i apologize for this little rant or whatever im about to do. you guys are literally like another family, and i trust you guys so much.
i am unlabeled at the moment, i was lesbian before but the last two chick ive dated fucked me over and one of them cheated on me with her nic dealer. ive been unlabeled since cause one, i wanted to try something different and two, i hate being strictly categorized as once thing. i hate labels, hate them. the thing is, the last guy i dated was a while ago but he was long distance. 18hrs away. i have a current boyfriend but hes also long distance. this time, only 8hrs away. ive been so stressed cause i am a dominate person in the 'intimate life' and hes a switch, being a bottom for me. twice he has sorta 'switched' or 'lashed out' in a dom manner being like "i want to give you backshots" and "i will make you a screaming mess for me" which made me uncomfortable. i also told him that dicks make me uncomfortable and freak me out and he didnt really say anything. another thing that pisses me off about it is we talk on snap and he has his location on, so i can see where he is and the last time he was active. he will leave me on delivered for lets say 2hrs but it said he was active 3m ago. i told him it pissed me off but he still does it and he says shit like "sorry, i usually just pick up my phone and dont really reply to people often" like, im, im sorry? you have to be on the app or fucking interact with something for snapchat to be able to censor that youve been online. this mfer really thinks he can bullshit with me and it makes me mad. idk what to do, im so close to leaving his ass.
i just sent the message. with his stupid ass he'll see it in a few hours
i am. after ive read all of these its given me even more confidence to do so.
awe tysm :((( this place really is home. i just needed to get this off my chest and get opinions on what i should do
yes, it does leave me room to explore and i feel a lot more free
im going to, i just need the right time to do it, hes getting on my fucking nerves istg
also, yes it is! thats why im unlabeled. i can be who i want, date who i want, love who i want, without being categorized.
i am unlabeled at the moment, i was lesbian before but the last two chick ive dated fucked me over and one of them cheated on me with her nic dealer. ive been unlabeled since cause one, i wanted to try something different and two, i hate being strictly categorized as once thing. i hate labels, hate them.
the thing is, the last guy i dated was a while ago but he was long distance. 18hrs away. i have a current boyfriend but hes also long distance. this time, only 8hrs away. ive been so stressed cause i am a dominate person in the 'intimate life' and hes a switch, being a bottom for me. twice he has sorta 'switched' or 'lashed out' in a dom manner being like "i want to give you backshots" and "i will make you a screaming mess for me" which made me uncomfortable. i also told him that dicks make me uncomfortable and freak me out and he didnt really say anything.
another thing that pisses me off about it is we talk on snap and he has his location on, so i can see where he is and the last time he was active. he will leave me on delivered for lets say 2hrs but it said he was active 3m ago. i told him it pissed me off but he still does it and he says shit like "sorry, i usually just pick up my phone and dont really reply to people often" like, im, im sorry? you have to be on the app or fucking interact with something for snapchat to be able to censor that youve been online. this mfer really thinks he can bullshit with me and it makes me mad. idk what to do, im so close to leaving his ass.