from these 4 episodes (not having read the novel) i feel like a song that perfectly describes porsche's relationship or feelings towards kinn and overall porsche's character is first love / late spring by mitski. one of the lyrics is " i was so young when i behaved 25, yet now i find i've grown into a tall child" and i can relate this to porsche for many reasons,, how he had to act like a grown up during his childhood and couldnt fully experience it and now he acts "acts childish and immature". another one is "one word from you and i would jump off of this ledge i'm on, baby, tell me "don't" so I can crawl back in" . i feel like porsche would do anything that kinn tells him to do even if it meant that he could hurt himself but internally he is hoping that those things arent true and would want kinn to tell him "dont" so he could go back to him. there are other lyrics also which i think describe their kiss scene perfectly and of course the lyric "so please hurry leave me, i cant breathe, please dont say you love me" which is a perfect description for their relationship in the beginning (more on kinn's side). anyways thats my 2 cents for this i love mitski and now since im obsessed with this series i had to relate them somehow ^_^
bro i am in love with te (and the actor) he is just soso effortlessly prettyπππ he just looked so ethereal with the makeup and everything in the auction scene