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I love you..., hate,choked, stabbed, decieve, I did this all for you...for us? Ok, I love you again

I was really into Feud when it first started. It had gorgeous visuals, heavy emotions, and that dramatic, almost operatic energy that only a fantasy drama can bring. But somewhere around the halfway point, my excitement mellowed out. It’s not your typical xianxia drama with the usual enemy-to-lovers arc. This one leans more into the eternally doomed lovers kind of story. Li Qing Yue and Bai Jiu Si weren’t enemies; they were already deeply in love, had a history, and then just kept breaking each other over and over again. It was more like: we’ve loved, misunderstood, separated, hurt each other because of miscommunication, choked each other out, killed each other,deceived each other, and still… somehow fell in love again, because we never really stopped. It’s tragic and romantic, and exhausting all at once.

Bai Lu, as always, was incredible. Her performance as Li Qing Yue/Hua Ru Yue was easily the best thing about the drama. You could feel every layer of her pain, devotion, and inner conflict even when the script wasn’t giving her much to work with. Honestly, the role felt kind of one-dimensional compared to what she’s done in the past, but she gave it everything and made it believable. Zeng Shun Xi, too, nailed his portrayal of Bai Jiu Si, so ethereal, untouchable, cold to the point of frustration. He looked and felt every bit the aloof, all-powerful master who doesn’t emote, doesn’t bend, and absolutely does not communicate with the woman he supposedly loves. Which, of course, led to misunderstanding after misunderstanding. Classic.

What didn’t land for me at all were the second leads—Fan Ling’er and Zhang Suan. If they were supposed to have a romantic arc, I completely missed it. I didn’t feel anything between them emotionally or romantically. That said, I did appreciate Zhang Suan’s admiration and steady love for Li Qing Yue, and Fan Ling’er’s loyalty to her was one of the few genuine supporting dynamics that felt real. But as a duo? Flat.

OST was immaculate.

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Hard Watch But a Great Watch

Light Beyond the Reed was honestly one of the hardest dramas I’ve watched in a long time. Not because it was bad , far from it but because it tackled something so raw and painful that it almost felt too real at times. The show takes on the subject of rape, a topic that’s so often mishandled or brushed aside in dramas, and instead of sensationalizing it, it dives deep into the emotional aftermath , the pain, the silence, and the long, lonely road toward justice and healing. Mao Xiaotong’s performance as Ye Sibei was heartbreaking in all the right ways; you could feel her fear, shame, and confusion in every look and pause. And Vin Zhang, playing her husband Qin Nan, delivered one of his most mature and grounded performances to date. His quiet strength, his anger, his helplessness they all felt so real. Their dynamic became the emotional core of the show not the event itself, but how they both chose to face it and move forward together.

Watching this wasn’t easy. There were scenes that made me want to look away and many scenes where I cried for Ye Sibei who felt like her world was crashing down. I was furious with Ye Sibei’s family. Her mother telling her to stay silent, to avoid “shame” and “trouble,” made my blood boil. Her father being so oblivious to what was really happening just added to that frustration. And her brother a lawyer, of all people refusing to fight for her, made it even worse. Then there’s Chuchu, who flat-out lied in court, and at that point, I just wanted to throw something at the screen. The drama captured that awful truth that sometimes the people who should protect you end up hurting you the most. Her support system was so broken that I genuinely believed, if not for her husband standing by her, she might’ve actually jumped from that hospital roof. That moment alone broke me and it also showed how fragile and precious a single person’s belief can be when the world turns its back on you.

But what I appreciated about Light Beyond the Reed is that it didn’t stay in despair. It gave space to Ye Sibei’s courage, her slow rediscovery of herself, her decision to speak up and fight back. It didn’t make that process look easy or graceful; it was messy, painful, and full of setbacks but that’s what made it so powerful. The drama also did a great job at showing how trauma affects not just the victim, but everyone around her. Qin Nan’s journey, from confusion to unwavering support, was beautifully written. There were moments where his quiet gestures said more than words ever could, and those moments grounded the show in something real, love that chooses to stay.

And I’m actually really glad that in the end, Ye Sibei’s broken support system finally came to their senses. Her mother, father, brother. They all eventually realized what she’d been through and stood by her, believed her, and fought for her. It felt like a long overdue redemption, and I was relieved to see it happen. After everything Ye Sibei endured , not just this horrific event, but also the hardships she faced growing up, she truly deserves the world. Seeing her finally surrounded by people who chose to believe in her and fight beside her was both cathartic and healing.

It’s not a comfortable watch, and I wouldn’t call it entertainment in the usual sense. It’s more like a mirror held up to a dark part of society, showing both the cruelty of victim-blaming and the strength it takes to rise again. The directing by Li Mu Ge was sensitive and restrained, and the writing never lost sight of the emotional truth at the heart of the story. When the final episode ended, I didn’t feel relieved or satisfied. I felt heavy, but also deeply moved. Light Beyond the Reed isn’t just a drama you watch; it’s one that stays with you, quietly reminding you of the power of empathy, the importance of standing up for what’s right, and the courage it takes to heal when everything feels broken.

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Snooze-Fest!!!

"Fox Spirit Matchmaker: Red Moon Pact" sounded like it was going to be a blast, especially with Yang Mi in the mix and all that flashy CGI. But man, was I let down!

First off, the story moves slower than a snail on a Sunday stroll. I mean, halfway through, I was still waiting for something exciting to happen! And don't even get me started on Shi Ji's constant resurrections. It's like they're trying to beat a dead horse... literally.

Then there's the chemistry between Yuechu and Honghong. Or should I say the lack thereof? I mean, come on, if I wanted to watch two planks of wood interact, I'd go watch paint dry.

Oh, and let's not forget about the side love stories. They were like tiny crumbs of romance in a desert of blandness. I mean, I couldn't care less about those characters because they were as flat as pancakes.

And get this: I could watch a whole 45-minute episode in under 20 minutes and still know exactly what happened and what's going to happen next. Talk about predictable! It's like they're not even trying to keep viewers on their toes.

I had such high hopes for this drama, but it just didn't deliver. Sure, the CGI and VFX were pretty, but that's about the only good thing I can say. Overall, it's a snoozefest that's not worth wasting your time on.

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It Gave John Wick

Mercy for None is straight-up a revenge drama with no frills, and honestly, that’s what makes it so fun. The plot is basic as hell—Nam Gi Jun used to be a gangster, left the life after his little brother joined the rival gang, and now that said brother’s dead, he’s back in the game to wreck shop and take names. That’s it. You can literally guess what’s going to happen from a mile away, and somehow that doesn’t make it boring—it actually makes it better. This show does not slow down for a second. From the first episode, it’s just action, action, more action, and then someone gets stabbed in the neck or slammed into a wall for good measure. No downtime, no filler. It gave John Wick energy in the best way possible—like, tired ex-killer dragged back into a world he tried to escape, except in this case it’s Korean gangsterdom and he’s got nothing left to lose. The fights are brutal, choreographed like they actually hurt, and the cinematography keeps everything looking gritty and slick without being overly stylized. There’s no emotional depth to dig into here, and the characters are mostly there to either die cool or be punched in the face, but that’s part of the vibe. If you’re looking for a twisty, introspective drama, this ain’t it. But if you want to watch a guy go full beast mode on everyone who wronged him while drenched in neon lighting and blood, Mercy for None seriously delivers. I enjoyed every second.

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