Sammy's Children's Day Episode 5

gotta start with that kiss, it was beyond…

gotta start with that kiss, it was beyond sweet, it was dreamy & butterfly inducing i wanted it to keep going & going... the mains have great chemistry & am happy they didn't shy away from the kiss. just a pity it was all in Chu San mind little wonder he looked flustered (cause of the wet dream) & panicked cause of his feelings for Liu Yi (or the kiss). about sure he realized he was attracted to Liu Yi a while back, guess not still could understand his actions & behavior. after the wet dream lol *****************
in Liu Yi's case i know he cares for Chu San very much & that's why he kept thinking up ways to get him in his gang & under him. he doesn't know another way of life & as he doesn't have another sister he can offer in marriage, getting Chu San into his gang would be his way of making him family. that's why i was sad for him, cause Chu San breaking the cup that contained Liu Yi's blood was like slapping him in his face & rejecting him. so am glad the woman in Liu Yi's gang told him about Chu San's past (even though i am sure Chu San told him that he had lost his mother cause of gangs & that's why his father is against them) guess there was more to that story - which makes me wonder who Chu San will end up being & will he be connected to someone high up in a gang. as there only 4 ep's left am wondering how they gonna end up together, if they even will. ***********
& now with the addition of the 2nd couple - & given everything going on there, can u even call them a couple cause Guang Ming comes off shady as f*ck & have a feeling he approached Jia Hua knowing who he was & having an ulterior motive. that can turn into love, but given Guang Ming behavior, i doubt that's his plan. *******************************************************************
4 more eps & not enough time for the plot (romance) to develop, but at an exhilarated pace which could turn into a rush job & a disaster of the last few eps - hope the writer & director know what they r doing.

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Episode 5: A Heart That Chose You, Even Against Fate

I wrote a poem for episode 5LiuYi did not arrive late to ChuSan’s graduation out of carelessness,but because the world had already wounded him.On the way, clutching those fragile flowers meant only for ChuSan,he was attacked, beaten, left aching in silence.Yet somehow, impossibly, the flowers survived untouched,as if they too refused to let him fail.And when he finally saw ChuSan smile,heard everyone say how much he loved those flowers,something inside LiuYi softened, broke, healed all at once.Every bruise, every drop of pain became meaningless.To him, it was worth it,just to see ChuSan happy.Later, beneath the quiet sky on the rooftop,celebrating a future that felt almost within reach,LiuYi smiled in a way he rarely allowed himself to.When ChuSan asked why,he answered simply, honestly,that he had found a place where he felt safe.And ChuSan, without hesitation,told him he could stay there forever.In that moment,two hearts built a home out of nothingand called it enough.Then came something softer, stranger.A cigarette never lit, replaced by a simple lollipop.ChuSan watched LiuYi taste its sweetness,his gaze lingering just a second too long,long enough to betray a hidden desire.He wanted a taste too,not of sugar,but of the one holding it.And so the distance vanished.The kiss arrived without warning,fierce, trembling, endless.Under the dim rooftop light,with music that seemed to understand them better than words,they lost themselves in each other.Time slowed, then disappeared.It felt real.Too real.Until it wasn’t.ChuSan woke alone,the warmth gone, the echo lingering,his body betraying the dream he could not hold onto.Embarrassment clung to him as he washed away the evidence,but no water could cleanse the ache in his chest.Morning came anyway.On his first day as an investment banker,ChuSan wore a perfect smile,earning admiration from everyone around him.To the world, he was composed, promising, untouchable.But love does not disappear just because it should.On his way home, LiuYi’s men appeared,offering him a place, a title, a bond,to become sworn brothers.ChuSan refused.How could he accept something so hollow,when his heart had already chosen something forbidden.How could brothers become lovers,when love had already made them more than that.But the truth ran deeper than even LiuYi knew.ChuSan carried a past stitched with loss.An adopted child,a mother who once loved a gangster,a love that ended in death and regret.Her final words still lived inside him,a fragile plea that he never follow that path,never love a man like that.And yet here he was,standing at the edge of the same story,falling helplessly, hopelessly,in love with LiuYi.Love is cruel like that.It asks nothing,yet takes everything.And even when it destroys you,you still cannot let go.Because some hearts,once chosen,can never choose again.He does not want to stand beneath you,hidden, unnamed, unfinished.He only wants to stand beside you.ChuSan.LiuYi

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