the way theyre is my type of personality. i prefer being calm. but ofc i also hav the hyper side of me at times,…
yes I know that feeling😭it's very hard..it basically shows that you don't have self worth ..it will manifest during your work and life unfortunately that's why I'm suffering trying to fix it 😭😭it's so very embarrassing .. but even if I was 16 and someone told me this and how it will affect me later in life I wouldn't have had the guts to do this because my environment wouldn't let me and my avoidant attachment style was at an all time high..but I'm just letting you know..cz back then I was in the darkness..like why was I acting like this ..why I'm behaving like that etc etc..so it's totally understandable from your side
the way theyre is my type of personality. i prefer being calm. but ofc i also hav the hyper side of me at times,…
okay 1- I still use "running away" as coping mechanism from a lot ALOT of things that hits insecurities or trauma..it do be taking a whole lot of mental strength to face it.. 2- exactly I feel you..it's very impossible for you or (me at your age) to imagine there are good friends and people who ll treat you wkgh reslect without anything in return..and leave you at it because words wont convince you but I do lray you'll meet the right ones no matter how tardy they might be..until then being alone is not a bad idea ..I still need it most of the time because work life etc..and I don't feel like getting to know more people cz my energy rab out and that's enough 1 or 2 friends are enough... I think to befriend someone firstly s same when you love and be loved jn return for the first time ..it firstly proves to you that you can be loved for the first time، you can be loved platonically too and you're more than "bearable" person.. ik all this feels so imaginary but until then alone is definetely not a bad idea ❤️
the way theyre is my type of personality. i prefer being calm. but ofc i also hav the hyper side of me at times,…
if it's any consolation to you I was exactly like you ..or had bad friends ..I wouldn't change tho..for ex I like jazz books and chill stuff and they like more hype things..what makes them bad friends is that they don't respect my taste in anything and I would find it rather exhausting and takes a lot of effort to change for them..anyways after a while I went into uni and met different kinds of ppl .. eventually after 2 decadea I found my group of ppl..healthy enough to be around and enjoyable to me ..
unlike movies, some people do not have friends from the beginning..in fact they didn't believe in the concept of friendship..they thought it's just common decency in dealing with people UNTIL they met the right people.. I hope you hang in there.. I understand you so well don't worry..if you need anything I'm here <3
the way theyre is my type of personality. i prefer being calm. but ofc i also hav the hyper side of me at times,…
issoke I'm 23 and I relate to V more than any of the members 😭😭 but I feel like much more than age I discovered that they are infps and it's like omggg they are so the type of ppl I'd hang out with
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also the opening song goddamn😭
but even if I was 16 and someone told me this and how it will affect me later in life I wouldn't have had the guts to do this because my environment wouldn't let me and my avoidant attachment style was at an all time high..but I'm just letting you know..cz back then I was in the darkness..like why was I acting like this ..why I'm behaving like that etc etc..so it's totally understandable from your side
2- exactly I feel you..it's very impossible for you or (me at your age) to imagine there are good friends and people who ll treat you wkgh reslect without anything in return..and leave you at it because words wont convince you but I do lray you'll meet the right ones no matter how tardy they might be..until then being alone is not a bad idea ..I still need it most of the time because work life etc..and I don't feel like getting to know more people cz my energy rab out and that's enough 1 or 2 friends are enough...
I think to befriend someone firstly s same when you love and be loved jn return for the first time ..it firstly proves to you that you can be loved for the first time، you can be loved platonically too and you're more than "bearable" person..
ik all this feels so imaginary but until then alone is definetely not a bad idea ❤️
unlike movies, some people do not have friends from the beginning..in fact they didn't believe in the concept of friendship..they thought it's just common decency in dealing with people UNTIL they met the right people..
I hope you hang in there.. I understand you so well don't worry..if you need anything I'm here <3