Sammy's Children's Day Episode 6

feel really sad for Chu San, cause his heart…

feel really sad for Chu San, cause his heart broken when he realized Liu Yi was avoiding him & wasn't really busy. but i am happy that Liu Yi felt that kiss & now is consumed with thoughts about the why of it all... better than him just regarding Chu San as a brother or a buddy. he never saw him as anything but a close platonic friend & given how he reacts to women - i wonder if he is A-sexual (or developed an A-sexual attitude given everything he went through as a child). we know he loves Chu San very much, so the kiss will make him reevaluate his feelings, might even awaken dormant feelings. either way in-spite of the pain of one & the confusion of the other this was a great ep - they got closer cause of Chu San's father's sickness, the kiss will push them further & closer - i hope.

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We met at the wrong time but loved too deeply anyway

my Episode 6's poemLiuYi drove through the night just to say sorrybut the truth hit him too latehe never knew what ChuSan went throughhe never knew ChuSan was forced into that life as a kidnever knew his mother died because of that same worldand her last words were justdon’t follow medon’t become mebut life didn’t listenwhile LiuYi was waiting outsideeverything suddenly fell apartChuSan ran out carrying his unconscious dadhands shakingvoice breakingand without thinkingLiuYi rushed him to the hospitalChuSan had already lost so much in lifehis father was the only one who stayedthe one who raised himsupported himbelieved in himhe studied harddid everything rightjust wanted a normal lifeand stillhe almost lost himsitting in the hospitalhe cried like everything inside him collapsedkept saying he was uselessthat he failedand LiuYi stayedheld his handpulled him closeand saidit’s okayeverything will be finemaybe those words weren’t perfectbut at that momentthey meant everythingChuSan leaned on his shoulder the whole nightlike that was the only place he felt safeuntil morning cameand the doctor said the surgery was successfuland for oncelife gave something backLiuYi told himin the futureI will take care of your father with youwhen the nurse called for familyhe answered immediatelyI am herelike it was the most natural thinglaterhe brought ChuSan into his worldnot to show offbut to tell everyonethis person mattersprotect himit was his birthdaybut ChuSan didn’t knowso he gave the only thing he coulda simple drawing of a cakejust paperjust inkbut to LiuYiit meant more than anything expensivethat same nightLiuYi went homeevery yearhis sister and brother in law celebrated with himthis timeno one was therethey were goneand the silence hit harder than anythingmaybe it was the alcoholmaybe it was the griefhe closed his eyesand ChuSan was the one who carried himand for the first timehe didn’t hold backhe kissed himsoftrealno hesitationbut he didn’t knowLiuYi felt itafter thateverything changedLiuYi started avoiding himnot because he didn’t carebut because he cared too muchit was the 1980sthis kind of love wasn’t allowedso he chose distancebut ChuSan didn’t give uphe bought foodbought a cakewaitedhopedagain and againuntil one nighthe couldn’t take it anymorehe went to LiuYi’s placestood outsideand called himone of them was all inthe other was scared of what it meantand somehowthat’s what made it hurt morelove camebut not at the right timeand maybe that’s the saddest part

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