to police my life
ppl always ask when i am gonna get license .not like they going to pay for it lmao.why is it a problem as long as i have money for cab??? not like i always go out .i will just get a good cab driver to drive me to train station when i want to go school next year.old man /my dad said he would buy me a car since he took my car which was inherited from grandma but idk that i can even drive or not
then they always say i have to be rich / get a job .for god 's sake ,i have depression although it improved alot .i still struggle to go bed early .i used to get panic attack all the time that i cant even go to class .not everyone can be rich .if everyone can be rich ,who gonna work for rich ppl????my ex friend asked me on why i didnt thought what to study ealier lmao .my depression makes me cant even function well let alone thinking about career.she said it is hard for me to study since i am almost 30.maybe ?? she is only 17 and acts like she knows everything .since when my life is easy anyway??she say i should go work .what job can i do without degree?? job with long ass hr and lil payment?? i need good rest because of my depression duh.
then she says talking to younger dudes is gross and all kind of bad stuff .she say i should go for older guy when i say i dont care about age as long as he can marry me .she is such a weirdo .she wants me to live as she wants zzz
