First, hello. 
I don't usually write in these forums (actually, is the first time), but this year has been tough. 
Binge-watching my dramas helps me focus on something other than adult life. 
It might seem a bit ridiculous, especially since I'm older. 
Honestly, I don't really know what to say, maybe wish everyone a happy life and say that everything is a process with phases. And sometimes, when we're feeling down, we should just allow ourselves to feel. Without guilt or hasty justifications.

I think I got caught up in those year-end retrospectives, and decided to do something that i never did. And writing can help with the thought process. 
Anyway, I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a great New Year.