Love in the Moonlight Episode 11

that ending with everyone weeping was kinda…

that ending with everyone weeping was kinda hilarious... given the time period i doubt they knew then that one is born gay, so i get Pin's frustration & inability to understand why Saenkaew doesn't love her, isn't attracted to her like he is to her cousin. u can't force that sh*t & even if u could, why would u want to force someone that betrayed u with ur cousin?!? i don't get that, but i guess she is that in-love with Saenkaew. *******************************************************************************************like she keeps pouring out her pain in-front of people, they don't care & that is the bottom line. no matter what she tells Saenkaew or Sasin or anyone for that matter, it will not make them change their minds or side with her, so it is falling on deaf ears. wish she understood this & hardened her heart, did what was good for her & stopped hoping anything would change between her & Saenkaew, or that anyone would come to her defense - for her own good. as that hope is what will kill her in the long run. ******************************************************************************************************************************but as this a BL am sure she will have a change of heart & make a grand sacrifice letting the lovers be together, while bowing out quietly like she doesn't exist. sad that that will amount to some farce of a happy ending. but hey this a BL after all that matters is the mains ending up together the world can burn for all it matters - right? **************************************************************************************************************************************************************************************btw Prince Kamfa looks pretty old to me, but the dude went around treating others half his age like a punching bag - it was kinda hilarious. as hilarious as Inthra getting offed (yeah call me evil, but the dude been asking for it from the start) what surprised me, was that his wife went nuts witnessing his murder. here i thought she would be the one that gets rid of Bodin. oh well, guess we will see what becomes of him, his witch of a wife & the maniacal General in the last ep

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A Love That the World Wouldn’t Let Exist

Just finished episode 11, and my heart feels shattered.Two scenes tore me apart.The first was after the car accident. Prince Saenkaew’s father raised his gun at Sasin, and in that moment, Prince Saenkaew pressed a knife to his own throat — trembling, but resolute, saying that if Sasin died, he would too. It was love at its most desperate and doomed. He had no choice but to obey his father’s command and return home, leaving Sasin bleeding and broken behind him. Sasin’s wounds were not only from the crash but from watching the man he loved disappear before his eyes, powerless to stop him.Then there was Pin and her fragile dream, living in a fantasy built on denial. As a gay man, I know we do not choose this; we are born this way. Love cannot be forced, and desire cannot be bent into shape. Pin knew Prince Saenkaew’s heart would never belong to her, yet she clung to him and his crown like it could fill her emptiness. She cried, and though her pain was real, I could not pity her.And then came the gate scene, the one that left me hollow.Sasin travelled all the way from Bangkok to Chiang Mai just to see his prince once more.Prince Saenkaew: “Why did you come?”Sasin: “I came to get you. Come with me. Let’s run away together. Rachawadee will help us escape to Hua Hin. We can live on that island, you’ll fish, and I’ll play music for you. Do you remember?”Prince Saenkaew: “It’s too late. Everything has changed.”Sasin: “Nothing has changed. I still love you, and I know you still love me.”Prince Saenkaew: “What’s the use? Our love has no place in this world. It will only destroy you. We’ve lost. Go back.”Sasin: “No, we haven’t lost. Don’t give up yet.”Prince Saenkaew: “I already have. I’m begging you, don’t come back here again.”When Prince Saenkaew turned away, tears streaming down his face, it felt like the world stopped breathing. Sasin stood there, broken at the gate, his hope slipping through his fingers like sand.I can’t stop thinking about it. Only a few more hours until the finale is released with English subtitles, I’m waiting, heart in hand, fingers crossed for a happy ending.

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