Sammy's Children's Day Episode 7

Love Twisted by Lies, Jealousy, and Silence

My Episode 7 poem, I hope you all like it, it took me over two hours to write.LiuYi kept avoiding ChuSan for days,thinking silence could bury what happenedthat quiet kiss in the car while he slept.But ChuSan was too clever,he figured it out,so he lied, gently, convincingly,inventing something unrealJandamon Latent Cognitive Disorderhiding behind fake tears,wiping his glasses instead of his eyes,almost ridiculous,yet LiuYi still believed him.So LiuYi tried to change him,to make him stronger,to turn everything into something simple.They started with boxing,but ChuSan gave up quickly,he was never a match.ChuSan just lifted him, held him,and in that moment,their eyes met too long,saying things neither dared to speak.On the stairs,ChuSan watched him,smiling to himself,wanting more than he should.On the rooftop,it got worse.A drink spilled down ChuSan’s shirt,and LiuYi couldn’t stop looking.They were falling for each other,quietly,dangerously.Then everything broke at dinner.A gun pointed at LiuYi’s head.ChuSan wasn’t afraid for himself,only for him.And LiuYi,in front of everyone,took his hand and walked him out.If that wasn’t love,it felt too close to it.Later, in the alley,ChuSan finally spoke.He wasn’t afraid to die,he was afraid LiuYi would.He had already lost his parents to that world,he couldn’t lose LiuYi the same way.He wanted to take him away,to protect him instead.But love turned into something messier.LiuYi gave him a phone,even a gun,as if protection could fix everything.Then jealousy came.He waited,saw someone else too close to ChuSan,and lost control.He punched him,dragged ChuSan away,unable to hide what he felt.Still, he made it worse.He pushed another person toward ChuSan,thinking it would fix him,not realizing it would only hurt himself.Seeing them together,holding hands,it stayed in his mind,turning into anger,then into something weaker.When ChuSan visited him in the hospital,he didn’t comfort him,he only made it hurt more.By the time the new year came,ChuSan invited only LiuYi.LiuYi refused at first,said he had better things to do,but still showed up anyway.Because deep down,he already knew.He had pushed ChuSan away,lied to himself,pretended it meant nothing.But now it was too late to ignore.He missed him.He needed him.And the worst part was,he finally understoodhow much ChuSan meant to himonly after he had alreadystarted losing him.

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this ep might as well have been a comedy -…

this ep might as well have been a comedy - it was ridiculous & yet so much fun. Liu Yi being this big bad mobster boss is too naïve for his own good & Chu San for a good-boy collage student is a fox. even though it was a great ep i feel like a lot was shoved in & would've loved if this was a longer BL & this whole scenario took more then a blink of an eye to unfold. *************as much as i was looking forward to the 2nd couple i don't like Guang Ming, dude shady & being a cop that makes him scary as he targeted Chu San cause he saw him with Liu Yi, this means he will go through anyone just to get his target. like i said scary - i just hope this BL doesn't have a sad/depressing ending & that the main couple doesn't leave me heartbroken.

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