To My Shore (2025)

The most disgusting and despicable main lead in the history of BL...

This is hard to rate and I'm sure I will not find the right words (even in my native language).

What begins as cat and mouse game between the leads spirals out of control quite fast and is very hard to watch. It's hard because "the president" is really an awful human being for several reasons, but he does care for his love in a very twisted way also. His trauma to be left alone made him do unspeakable things in the name of love, so that his partner can't ever escape him.

But as also as in real life, most lies will come out and crash down on "the president". When he nearly lost everything including his love "the director" he aknowledges his faults, his errors and tries to redeem himself. Mr. director has his own baggage, an orphan who was taken in, an orphan who made himself as small as possible to not stand out because his early life served as lesson to survive. But his outward very calm demure is just a fassade and it breaks due to the actions of "the president".

In the end, they can't escape each other regardless of all the pain they endured, regardless of all the hurting things they did to each other.

Production quality is top notch, only the lip syncing could have been better, but besides that, there is nothing to complain about it. Both actors did an incredible job with such heavy roles. I can't recommand this series to anyone with mental heath issues at all, it's taxing to watch. They made it feel so real that it really hurts. This series is not fluffy to begin with and it's outside of the "norm" of most other BLs. It's not really toxic in the normal way, it's not cringe, it just feels awful most of the time. I would have liked if the finale episode would be 10 minutes or so longer to have some real nice moments, but we need to wait for the special episode. Overall a series which breaks the "law" of normal BL series, but still with a happy end.

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A Dark, Addictive, Masterpiece-Level Chinese BL

REVIEW UPDATED

I can’t believe I’m saying this, but this series might actually surpass Revenged Love as my number one BL of the year.

I love dark, toxic, and manipulative stories. It’s fictional, so I know it’s not real, but it’s thrilling, intense, and way more addictive than the typical “green flag” BL. This series nails it.

If you’re not watching, you’re seriously missing out. Once you start, you won’t be able to stop.

To My Shore is a perfect 10 for me. From the first episode, it grabs you with its atmosphere, intensity, and emotional tension. Yun Qi as Fan Xiao is only twenty-three but carries the screen like a seasoned star. He’s dark, manipulative, a total red flag, and he even hurt himself just to make his lover fall for him. Bold, magnetic, and completely sure of what he wants, he’s terrible in the best way, and that makes the show impossible to resist.

Yi Ran Hao as YouShuLang brings the perfect balance. Their chemistry is dangerous, intimate, and impossible to look away from. YouShuLang’s heartbreak hits you like a punch to the chest and stays with you long after the episode ends. The interrogation scene was breathtaking, full of tension, fear, and chaos, and Fan Xiao’s twisted love felt painfully real.

What makes To My Shore unforgettable isn’t just the plot but the way it makes you feel. The direction is sleek, the pacing tight, and every scene pulls you deeper into their twisted connection. Every moment hits like a masterpiece

And finally, can we give a round of applause to all the actors, the production team, the crew, the staff, and the directors. They literally had to fly from China to Thailand to film this just to avoid censorship from the Chinese government.
I’ve been to Thailand twice and I’m going again in a couple of weeks, and let me tell you, Thailand is extremely hot, even during the cool/dry season. These actors were filming in full suits, in a foreign country, without knowing the Thai language, and still delivered such an incredible performance.

Chinese BL in 2025 is not just entertaining. It is setting a new standard. And To My Shore is absolutely one of its crown jewels.

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