pouring my thoughts/feelings here✒️

August'20

I am feeling that pain after watching this like I've felt after watching Pornographer. This is not only a BL story, this is actually not only "a" story, this is the life of many of ours. That's why both of the dramas gave me so much pain. There are so many real things behind the story. It doesn't matter if you like to watch BL dramas or not, just watch these, definetly will worth it!

There were of course some gaps in it but I don't mind because of the quality of acting and the dark theme make it almost perfect.

I know I want to rewatch both of dramas but I don't think I could make it because the pain they make me feel is so heavy to get under it again.

My review could make you think what an emotional person am I but actually I am not. Just go watch it, you will feel the same, I promise!

December'20

complicated feelings on how to rate this one. Yes, it was perfect in many ways. But kinda irritating too. I dunno. The Japanese movie industry is a gem.

December'20

Too much pain in less than two hours...

January 21

despite all the gaps in the story, even for only the OST, it's worth watching.

January 21

it could have been more enjoyable if the acting was better.

January 21

Could have been better. It was a promising plot but sadly ended with the quick development of the story. Hey, Korean BL industry, why so rush? Huh.

January 21

Could have been better. Sad. But I still love my babies. #MewGulf forever! lolz

January 21

their visuals are no joke. love them all. but I wish it had a better plot. it would have been better without side characters (wtf that high school boys' story? nonsense, not necessary)

January 21

It was mostly a painful watching. The plot was horrible. The actors were mildly good, they still didn't deserve to be in this 'not good' drama. Not dropped only because of the charm of Pod (hello my new crush! lol)

January 21

My eyes are aching from crying. A masterpiece. I am in tears. Ahhhhhh! T-T

January 21

the acting was bad, the pilot was boring, everything was blurry. why I even gave it a 5, dunno.

January 21

don't know what to say. it's all like wtf I was watching. so, I'll leave this blank.

January 21

A realistic story with a good OST. And with handsome actors. And with a cute boy that you will want to hug. I liked this movie a lot. 

January 21

-- Actors did a great job. But somehow the pilot didn't work for me. Still a watchable movie though. 

January 21

yes, I cried. yes, I liked it. everything was so heavy. my heart feels heavy. T_T

January 21

I was keeping this in the corner for good. It turned out as I expected. Loved it, loved it really much!

January 21

No need to discuss acting here but the plot was a total disappointment. Anyways, still was good and worth watching.

January 21

too old to discuss if it is good or not. old Japanese BLs are weirdly different. lol

January 21

Koreans know how to make a good BL. liked it.

January 21

Taiwanese BLs will always be my favorite. This one was amateur but still pretty good. 

January--February 21

aah my babies. my MaxTul. whyyy, why... you're too lovely to be in this show. many gaps, many nonsense shitz. 

I was having a literal war with my demons to finish this drama. hated how amateour the production was.

February 21

The storyline was good. I liked it. I can't put a comment on the acting because it was like in 240p quality. lol. Could be counted as worth watching.

February 21

Don't forget Fiat is also here. My lovely boi!!  ˘ω˘

Otherwise, there was nothing special. Don't think a 2nd season was needed tbh.

January-March 21

Aaah tbh the only reason for watching this was Pod aka my new crush. lol

Everything got better after the episodes 7.-8. There was almost nothing cringy and wrong in the story. That's why it got 7.5 point from me. ^ω^

March 21

The storyline was pretty good but too painful. Both actors were newbies but still did a good job. If it had better production, would have been better too. But, it's still a worth-watching drama. NOT a BL though. This is a traumatic story of someone who raped then caught by depression and ended up in the dark.

March 21

People said the movie version was better.. That's why I watched it.. But there was nothing different from the drama. It's a 7 only because of that great 'Wish You' song.

March 21

a huge no. pretty boys for sure, that's all. there was no plot.

April 21

This was a cute binge-watching drama. The first episode was weak in every way like acting etc., but it got better soon after.

April 21

They messed up the story with the last episode. Koreans keep rushing in the BL dramas. This could've been better with those cute and handsome actors and with their good chemistry. 

April 21

Their acting was definitely better than before. Honestly, all of them did a good job. But since this is an all-boy drama, I put my ratings down.

April 21

I don't remember when and why I added this to my PTW list?!! Someone said this movie was a masterpiece!! like dude, for real? OMFG! This was such a time waste. I even don't wanna rate it. 

April 21

No words needed. They're always the best! I have huge respect for its creators. And this documentary is proof that how they did their best to create not only the best BL but also one of the best dramas ever. 

April 21

This was a low-budget movie. A classic Japanese BL with pure but over-acting. 

April 21

One more low-budget J-BL movie. I didn't watch the first sequel of this but, it still was watchable. Cute but boring. I was almost dropping but decided to finish it by skipping many scenes.

April

I dunno what I feel about this one. They handled very well with all the issues in the first part, but the second part was very problematic. I am still not sure if it is worth 7.5/10. At least 7 but not more than 7.5. It was promising at the start but sadly didn't end well.

April 21

A painful watch. A masterpiece. Felt their pain. Felt everything. No more word.

April 21

I can't say that I liked what I watched. And I have a weird after watching-feeling that bothers me a lot. Also if I knew before watching it that this one was the sequel of the Amphetamine movie, I wouldn't watch it for sure. I won't rate it.

April 21

(Short film) Only 4 minutes, but it was cute and very well made.

April 21

a story with slow-burn romance and many lovely countryside scenes. I never got bored while watching it. There was nothing special but, the story still made me feel good.

March-May 21

Up, you're such a nice man to have my eyes happy moments. lol

After the 6th episode thoughts: It's started as a promising one but the plot is getting weaker episode by episode. Sad. 

Draggy draggy. Huh! Up, you're too good to be in this.

Finished: this was all of a disappointment. The only positive thing here is Up. I am grateful he will be known after this drama because he deserves it!

May 21

I don't get why its rate is 8+, it was an ordinary and basic web-drama type BL.

It was cute but I sometimes got bored tbh. Not much recommend to watch it.

May 21

Full of disappointment. I am not sure to keep watching this. Just can't believe this was made by Koreans. 

Okay. The second part was better. But still not good enough. Sad.

I gave it a 6 only because of its good OSTs  and lovely costumes.  And only for Lee Se Jin.

May 21

Japan knows how to put things in. lol. I can't wait for season 2!

May 21

The best Korean BL-web-drama I have ever watched. Wow! Where I have been for all this time...

May 21

What and why this was like that? The acting was good but all other things were poor. I probably won't watch its other version either. 

May 21

With horrible acting, I gave it actually a bit more point only because of that good OST. The story was cliche and predictable. If acting was better, it would have been better. Anyways, cute but no need to watch it. 

My favorite couple was the second: Chris and Jeno. Their acting and story have been better than others.

May 21

The length of the drama doesn't matter. They're always the best.

June 21

I wish the first part has been better as much as the second part. It could've been a great series even with all the gaps in the story and the weak production. I liked it but not planning to watch the second season. 

BTW, OSTs were remarkably good.

June 21

Not impressed. It was okay for binge-watching. Actors were newbies but okay too. One of that entertaining and light but cliche BL series with a poor but "the best boy" uke and wealthy but childish seme.

June 21

so, this was the second time I tried to watch this and, failed again. I can't believe how horrible the acting is and so the plot. I wasn't able to finish the first episode! I won't try it, never ever again.

June 21

This was cute! I loved them all. This one will be one of my favorites forever no doubt.

June 21

the story was good. But the side characters all were weak in the meaning acting and so. It still was a nice movie tho.

June 21

The first season was better tbh. I still love everything tho. Phenomenal chemistry between leads. 

And, Sam, you're too lovely to be real! *another new crush is loading* lol

June 21

I don't get the reason why they needed to show us that many flashbacks. I skipped many of them.

July 21

I already mentioned it before but, I want to say it again: Japan knows how to tell unique stories in the most epic way. This movie was another proof of it. Loved this!

July 21

A very original script with intentional over-acting. The 'lol' impression is all you feel as the aftertaste of this drama. lol. what else to say! A different taste that is not everyone else's cup of tea.