Sammy's Children's Day Episode 8

the sec the "old shopkeeper" was mentioned,…

the sec the "old shopkeeper" was mentioned, i thought of He Chu San's father - now that would one hell of a twist. but Xie Jia Hua's father way more suspect so guess we will have to wait & see if we ever get a revel. as is i kept putting this off cause we already at the end. but heard that there is gonna be a 2nd seasons so lets hope it comes to fruition. ******************************
from the start of this Bl Xia Liu Yi keeps getting hurt, it's ridiculous the amount of times he is bloody - if i was He Chu San i would've had white hair by now - what with the constant worrying. also well acted cause u could see the worry & fear in his eyes when he was cleaning & dressing Xia Liu Yi's wounds. also am happy he told him the truth about not having any disorder - that he plain liked/loved him... given Xia Liu Yi shocked look, guess he hasn't gotten used to the idea yet & we only got one last ep - ***********************************************************************************************************************************
btw idk why the 2nd couple is even regarded as a couple - just cause they slept together (& there was no sleeping to speak off) so does a one-night-stand a relationship make?!? i don't think so. not to mention Lu Guang Ming had an ulterior motive, targeting & getting into Xie Jia Hua's bed. & what he has gotten out of him so far isn't the real reason he targeted him - that's clear that he is playing games - but to what end we still have to find out.

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A Love That Was Always Meant to Hurt

My Episode 8 poem, I hope you feel it, I spent hours putting my heart into itWhen LiuYi asked ChuSanwhy he didn’t spend New Year with his girlfriendhe answered quietlywe broke upNo angerno explanationjust an endingLiuYi acted surprisedbut there was a faint smileone he couldn’t fully hideSo it was just the two of themon a cold rooftopcelebrating a new yearthat already felt emptyThey smiled at each otherlike nothing had changedeven though everything hadFar awayDetective Xie Jia Hua stepped into a crime sceneand walked straight into his pastA body tied to a chaira chain cutting into the necka knife laid across a ruined faceExactly the sameas the one he loved beforeSome wounds never closethey only waitHe swore to find Fatty Sevenand LiuYito make someone payfor a pain that never leftAnd somehowLiuYi became part of itjust by being thereA witnessa suspectsomeone caught in a storythat only ends in lossChuSan arrived in timebut “in time” never means enoughHe pulled glass from LiuYi’s skinslowlycarefullyHis hands trembledNot because of the bloodbut because every piece he removedfelt like he was hurting him againLiuYi had nowhere to goso he stayedIn a small roombarely enough space to breatheThey shared a bedbut not their thoughtsJust quiet glancesin the darkAnd for a momentLiuYi sleptBetter than he ever hadAs if being closewas the only place that didn’t hurtThe next morningas ChuSan wrapped his woundshe saw everythingthe scarsthe bulletsthe knivesall the times LiuYi almost didn’t make itAnd the memories came backAn alleywhere LiuYi saved himThen againand againA life givenand returnedover and overA graduationwhere LiuYi stood quietly in the crowdA hospitalwhere he held himwhile everything else was falling apartThey never left each otherNot onceAnd that was the problemBecause love like thisdoesn’t save youIt traps youI’m afraid of losing youChuSan saidHis voice breakinglike something already shatteredI love youNot softnot unsureToo latetoo heavyAnd he kissed himLike holding oncould stop what was comingBut it can’tThere is only one episode leftAnd nothing in their worldhas ever ended gentlyChuSan lost his parentsto the same life he’s still livingHis mother’s last wordswere a warningDon’t love someone in the gang's worldBut love doesn’t careHe chose LiuYi anywayEven if it meanswatching him bleedagainand againEven if it meansone dayhe won’t make it in timeBecause in the endlove like thisdoesn’t healIt only gives yousomeone you can’t live withoutand thentakes them away

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