village, that hidden place on the shore where XL brought her numerous times, the Blue Moon scenery.
And now when XY is in the palace, there is no place for either XiangLiu or XiaoLiu. I feel this place painfully empty and lonely.
I dunno, it seems that the world of Qingshui Town was the place of their deep connection and understanding, it was their imperfect world.
I'm sad and nostalgic today
I swear my phone melts every time he appears on the screen
I feel this tension, this longing, this angst with all my being and it hurts so fxking much.
What a brilliant tragedy