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Ash Episode 5 Reactions
from where to where this ep went - so was right about the newbie cop - he was a rat, just not the main bad-guy. & Fei Foon annoyed me in this ep - like i get that the reason he was pissed at Vincent wasn't cause of the lavender marriage. but cause it meant he/they would never be out in the open as a couple. still his way about expressing this fact was a bit overly dramatic while not being clear about what he was really pissed about. & i think if Vincent understood what was really angering Fei Foon he wouldn't have reacted the way he did. as from what i can see he genuinely loves & cares for Fei Foon. oh well we needed the drama i guess - got 4 more eps to fill (eye roll).
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The episode was amazing. The cute beach scene was amazing and then the movie date was cute. But when Hui Leuk Tou told Fei Foon that he was gonna marry Chloe I was heartbroken.
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Episode 5 is going to be a classic in my books. Few BLs achieve this kind of creativity.The episode begins with two beautiful peacocks dancing, each showing off his feathers. The sensuality continues for nearly nine minutes, and my eyes are glued to their dance. No NC scene is needed…leave the rest to my imagination. And when they finally kiss, it looks as though they took lessons from Changyang and Qinglang.But what begins as a beautiful dance eventually ends in pain.Their conversation starts with sweet nothings…“I’ll give you a key to the house if you want to watch a movie. I’ll even give you a room.” It feels intimate, playful and full of possibilities. Then the subject turns to the wedding, and every sweet word begins to unravel. The shift from flirtation to confrontation is beautifully written because it feels so real. These are seasoned actors, their chemistry is undeniable, and no AI was harmed in the process.I could feel Fei Foon’s pain. Just when he finally allows himself to become vulnerable, the person to whom he opened his heart drives a knife straight through it.“Look at this ashtray. It’s so beautiful…but would you take it out with you?”What a devastating line…one for my book of unforgettable movie and television lines. Fei Foon was never really talking about the ashtray. Something can be admired in private, treasured inside the house and still be considered too shameful to take out into the world. In that moment, he understands exactly where he stands. Remember Whitney Houston’s “Saving All My Love for You”? Cherished in private…but never chosen openly.When two people live in a world where fire and ice cannot survive in the same room, where do they go from here?Then comes the solitary walk and that beautiful flashback, accompanied by “Fei Fei,” the Cantonese adaptation of “Back in Time” from one of my all-time favorite K-dramas, The Moon Embracing the Sun. Fei Foon becomes the moon, forever trying to reach his sun, Leuk To. What a poignant moment.And on another note, listening to Cantonese, even during an argument, is like listening to French. Its rhythm and sing-song cadence are beautiful to hear. I hope more Hong Kong productions preserve their original language instead of dubbing everything into Mandarin.
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What started as such a beautiful episode 5 slowly turned into something absolutely heartbreaking.Their cute little date on the beach, then going to the movies together, followed by even more kisses when they got home was everything. They were like two hungry souls finally allowed to have each other, kissing and devouring each other as if they could never get enough. So many kisses, cuddles and tender moments in one episode. It was sweet, intimate and incredibly romantic. ❤️But that happiness only belonged to the first half.The moment Hui Leuk Tou told Fei Foon that he was going to marry Chloe, it felt like watching Fei Foon’s heart shatter into pieces. We know the marriage is fake. Chloe and Hui Leuk Tou are both gay, and the marriage is purely for his company and to strengthen business connections. But this time, I am completely on Fei Foon’s side.Like Fei Foon said, did Hui Leuk Tou ever stop to think about his feelings? Before proposing to Chloe and making such a huge decision, he never even discussed it with the person who had given him his heart.Then Hui Leuk Tou said the words that hurt the most.He compared Fei Foon to the beautiful ashtray. Something beautiful that you treasure inside your home, but something you cannot bring outside and proudly show to the world. In his eyes, a woman is someone you can proudly show everyone, while a man is someone who must remain hidden at home.That moment broke me.Now I finally understand why this series is called "Ash". The ashtray was never just an object. It became a reflection of Fei Foon himself. Beautiful, precious and wanted, but hidden away from the world. 💔Then Fei Foon asked the simplest yet most painful question, "What am I to you?"He was not asking for something complicated. He just wanted to know whether what they shared actually meant they were in a relationship. After all the kisses, the cuddles, the memories and the love between them, Hui Leuk Tou still could not give him an answer.Sometimes silence hurts more than rejection.Fei Foon walking home alone while tears flooded down his face absolutely destroyed me. All those beautiful memories flashing through his mind made it even more painful. Only hours earlier, he was smiling, kissing the man he loved and celebrating his birthday. By the end of the night, he was walking home wondering whether he had ever truly had a place in that man’s life.This was not the birthday he wanted. Instead of receiving certainty and love, he was left with questions, tears and a broken heart.What an episode. It gave us happiness, sweetness, romance and passion, only to slowly take every bit of it away and leave us with heartbreak and pain.Sometimes the sweetest moments hurt the most when you realise they were never promised a tomorrow. 💔
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