pouring my thoughts/feelings here✒️

November 24

• A weird drama with realistic characters. I like it!

November 24

• Why am I loving this too much? It is not good for my heart. 
• This is a masterpiece! It's a real slice-of-life drama with too realistic characters. It hurt a lot. My heart is in pieces.

December 24

• Everything was predictable but I still loved the drama. It was like old Thai BLs and made me soft.  

December 24

• Oh god, this is so much fun. I am loving it a lot!! Especially you, War, my one and only, my favorite! Love you baby ?
• I can't believe I watched five episodes in one sitting!! One of the episodes was one and a half hours long, but I didn't realize how the time passed. It had been so long since I felt like this!!
• One of the best things about this drama is that I am not alone in loving it - my cat loves it too. lol. We watched this together, happily. ^^

December 24

• I could say that it was an average but not a bad drama for a quick watch.

December 24

•  I don't think it deserved the rating it got. This drama is above your average BL. I know the leads got awkward from time to time but it still was a good one.  

December 24-January 25

• All Chinese dramas share a common issue: their storylines are often disjointed and fail to align with the plot. This one was not an exception. 

February 25

• It's one of the best J-BLs out there, for sure. I admire the beauty of Kamimura Kenshin and also his flawless acting. Both characters were well-realized and effectively portrayed by the actors. There was no need to see their future selves or wedding ideas IMO, but it was still a great drama in every aspect. 

February 25

• This drama is hella controversial and difficult to comment on.  I like the idea, but I would prefer that they had kept the line straight because, overall, the drama conveyed a positive message about euthanasia... However, the tension was great, even with many plot holes, and I almost watched it in one sitting.

February 25

• I wish the producers had put more effort into this drama. I liked the leads and the story, but there were plot holes and numerous technical issues. 

February 25

• I think it was not that bad, but not that good either. The Thai version was not the best, so I had no expectations. I'm not even sure why I watched this. Lol. It was a fun watch, though. Suitable if you want to binge on a drama at night and forget it the next morning. Lmao.

• This was a very realistic and good drama, as expected from J-BLs. The cheating part still bothers me, that is why I cannot keep my rate higher.  

March 25

• The acting was good, considering it was the first time the main actors acted. But the story... Naahh... There were a lot of silly parts; I facepalmed and felt ashamed countless times. I like the main characters' communication and cuteness, though.

March 25

• It was pretty good in the first half, but the second part got weak somehow. It was still not a bad one and was watchable. 

March 25

• Japanese dramas consistently offer a unique storyline and flavor, and this one was no exception. I tried to rate it higher, but couldn't because of those controversial scenes. It did not bother me that much because those scenes had to be there to explain their bond and past better, but I still couldn't.  In total, the drama was toxic but realistic.

March 25

• All the clichéd tropes were present in this drama, but I still loved it. It felt like watching a soap opera. Lol. I kept my ratings higher because of the beautiful and flawless Kim Jun Seo. He is so dreamy. I can watch him all day long!!

April  25

• I am mesmerized—one of the best in all Thai dramas, second to ITSAY, in my opinion.
• I found out after finishing it that this drama was also created by the ITSAY team, which explains its extraordinary quality.  

April 25

• My heart aches. I was totally in the movie; it felt like I was living with them. I love Japanese movies like this one, no doubt.

April 25 

• I would rate it much lower if I hadn't dropped it after the 8th episode. The drama's first half was pretty good, but the second half was so bad that I could not watch it. Sad... (8 of 11 eps watched)
• Also, dear Boom, you are charming as hell. Even in the second half, when you had to be a silly character, your charm didn't fail. My eyes are blessed.

April 25

• I understand they want it to be subtle, but it was too unclear. I cannot say I hated it, but I also cannot say I liked it. 

May -- August  25

• I am extremely upset about the controversy that arose after the first two episodes. It was once again one of the best dating shows, similar to His Man. I hope things turn out better in the end. 
• It took a decade to complete it due to the subtitle issue. I am still upset about how they cut Riwon's scenes from the show. The storytelling and editing were a mess, and the ending was weak. I don't believe Dagyo and Mirang will last long, sadly. I hope they do, though. Anyway, this show was such a rollercoaster of emotions, and I am still glad I watched it.

May 25

• I am unsure what was missing in this drama, but something was not there. Still a watchable one even for eye-candy boys. The leads were great at acting, and I loved their chemistry too. Also, I appreciate that they sang the OST.

May 25

• I am not happy with this drama because they ruined the original story, which is one of my favorite webtoons.

June 25

• Not bad, also not that good. The story was cliché and predictable, but I liked how nicely it was put together. Keep going, Japan! We need more GL!

June 25

• This is why I love Japanese dramas! Loved the entire thing.. 

June 25

• I don't understand why this drama's rating is low, because, like the first season, I'm loving the second season. 

July 25

• This is too fluffy for me to stand. It's for teenagers, not adults: I'm too old for this (sadly). They are cute as hell because they literally are babies ^^
• Dropped: 5 of 12 eps watched

July 25

• The issue is that this drama could have been a masterpiece, but the producers failed. There are many plot lines that I see as missing, even though I haven't read the novel.  
• Choi Jae Hyeok, you deserve better. You were great as Kwon Jeong U, but I must say the same cannot be said for the other male lead, sadly.  I hope to see you in better projects; you have a great talent for acting. Your visuals and pale skin are gorgeous, too. Loved you as Jeong U.

July 25

• Man, I love Japanese BLs. They know how to do it even with a short screen time. Both leads are good at acting, and the chemistry is chemistrying. Lol ^^

July 25

• The reason I gave this show a 7 is that the actors became awkward in some scenes, and the story's execution fell short. It was still a memorable watch and definitely worth watching

July 25

• The second season gives me pain for some reason, and I struggle to watch it as easily as I did the first. The chemistry between the leads is excellent, that's all.
• I couldn't stand the second season somehow, sadly. Dropped: 5 of 8 eps watched...

July 25

• I don't know why they chose to make this drama so weak. I liked two mains; the other two were decent, but not as good. The nude modelling moments will be memorable, for sure. Lol.

August-September 25

• This drama can easily be forgotten. There is nothing special, neither the story nor the acting. It's a good one for after work. (6/10)

August-October 25

• This is the first Chinese drama that I've watched, finishing six episodes in one sitting. I am impressed!! Maybe because of my liking for Omegaverse, but still, it is pretty good. I am weak for Qiu Ding Jie, and I also appreciate Huang Xing's acting. I struggled to believe he is the devil in the story; he acts as pure and weak, but the reality is he is the strongest of all!!
• The story got weak in the second half. But this drama is so good at making people watch it, in my opinion, lol, so I watched the second half in one sitting and enjoyed it thoroughly.
• I've already said it, but I'm gonna repeat it: Huang Xing's acting is on another level; he is just excellent. And also Li Pei En is so damn beautiful!!
  

August 25

• I think this one is the best historical Thai drama ever. I am loving this a lot!!! It deserves so much attention. The production, the chemistry between the leads, the story, everything is almost perfect! A must-watch.
• The last quadrant of the drama went down. Many holes appeared in the story, as well as basic mistakes. I'm so sad, as it was a solid 9 out of 10 for me before. Because of the last part, I had to lower my rating.
• And also, dear Bright, you did all the work in this drama while your main mate was being lazy and weak. You were shining!! I don't know how someone can be both handsome and charming at the same time, yet also cute. Love you!

August 25 

• I am like "wth am I watching" all the time, but still watching it. Such a time waste. Lmao.
• Dropped, couldn't stand it anymore: 5 of 10 eps watched.

September 25

• I wish this one had a better script because the actors did a phenomenal job, even with that weak plot. The making-out scene was one of the best in all J-BLs, if not the best.

September 25

• Boy, I love SingtoKrist, they are definitely on another level as a couple! Their chemistry was always good, but it got better along with their improved acting. The drama was doing pretty well till the 7th episode; it got messy later. I don't think a 2-year gap was needed. Additionally, the drama that occurred in the 9th episode was unnecessary too; I ended up watching it at 2x speed. But I still liked it overall.

September 25 

• I didn't realize until I dropped the drama that it was a new adaptation of Falling in Love with a Rival. I don't think I would watch it if I knew that it was an adaptation. Either way, it happened, and I somehow watched 12 episodes in one sitting. Then I dropped it.
• The first episode was horrible, but I gave it a second chance and kept going. They managed to get me to sit and watch many episodes, even though I didn't like the acting or the script. I really hated the pet snake issue and all the abusive, dominant male behaviors that they tried to romanticize. It was a time killer for me, but I am not happy with my decision to spend my time on this one...
• Dropped: 12 of 24 eps watched.

September 25

• It was sweet. I liked the story and the acting. I wish it were longer. 

October 25

• I couldn't stand the cheesiness of this one. One of the worst adaptations ever, especially considering how good the original was.
• Dropped: 2 of 11 eps watched.

October 25

• A beautiful and must-watch drama; I liked everything about it. However, I dislike screenwriters because they didn't give us what we desired in the end. Lol. Still, this drama was a milestone in Chinese historical dramas for me. The dubbing was perfect, as was the editing. The actors were great; they conveyed the emotion very well to the viewers. I cried my eyes out in many scenes and sobbed a lot through the last two episodes. I was so tired of crying at the drama's ending scene that was more painful, lol.
• Of course, there were many technical issues, as well as laziness; for instance, they didn't care to show how Shu He got rid of his chains to see Zi Ang every time, but I actually didn't care that as much as I usually do. I am grateful I found this drama, and I am no longer uninterested in Chinese dramas thanks to this one.

October 25

• This is so silly, yet I like it, just as I liked the original Japanese Ossan's love series. Lol. This one is not as good as the original, but my love for Mix makes me blind. Krit Shahkrit Yamnam is killing it too. Earth was doing well as a silly boy, aka Heng, but after he started dating Mo, he couldn't keep up his acting and stepped out of character. He is still doing better than before, though; his acting has improved a bit.

October-November 25

• Thoughts on the first half: This drama is good, and the concept is solid, but there are issues with how it's executed on-screen. First, there's too much drama happening, much of which I think isn't necessary for the story. Second, clichés are everywhere — not umbrellas, but things like prolonged staring and silly misunderstandings. Third, there are forced intimate scenes; for example, they kiss passionately, but somehow the mood doesn't match those moments. That's why I don't understand why the ratings are so high for this — still enjoying it though. Lol.
• Don't get me wrong — I love both actors; they are excellent and give their best in intimate scenes. But it still feels off.
• P.S.: Peterpan Tadsapon Wiwitawan — oh my God, his expressions and those plump lips drive me crazy.
• The first half saved the show, and the last episode helped too. The second half was painful and tedious. 

October-November 25

• The quality is similar to old Korean web dramas; I don't understand why people don't enjoy it as much as those. The first four episodes were excellent. I just finished the eighth episode, and I accept that it became weaker, but it's still good—one of the best in all supernatural K-BL dramas, if not the best.
• They messed it up a bit in the last episode, but it was still enjoyable. P.S.: I think they plan to make a new season.

October 25

• It was on hold for a while after watching four episodes. I tried watching again, but it didn't work. Both lead actors acted either great or the worst, but not in between. lol
• Dropped: 5 of 8 eps watched.

October 25

• I remember leaving the same comment about some of the old dramas, and I’ll say it again. Who the hell wrote the script—a teenager discovering their developing desires and fantasies? Lol (I, of course, know who the original creator is, by the way. MAME is being herself again. Lmao.) It’s so embarrassing and cliché as hell. With the actors' overacting, it gets worse. They kiss passionately, as if there’s no tomorrow, but it’s still so fake. This was no better than the Thai version.

October 25

• Someone said it's rare to find a drama as good as the manga, and this one is that rare drama, and I agree entirely. I know an 8.5 is a bit too much for this one, because I rated it with my heart. Lol. 
• Btw, my eyes are blessed with Wada Masanari's beauty. He is so charming, handsome, and cute all at once.

October 25

• Another supernatural BL drama I really enjoyed! This drama surprised me tbh. It was way better than I expected. All the actors did a good job. I wish it were longer.

November 25

• Fluffy and sweet, but a bit over the top, lol—no unnecessary drama, just a coming-of-age show. I rated it a little higher than it deserves, thanks to the drama's sweet vibe. 

November 25

• Ahhhh, I was embarrassed by their weak acting and overly dramatic facial expressions. Cho Myeong Gyun, you were better in His Man 3. Please stay true to yourself; don't become an actor. Sorry. 

November 25

• Dear Fujibayashi Yasunari, your acting is impressive. Someone said, "As AE, he's ethereal asf, as Enaga, he is a total cutie," and I agree 100%. I am captivated by your beauty and charm as well. I hope your journey ahead is bright and prosperous. 
• The drama is quite well done, too. I liked everything about it. 

November 25

• I rated this drama generously only because of Cha Se Jin's charm and the OSTs. The story was full of old K-drama cliches and predictable from the beginning. 

November-December 25

• I love J-dramas for a reason that I cannot explain, and this one is no exception. 
• What I like most about this drama is that it blends romance, comedy, and drama very well.

November-December 25

• The second season was a bit weaker than the first, but I still really enjoyed it. The actor playing Shirasaki-kun was somewhat annoying and exaggerated in some scenes, but he was great in the theatre scene. This drama is deeply emotional and not to everyone's taste, so I secretly like that some viewers don't get it and find it boring. Lol.

November-December 25

• This drama is so fun, and I love the dramatic queen! Lol. He is definitely a great actor, portraying his character as if he's not acting and just being himself. I am impressed!
• I lost interest in the second half. It’s not because of the acting; all the actors were great, honestly—especially Nut Supanut; he was so impressive. I want to give him a hug to congratulate him; his role was unique, and he did an excellent job. But the story became dull.
• Dropped: 8 of 13 eps watched.

November-December 25

• God! What's wrong with you, Charn? Why do you smile so weirdly all the time, like there’s something funny? I don't think I can handle it. I only watched the first episode and am already at my limit. Ugh.
• Okay, it got better after the second episode. And the chemistry is chemistrying, Lol. So I will watch the rest, please don't disappoint me.
• Final thoughts: It got loose toward the end, the story became meaningless, and the ending felt lazy. Not bad, but not good either. Charn and Tin's skinship scenes felt forced, and they looked shy and unnatural, sadly. 

December 25

• I am not as impressed this season as I was with the first. The reason might be me, or they could have messed this one up a bit. I am not quite sure. I still enjoyed it, but it was not like the first season, for sure. 

December 25

• It was a neutral ending, but felt like a sad one. I really appreciate Inukai Atsuhiro's acting in this series; he was superb.  

December 25

• This was just like a webtoon. It was so sweet that it might have felt a bit too much for my age. lol
• Everything was cliché, but I still rate it 8 for its excellent acting and production quality. It's one of the best coming-of-age and first-love BLs out there!

December 25

• Something felt so real in this one. The acting was phenomenal. It was not the best, but it was pretty good overall. 

December 25

• I watched this solely for Tomita Yuki; the story was loosely structured, the acting was weak, and there was little chemistry between the couples. 

December 25-January 26

• OMG, I wasn’t prepared for this one!! Whoa, it’s wild—I’m shocked, lol.
  I can’t stop watching it. I laughed and enjoyed it, felt thrilled and confused, and hated it and got irritated all at once. There are so many moral gray areas in this drama, yet somehow it feels deeply human and acceptable within that gray zone—at least for now, from what I’ve seen in the first three episodes.
• After six episodes, I'm unsure how I feel about this show. Its story is both controversial and addictive.