Sanaya

Omggg finally its here to mend my heart after RL broke it 😍

Some people are always disappointed with how the series ends. Yes, its me I'm that people. I really I really do love this series a lot and is very close to my heart. But I felt disappointed with how it ended. They had to got it postponed to tone it down for whatever the reason. I am grateful it didn't get banned mid air but I still can’t make a peace with the finale ep. I cant wrap my head around how they cut out such a crucial part. They didn't just randomly put those lines before and Wu attire at the end was for nothing. You would know how they were precise with minute details and it dont fit right for me. I accept that not everything go into the final cut. We got to see so many scenes in the bts that got cut off which would have made it feel complete still I wasnt mad tho at those. We even got to see the graveyard scene. Still the end got ruined for me if I ever got to see the scene, it wouldnt make any difference for me. All that matters at that very moment not afterward. They were just not able to finish off what they started. I feels like someone offered me a lolipop, let me taste it, made me love it, and then snatched it away right before my eyes . I've defended this series when needed but i never thought I'd be mad at the end. We really don't know what happened behind closed door but if someone tells me the production team, cast and crew members are more disappointed than me I’ll true heartly believe it. I was mad when they decided to pre release all eps but not anymore. In fact, I really agree cbl need to release all ep at once even tho I hate binge-watching. The fault is mine I let the series take over my heart completely. I did one day mourning too crazy. I won't fall for it and I will gatekeep my heart for next time. You seriously gotta need a heart of steel to be a cbl lover. Don't worry I won't rate it low or send threat to anyone lol. I just needed to voice out my feelings or else it will consume me. This series made me laugh, cry and scream. It just this feeling that I couldn't able to complete my home. RL doesn’t just hold a special place in my heart but it left a scar too💔❤️‍🩹.

I don't have a link... Rip to those scenes never see the light of the day💔

I suggest you to do a bit research and connect the dots on your own plz... Here I'm busy thinking when will China be finally free from all the censorship 😭😭😭. We had proper BL Addicted then it got banned, next we got Bromance version The untamed then rest series like Immortality still on pending and we finally got RL airing outside mainland China still they had to make necessary cut to protect their actors. I really wonder how long it will take to reach there🥲🥲💔

We are not only robbed by graveyard scene but wu calling cc laogong and the very last nc scene 😭😭😭 Now I'm mad 😑 🥲🤧... They cut too much scenes thats why I feel like it lost some of its essence...

Yep it was filled with lovely moments yet it did a difference in my opinion 🥲. Since I was expecting and I thought one last kiss we( those who agree with me) deserve it 😭. My heart and soul was missing them kiss😅.

I'm still wondering one last kiss/peck with that slap would've been better 🤔.

They have a home again but why do I feel like I'm homeless 😭😭😭

I know it just its gone and we are getting close to the finale ep 💔

That's not how the law works 😅. You have to hire a lawyer to do that and you have to follow all the procedures. So you got to have some good budget.

There's no count down 😭😭😭

I was just wondering today that we haven't got them to say " wo xihuan ni" and "wo ai ni" to each other. Now we got " wo hen ni" 😭😭😭🤦.

I had this insane dream today where I saw Tian and Ziyu 😅🤭. It felt like I was in one of those bts where they had a shoot at an amusement park. The vibe was similar to their Ep 21 outing and we were sort of traveling too. They were wearing their Ep7 attire, all white. I also saw them in the place where they had their first kiss scene but it was on the stairs where we have that candid still pic of them. Their manager had a baby giraffe🦒😅 and we were so happy to see it. I can’t recall everything but at the end I interacted with them. I talked with Tian more and a little with Ziyu though irl, I’d like with Ziyu more. Then I asked them for an autograph on a leaflet. The leaflet was similar to the one where Chi wrote the code in Ep 21. Ziyu signed first then handed it to Tian. While signing, Tian asked me about the date but I couldn’t recall it atm, so he reached for my hand and turned it to see the date on my watch. It was August 2nd on my watch. Goshh, I was so flattered in my dream too!🤭 I really love their analog couple watches and since I love wearing watches irl so I had in my dream too. Then we parted ways maybe I can’t totally recall but those scenes are still lingering in my mind. It’s rare for me to see such dream and I loved it of course 😅😆💕

Ahhh I finally finished ep21 and its such a wholesome ep after all the break up and with the exes 😏😅. It's like a breath of fresh air 🥰🥰🥰

Yess... 💯

I felt that too... And it's ending in 2 days 😭

I haven't watched the ep 21 yet and it's almost time for ep22. Everything's going so fast I can't catch up 😭😭😭.

I'm so happy getting our Xiao CuBao 🐍 back 🥺🥺😭. I was so sad last week 😞. Now I just want to see them together in one frame 🥺✨.

I won't be here, on X or any other platforms for a while since spoiler will be everywhere and I think I won't be able to finish every eps on time 😭😭😭

Hope everything will be fine from now on after all the things happened 😭😭😭. Loving the series been so stressful from the start 😞