In the Name of Dawn

A beautifully tragic story about control, revenge, and letting go

This drama honestly had me hooked from beginning to end. The story was so unique.

Qiu Xian Er is a writer who controls everything in the world she created. She decides who lives, who dies, and basically manipulates everything. Zhou Jun Lan starts off as her puppet, always trying to please her, but later he starts standing up for himself and even lashes out. He ends up marrying a second wife… and then things get wild.

Gu Chao Chao, who was killed by Zhou Jun Lan on their wedding night, comes back under a new identity as Ji Yun Chao to get revenge. That part seriously shook me. She teams up with her fiancé Pei Yan to go after both Qiu Xian Er and Zhou Jun Lan. What made it even sadder is that Ji Yun Chao had been poisoned and there was no cure. So while she’s plotting her revenge, she’s also slowly dying. Everything she does and says feels more intense knowing that. Pei Yan basically becomes her sword. He supports her completely.

Their dynamic was so good. That scene where Ji Yun Chao calls Pei Yan her fiancé just to keep up appearances and he plays along? Kinda hot not gonna lie.

The show also gives us flashbacks of Gu Chao Chao and Zhou Jun Lan’s love story, and wow… those moments were so emotional. You could still feel how much they cared for each other even after everything. There is Pei Yan’s backstory he has a fear of blood because he saw his dad get beheaded and Zhou Jun Lan was behind that. One of the most powerful scenes was when Pei Yan killed the emperor while wearing a red blindfold so he wouldn’t panic. That scene was so symbolic and intense.

I cried so much watching this. You could really feel how much the characters cared about each other, even when they were torn apart by revenge and pain. The acting was amazing. I honestly don’t get why the actress who played Ji Yun Chao isn’t in more lead roles. She was amazing in Starry Sky too.

And ugh I was hoping for at least one kiss in the entire show but nope.

The ending left me feeling kind of empty. Ji Yun Chao stabs Qiu Xian Er and then takes her own life so she can’t be controlled anymore. Pei Yan mourns her and it just makes you wonder how different things could’ve been if they had let go of all that hatred. Then the story shifts to real life. Qiu Xian Er is actually a hospital patient, Zhou Jun Lan is a healthcare worker, Ji Yun Chao is a doctor, and Pei Yan is there too. Turns out Qiu Xian Er had been working on this script for years before her breakdown. Ji Yun Chao finishes the story herself, rewriting the ending and reclaiming her voice. She even writes that Zhou Jun Lan caused Qiu Xian Er a lot of pain. That was such a powerful way to close things out.

It really gave me Romance of Tiger and Rose vibes, especially how the female lead writes her own fate in the end. I was really hoping that Ji Yun Chao and Pei Yan would somehow end up together like how the FL and ML hugged at the end of Tiger and Rose, but I guess it wasn’t that kind of story. Still tragic, but really powerful.

I hope He Xuan Lin and Zhang Ting Rui work together again. Their chemistry was amazing and I’d love to see them in more dramas.

This show was heavy, emotional, and full of surprises. If you are into tragic love stories with psychological twists and layered storytelling, it’s definitely worth watching.

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