The Journey to Killing You Episode 5

Full circle moment or what? YOU DID ALL THAT…

Full circle moment or what? YOU DID ALL THAT FOR HIM TO NOT EVEN GIVE HIM THE HEIR TO HIM? I feel like we have had no love development. I think thats sad because he spent his dads final moments trying to kill him and kokotoa. I also like how kokota or whatever maintained eye contact and respect with the boss wife, not worrying about the outcome and thats really a reflection of his character. I feel sad and i am not sure why. The dad just wanted to return the favor to the guy who gave his life for him and bro spent his entire life, up to the moment his dad died hating him, hating him because of his own greed. Thats interesting to think about really. I am not quite sure how i feel about this song really, i dont know. It's pretty good, but also the romance building and romance is kind of just meh, but i also dont hat it. so i dont know. i am going to finish this season and the start the next one and then probably call it night for watching dramas because i have been on a fucking role. Okay bye!

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Torn between duty and love.

Odajima’s childhood is a wound that never heals,a small boy trapped in a house where love was slain.No child should ever bear such sorrow,to wake beneath the same roof as rage,where a father’s fists spoke louder than words,and a mother’s silence hurt more than any blow.She gave him life, yet turned away from it,her gaze a cold winter that froze his heart.His home was no home,but a battlefield of broken dreams,where laughter died before it could be born.When he raised his hand against his father,it was not hatred that guided him,it was survival, desperate and trembling.But fate’s cruelty was not done,for the woman who should have saved himbegged to die by his hand as well.In that moment, the last light in his soul went out.How could a boy like that ever learnwhat love is meant to feel like?Then came Kataoka,the man Odajima was sent to kill,yet somehow, the man who taught him to live.Kataoka’s warmth melted the frost of his years,his teasing words, his careless laughter,his gentle talk of marriage,all small miracles that stitched Odajima’s heartback together, thread by trembling thread.But destiny is merciless.His mission whispered, kill him.His heart screamed, don’t.For the man who had never been lovedhad finally found someone who did.And that, perhaps,is the cruelest agony of all,to be torn between duty and love.When danger came, Odajima stood readyto give his life for Kataoka,but it was Kataoka who took the bullet instead.Now he lies in a cold hospital bed,his breath shallow, his heart fading.Odajima weeps beside him,his face shattered with grief,his voice breaking as he pleads,“Please don’t die… you are the reason I live.”There is nothing sadder than this,a man who spent his life unloved,who finally found warmth in another’s arms,only to lose it in the blink of fate.Odajima’s heart beats nownot for himself,but for a love slipping away.And as the monitor hums its sorrowful tune,the world watches a tragedy unfold,a boy who never knew lovelearning it only through loss.

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well this was a freakin depressing ep &…

well this was a freakin depressing ep & it just flashed by. idk who i feel sadder for Kataoka, who was turned into an orphan cause his father sacrificed himself for Kirii Seizo & then no matter what he did for his boss & his family, he got backstabbed cause the son of Kirii Seizo is a b*tch ass cry baby, that was jealous Kataoka out shinned him. or Odajima who always ended up losing the people he loved - freakin depressing **************************************************************************************& it's not that i was deluded into thinking they might get a happily ever after - the vibe here wasn't deluding in the least - & yet cause of what they found together, i hoped - that maybe they would find a way to develop their feelings & have some kind of future. but given the preview to the last ep - it's just doom & gloom ugh... hope it is a mislead.

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