so, as i won't be here when episode will release i think it's my time to say goodbye.
it was an amazing journey. really. i don't regret anything. i remember when months became one month, half of the month, one week till first episode. i remember strugling because i wanted to watch series on iqiyi but i had a problem with payment (special thanks to an amazing person who shared their account with me <3).
i remember this amazing feeling after watching the first episode. i remember pausing first few epispodes because i couldn't process what Porsche again did and i was bursting with laughter. i remember sending my friends pic of a Porsche Little Mermaid and they was a bit worried at me what the fuck am i watching.
i remember struggling with iqiyi and few times actually watching ep on kisskh cause the server was broken. i remember tons of comment here with capslock cause i couldn't write normally. i remember watching the series with my brother's kid's headphones with Paw Patrol all over it just because i broke my own on the saturday morning and watching without headphones wasn't exactly a good idea.
i remember longs arguments after first KinnPorsche sex. i remember how everyone hated Kinn, especially on tiktok. i remember how sorry i felt for Porsche.
i remember this halloween special episode that i couldn't stand lol. it's the only episode that i still don't like. i remember shipping VegasPorsche really hard (no worries, i changed my mind when Pete got kidnapped of course, how could i not).
i remember explaining to my friends and family what i watch without exactly saying what i watch. i remember saying that week is too long minimum 4 times per second.
i remember waking up and checking what new drama is this week. i even feel like this whole Biu's thing was long time ago.
it felt like a dream. im not the same person as i was before and i surely won't be the same person after the last episode.
suprisingly, i'm not that sad now. i think that i dehydrated because of all my tears and now i feel good. it was the best thing that happened to me. it was the best three months i could imagine.
thank you BOC, thank you whole cast and crew of KinnPorsche. thank you for letting me be part of this amazing little thai gay mafia world. thank you for your work but also for your passion. thank you for caring about international fans and allowing us to have everything with english translation.
thank you whole community on MDL, i have extremely bad memory about nicks, but i remember you all. thank you for replying my comments and making my day better.
thank you again person who shared their iqiyi account. you're the best <3
thank you my dear friend, who won't read this cause she's not into dramas. you still was listening my complaining about what sad happened in the episode and how i hate that week is too long
thank you, everyone. for everything. remember that it can be end of some part od your life, but it's surely not an end of an amazing journey.
welcome new waiting for season 2 life. but before that, let's have an amazing finale watch!
ps. please be free to send me a message or something, i will be more than pleased to talk about KP with someone, i love you all.
HEAR ME OUT next saturday we will pretend that new episode is coming. we will be counting time, making new theories, spreading exicement, trying to hit new comments score. we will complain how much we want date the characters and how much iqiyi doesn't work again.
im just trying to find comfort in ridiculous ways.
btw it's really an idea, i'm planning to bring this up later in the day or on Sunday maybe, but let's do this
for past thirteen weeks pretty much all the saturdays were the same. never making any plans for pretty much entire days if i absolutely didn't have to. waking up, texting my friend it's kinnporsche's day. writing here that it's kp day. constantly looking at the clock. 2-3h before checking comments on mdl, instagrams of the actors, twitter. rewatching my fav scenes. making teories what will happen. reading fanfics on ao3. half hour to go, making orange tea, some snacks, pillows, blanket, headphones, whole family excluded from my place, do not interrupt unless... just don't interrupt. exciting all over. fighting with iqiyi and praying that the server will work and i will click fast enough before it goes down for good ten minutes. sending my friend a pic of kp logo (always unable to capture la forte because it goes on the screen a few secs later lol). exciting. watching. seeing new edits on tiktok. seeing reactions of casts. arguing with people who's a dick and who isn't.
yeah. it's all over after today.
there's no new ep in the next week. and in the week after. and another.
there's no new ep in next month. and the month after. and another.
Can anyone enlighten me?So is it love or revenge, about the relationship between Ra El and the Chairman?If it's…
It's about revenge when her perfect plan is going not-to-perfect partly because of her unexpected feelings. Why did she fall in love with Chairman?
A) As far as we know and she knows at the moment, Chariman wasn't personally involved in the situation 13 years ago
B) He is similar to her, also had fucked up childhood with lack of love from parents (she had that love, but she lost it), he same as Ra El is among of people that only wants something from him
C) He cares about her. Gives her flowers, treats her wounds, divorces wife because of her. It might be a very cheesy argument, but let's be honest how anyone could feel nothing when other person constantly telling you that they can leave everything that they have and start a new life in Buenos Aires? And not only telling, but also doing it and leaving this old life behind
D) He doesn't know about her past. As far as we know he is the first person that she's this close with and the person doesn't know about all this past shit. It can feel extremely relieving that she don't need to feel embarassed with him or feel like something less just because something happened to her
E) She is constantly having sex with him. It tends to give brain a lot of oxitocine in brain afterwards (apparently only for the women or mostly for them, that's why women tends to have "marriage fantasies" and are a lot easier to develop feelings after for ex. one night stand). In general, this kind of intimacy, especially constant intimacy creates some kind of bond
F) She can feel sorry for him. With al that hidden microphones etc. she only heard that he was the one that was gotting hurt and never hurt anyone
G) Forbidden fruit. Kinda not really smrt argument, but it also can be one of reasons. Peoples likes what they can't have. She can't have feelings for him and this realization only makes her fall harder
H) I'd say the same passion for tango, because earlier it seemed that she really loved it, but now we don't know if she chose to learn it because Chairman liked it? I doesn't seem like pretending to be into this dance, but it's also possible
So know why she didn't develop feelings for someone else? Her husband of course was the part of her childhood tragedy, so i think it's obvious. So what about lawyer Seo? I think that the two main reasons are that one: he feels sorry for her and makes her feel uncomfortable, and two: she knows him from her childhood when he was older than her (and still is btw) and she haven't met him for nearly 13 years (so only memories of him are from her childhood, when she could've remembered him more like a older brother)
Kinda wrote too much, but I hope it helps haha Have an amazing day, hugs <3
it was an amazing journey. really. i don't regret anything. i remember when months became one month, half of the month, one week till first episode. i remember strugling because i wanted to watch series on iqiyi but i had a problem with payment (special thanks to an amazing person who shared their account with me <3).
i remember this amazing feeling after watching the first episode. i remember pausing first few epispodes because i couldn't process what Porsche again did and i was bursting with laughter. i remember sending my friends pic of a Porsche Little Mermaid and they was a bit worried at me what the fuck am i watching.
i remember struggling with iqiyi and few times actually watching ep on kisskh cause the server was broken. i remember tons of comment here with capslock cause i couldn't write normally. i remember watching the series with my brother's kid's headphones with Paw Patrol all over it just because i broke my own on the saturday morning and watching without headphones wasn't exactly a good idea.
i remember longs arguments after first KinnPorsche sex. i remember how everyone hated Kinn, especially on tiktok. i remember how sorry i felt for Porsche.
i remember this halloween special episode that i couldn't stand lol. it's the only episode that i still don't like. i remember shipping VegasPorsche really hard (no worries, i changed my mind when Pete got kidnapped of course, how could i not).
i remember explaining to my friends and family what i watch without exactly saying what i watch. i remember saying that week is too long minimum 4 times per second.
i remember waking up and checking what new drama is this week. i even feel like this whole Biu's thing was long time ago.
it felt like a dream. im not the same person as i was before and i surely won't be the same person after the last episode.
suprisingly, i'm not that sad now. i think that i dehydrated because of all my tears and now i feel good. it was the best thing that happened to me. it was the best three months i could imagine.
thank you BOC, thank you whole cast and crew of KinnPorsche. thank you for letting me be part of this amazing little thai gay mafia world. thank you for your work but also for your passion. thank you for caring about international fans and allowing us to have everything with english translation.
thank you whole community on MDL, i have extremely bad memory about nicks, but i remember you all. thank you for replying my comments and making my day better.
thank you again person who shared their iqiyi account. you're the best <3
thank you my dear friend, who won't read this cause she's not into dramas. you still was listening my complaining about what sad happened in the episode and how i hate that week is too long
thank you, everyone. for everything. remember that it can be end of some part od your life, but it's surely not an end of an amazing journey.
welcome new waiting for season 2 life. but before that, let's have an amazing finale watch!
ps. please be free to send me a message or something, i will be more than pleased to talk about KP with someone, i love you all.
hugs <3
im done.
next saturday we will pretend that new episode is coming. we will be counting time, making new theories, spreading exicement, trying to hit new comments score. we will complain how much we want date the characters and how much iqiyi doesn't work again.
im just trying to find comfort in ridiculous ways.
btw it's really an idea, i'm planning to bring this up later in the day or on Sunday maybe, but let's do this
yeah. it's all over after today.
there's no new ep in the next week. and in the week after. and another.
there's no new ep in next month. and the month after. and another.
i'm crying again.
sorry if you didnt watch this lol
hugs <3
im so sad
A) As far as we know and she knows at the moment, Chariman wasn't personally involved in the situation 13 years ago
B) He is similar to her, also had fucked up childhood with lack of love from parents (she had that love, but she lost it), he same as Ra El is among of people that only wants something from him
C) He cares about her. Gives her flowers, treats her wounds, divorces wife because of her. It might be a very cheesy argument, but let's be honest how anyone could feel nothing when other person constantly telling you that they can leave everything that they have and start a new life in Buenos Aires? And not only telling, but also doing it and leaving this old life behind
D) He doesn't know about her past. As far as we know he is the first person that she's this close with and the person doesn't know about all this past shit. It can feel extremely relieving that she don't need to feel embarassed with him or feel like something less just because something happened to her
E) She is constantly having sex with him. It tends to give brain a lot of oxitocine in brain afterwards (apparently only for the women or mostly for them, that's why women tends to have "marriage fantasies" and are a lot easier to develop feelings after for ex. one night stand). In general, this kind of intimacy, especially constant intimacy creates some kind of bond
F) She can feel sorry for him. With al that hidden microphones etc. she only heard that he was the one that was gotting hurt and never hurt anyone
G) Forbidden fruit. Kinda not really smrt argument, but it also can be one of reasons. Peoples likes what they can't have. She can't have feelings for him and this realization only makes her fall harder
H) I'd say the same passion for tango, because earlier it seemed that she really loved it, but now we don't know if she chose to learn it because Chairman liked it? I doesn't seem like pretending to be into this dance, but it's also possible
So know why she didn't develop feelings for someone else? Her husband of course was the part of her childhood tragedy, so i think it's obvious. So what about lawyer Seo? I think that the two main reasons are that one: he feels sorry for her and makes her feel uncomfortable, and two: she knows him from her childhood when he was older than her (and still is btw) and she haven't met him for nearly 13 years (so only memories of him are from her childhood, when she could've remembered him more like a older brother)
Kinda wrote too much, but I hope it helps haha
Have an amazing day, hugs <3