You're in serious need of help, maybe try and contact someone in your area who can help with your problems, instead…
We're not even bad, you're just mentally deficient. If someone tells you to fuck off for having an opinion just ignore it, it's as simple as that. No need to go on a fuckin rampage in the comments of a show acting special.
Starting it up again after putting it on hold after episode 9, it's gotten extremely repetitive and it should've been written to end by episode 10 I think, 12 at a stretch. I do like the main characters though and they keep me from dropping it.