I'm on episode 53, and while our couple are lovely together, and while I agree Si Feng has suffered an awful lot for her, I have to admit that if I was Xuan Ji I'd have broken up with him.
Yes, he obviously is willing to lay down his life to protect her. But could you imagine living with him long-term? After all they've been through, he's still keeping secrets from her "for her own good."
Just be an adult and have a damn conversation with the person you love, for goodness sake!
Edit： I've watched a few more, and, ok. Si Feng is redeeming himself once more with badass levels of courage. So I'm back to being team Si Feng once more. I still think he shouldn't have kept stuff from her, though. Ultimately, there are just so many people trying to filter what she knows in order to control her behaviour.
Yes, he obviously is willing to lay down his life to protect her. But could you imagine living with him long-term? After all they've been through, he's still keeping secrets from her "for her own good."
Just be an adult and have a damn conversation with the person you love, for goodness sake!
Edit： I've watched a few more, and, ok. Si Feng is redeeming himself once more with badass levels of courage. So I'm back to being team Si Feng once more. I still think he shouldn't have kept stuff from her, though. Ultimately, there are just so many people trying to filter what she knows in order to control her behaviour.