My Beautiful Man

Had to watch twice to digest.

The first time i watched this I was really expecting a love story, so i was let down rapidly from the first episode.

You know? I really loved Hira's character, not only because how well played we was by the actor, but because i kinda feel him in some ways too. I feel like im just as much of a misfit as he does and i want to be just as invisible as he wants, so him being bossed around and straight up bullied made me feel an intense pity for him.

I wanted him to end with the other guy. The guy who helped him when he needed, the guy who told him not to apologise properly, a guy who genuinely cared for him. But i had to watch this show twice to understand that that's not what Hira wanted.

Even with how toxic their dynamic is, Hira and Kiyoi seem to be perfect fot each other, and they're happy too, so whatever. It's a show anyway.

It is pretty interesting to watch, outside the real life parameters of healthy relationship I recommend. I'm just concerned with the many people that truly believe this is a beautiful love story.

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a really good surprise

I've been into BLs lately, and honestly, this one was one of the best I've watched so far. At first, I thought it was a random and nice drama, and the me crying at midnight while watching the last episode can only beg to differ.
I loved the acting, especially Yagi Yusei's acting in the end : it was so natural, and felt so real, and honestly the 5th episode was what made me completely see the drama in a new light, how Hira and Kiyoi are like a mirror to one another, how similar they are in reality
anyway it's a a really short drama that's really worth watching

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Needs to be watched at least twice

I know I'm late to the party reviewing this, but one of the reasons I waited so long to watch it is because I read several opinions saying this was a very toxic series. I finally got around to watching it a couple weeks ago and the first watch was definitely very different from what I expected. I could see what people meant by "toxic", but when you put yourself in the characters' shoes, you see that it actually isn't. The main character is an unreliable narrator, and for that reason, there are things you only really understand on the second watch, and it's 100% worth it.

The series has an amazing amount of details and it's very impressive how much plot the director and screenwriter managed to fit into 6 episodes without it feeling rushed. And of course, the actors are extremely talented and really brought the characters to life. Easily one of my favorite dramas.

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Short, addictive and disturbing BL story

This drama showcases a disturbing BL story. It is not that graphic at all but somewhat dark and twisted, as it is centred around the romance between a bully and his "stalker". Their relationship is almost a master-servant one, with one of the guy being apparently ready to do anything for the other. There are also hints of S&M undertones as the most subservient of the character seem to be looking forward some of the abuse as a way to get closer to his classmate who fascinates him.

It is a short drama (6 episodes of 20 minutes) but it is addictive: even though the pace can feel a bit languishing at time, it is clearly done with purpose. There are some quite dark intentional directing choices in parallel of some more poetic and quiet instants. However, one of the consequence of the shortness of the show is that it is difficult to have huge characters development as well as complex plotlines.

The cast does an OK job, and Hagiwara Riku (as the disturbed and bullied protagonist) is carrying the show. The alchemy between the main leads is primarily driven by the intensity of the script and the directing decisions taken.

I would recommend this to people looking for an addictive dark short BL story and who do not mind romanticised toxic relationship. Be aware that the show can be triggering and mind the tags.

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Give it a chance!!!

I was sort of on the fence on this one because it didn’t really seem that interesting from the synopsis. But I was so wrong. I was instantly hooked from the first episode. I really have nothing else to say other than please give it a chance if you haven’t watched it!!! It really was an experience. Although I do wish there were more episodes, I feel like 6 episodes was enough to show their story. The thing that really made me love this was Hira. He honestly reminds me so much of myself. I know what it’s like to want to do anything and everything for someone you love which is probably why I liked him so much.

This show was just all around beautiful. The story, it sounded really cliché but it was so different from others at the same time. The actors really knew how to act, which sounds stupid to say but I’m serious. They really were able to pull off their roles amazingly. The characters, they were honestly really realistic which is always something I love in a drama. The music, I absolutely loved it. The production crew, absolutely impeccable. I don’t even know what they did to make every episode look amazing and that’s why I love them. The editing, amazing. Dare I say, perfect. I really enjoyed watching this and I will definitely be rewatching!!!

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Best.

I watched the first season (in one go), I'm not sure that I want to watch the second one. It's not that I didn't like it, on the contrary, I was obsessed. There is something about the characters.... I identify to both of them, I feel like both of them. And their trope, I mean...there is no better trope imo : two people, one always alone and ostracized, the other always surrounded but so despiseful and bored, and just hurting from loneliness in a crowded place, so they match. Kiyoi, sometimes a bully, sometimes a real b*tch, always in denial, always so deeply focused on Hira, so invested, I've never seen someone depict love obsessional focus that well. Both of them are like that, it's scary, but only to the audience. Between them, it's just a world, they create a whole world, just the two of them, I'm fascinated by the way they seem real, conscious, thoughtful. I can't watch the second season, I'm too scared of it being shitty. (This one is a Japanese BL, not Thai)

ANYWAYS this is my all time favourite, if you watch it, you'll get it !!!!

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Short and concise

Dec. 25, 2021

I finished this drama during Christmas and I must say that I really loved this series. I am so sad on how short it is as I feel like additional episodes could have explained things better. For some odd reasons, I understand why others might have avoided or disliked this drama due to the different take that a lot of Jdramas do especially when it comes to their BL series. Fair warning as to why I gave a 9 instead of 10 is due to the annoyance that I got from the male lead at first.

A person who is treated like a 'king', yes he was misunderstood but I was really frustrated at the lack of communication of his and the other male lead. Like I feel like the directors and writers really wanted to delay their romance to put angst which I did like. However, it could have been avoided along with the time skip if the leads just learned how to communicate with each other. BUT the reason why I am so forgiving towards these "flaws" is because I really love the background history of each leads.

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it kept getting better

ok first things first, loved the ost it was fire.

moving on, idk if it will make sense for me to give it anything less than a 9 star review. up until ep3 i was sort of creeped out by some scenes, dont ask me why, idk. im genuinely terrified of stalker stories so whenever kiyoi would call hira "stalker" something in me was very unsettled.
ep5 and 6 were by far my fav. they couldve been a series of their own and i would eat it up. i loved the subtle character development hira had when kiyoi came into his life. it was short but i think they did justice to the story.
the acting was amazing. idk what else to say bc i was genuinely impressed by these two. im glad i finally gave this series a chance i definitely dont regret watching it!!

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this is ridiculous.

this drama makes no sense. we got two guys that are so madly in love they yell at each other because they don't know how to express their feelings.
first male leader is a doormat. basically he doesn't care about being bullied. he has zero self estime and ends up "falling in love " (obsessing) over a guy for basically no reason.
he thinks this guy helped him out in some way but that's just in his mind.
then we have the cool kid. he's an asshole, a bear only capable of yelling. they basically develop a slave/master relationship.
there is zero development between these two but we are suppose to cheer for them?
they obsess over each other for years and end up together like magic.
I don't know. in the last episode I laughed my ass off cause it was just so cringe. the guy licking the other one finger was really weird🤣
no romantic scenes, no kissing.
if you are looking for that kind of stuff Feel free to skip this drama.
Totally not worth it.

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masterpiece of art

This is one of the BL that people are going to attack because they think its a toxic. But not as toxic as the one who spamming hate for this drama :)

I really like how this drama shown the two perspective of two boys who had different thinking. One think he is not good enough to be with another, another think that he should stay silent but ends up hurt his feeling. I know maybe most people have different perspective since we are all growing in the different area.

In my opinion, Hira has a very low self-esteem since he always been bullied since he was kiddos. That's why he idolized his first love and crush ever, Kiyoi. That's because he thinks that he never gonna be able to be together with Kiyoi. Kiyoi seems bully but actually he wants to be closed with Hira. He even mad his classmate because that classmate called Hira 'Hihi' which means they are refer to Hira stuttering. In the class, that's only Kiyoi who called Hira 'Hira'. Not believe? Just replay the episode 2 when the police wanna chase them.

For Koyama, he is only be kind to everyone which is very cliche. I know some people ship them, if you guys ship them so much, just watch the extra cut. And maybe you can read old BL manga cuz good boy + loser boy is very common. Even in wattpad you can found many.

That's why Hira and Kiyoi is very good for me. Because I love that kind of tension relationship and how they manage to still be together. Love is not about just have a sweet memories with them, its also about how strong you are when be together with him. The stronger you are, the stronger the love.

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Double Edge Sword

If you're looking for high sexual content, you're in the wrong place lol
I enjoyed the storyline than anything else. Keep in mind it's a short story so naturally, I want it longer to get every last drop of detail. There's a good chunk of something missing (not sure what) so you'll probably end up using your imagination for random bits of it. I feel the acting fell short of what the story wanted/needed but don't misunderstand, it's still worth the watch! I got a little aggravated with the "I'm gonna treat you this way cause I know I can" vibe but it straightened out eventually. The MCs did well and I loved the idea of their once unrequited/undeserving love to can't live without you theme.
Enjoy...

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Long time heard about this one, finally watched this.

Story about Hira, who is at the bottom of the class, because of his closed & introverted personality and stuttering speech. Because of his personality since childhood, his worried parents consulted a doctor & he gave a suggestion to give Hira a camera. Since then, Hira views the world through his camera lens.

New school years have always been stressful days for Hira because he had to introduce himself in front of the class again. But this year, because of Kiyoi Sou, who walks through the classroom door at the exact time Hira introduces himself, Hira regards him as his ‘hero’.

Apart from that, Hira is also mesmerized with Kiyoi beauty. When Kiyoi notices it, Hira finds himself pulled into Kiyoi's gravity, following him everywhere and attending to his every need.

Popularity comes easily to beautiful Kiyoi, who is always surrounded by his classmates. But one day, everything comes crumbling down, when Kiyoi fails to get into the stardom. Suddenly everyone starts to bully Kiyoi & when that happens, only Hiro still stands by Kiyoi's side, and even defends him.

After that, their relationship started to become more intimate. but at the same time the graduation day is also approaching. So, how will the relationship between Kiyoi & Hira go forward when they separate after high school…?

That's pretty much the story without giving the spoiler. Now what I like and don't.

What I like:
+ The chemistry between Hagiwara Riku & Yagi Yusei
+ The good 2nd lead, Koyama Kazuki. Sometimes the best thing about Japanese drama is how they really respect people's boundaries…

What I don’t like:
- The stupid master - servant relationship between Kiyoi & Hira. Sometimes I really don’t understand Japan… Maybe to Japanese people this is quite usual, but I don’t agree with it…

Overall this is quite good for the Japan BL I’ve watched so far…

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