Thai BL episodes that made me cry

Episode 4  (I didn't fully cry but I felt it in my throat -  the emotional moments between Peach and Thee, specifically when Peach touches Thee's tattoo - I think about this moment A LOT. And on a rewatch after learning of Peach's past, the empathy and pain in Peach's eyes is so deeply layered)

Episode 7  (Peach's vulnerability with Thee at the orphanage and Thee's quiet support and then their soft conversations back at the house)

Episode 10  (I was on the verge of tears this whole time but I really lost it during the moment between Thee and Mok where he lets him go so he can be happy to UGH)

Episode 8  (Ait apologizing to everyone and any scenes with Mawin) 

Episode 10  (all AitMawin scenes ugh I love them)

Episode 11  (Keen reading the letter his dad left him)

Episode 11  (Thup finding out the truth about his mom and then telling Singha) 

Episode 13  (Thup at Singha’s bedside - Thup saying goodbye to his mom’s spirit)

Episode 9  (Day’s final goodbye to his sight - I was full-on sobbing even after it was over)

Episode 10  (night eating dinner - Mark’s acting had me UNSTABLE)

Episode 2  (parking garage scene)

Episode 5  (In reading his own fortune - “hope and healing” and then the kiss scene)

Episode 6  (“almost 180cm. You’ve grown taller” SOBBED - In playing the guitar and then their intimate scene UGH)

Episode 8  (In’s talk with the chief and his wife)

Episode 10  (Thap’s talk with his dad omg and Thap’s speech to In’s parents shrine)

not a bl but I don't care

Episode 2  (the lady putting on the wig in the mirror because she lost all her hair like what is this show and why does it make me sob every episode)

Episode 4  (the magician saying goodbye to his daughter’s spirit)

Episode 5  (Peach crying into Home’s shoulder)

Episode 7  (UM THIS WHOLE EPISODE)

Episode 8  (Peach crying at Home’s bedside - Home’s spirit seeing the people he loves crying for him - Home and Peach hugging)

Episode 1  (right from the get-go, FirstKhao had me sobbing during the rain scene)

Episode 10  (Jay saying goodbye to his brother - OKAY MARK THANKS FOR THE TEARS)

Episode 11  (Talay on the beach waiting to go back to the other universe, practically giving up and then when they finally reunite in the cafe; the look on their faces UGH)

Episode 7  (when Ya called Apo by his real name - Phopthorn)

Episode 7  (the full story behind Shin and Saint's falling out is revealed, but it was Shin's face afterwards that broke me)

Episode 11  (the last scene with Shin and Saint on the motorbike crying because they're friends again - OK THIS IS TOTALLY A BL LIKE WHAT)

Episode 12  (after Shin finds Saint beaten up and the intimate moment they share)

Episode 13  (anytime there was a confrontation or fight between Knot and Ken - I could feel every emotion and AJ's acting surprised the hell out of me - the twins were so good in this series)

Episode 14  (Ken's emotional breakdown - geez Kay's micro-expressions had me in shambles the last bit of this show)

Episode 15  (Peeta and Eve's breakdown in each other's arms - ugh friend fights are so hard and their reconciliation and guilt over everything that happened had me sobbing)

Episode 4  (he flashback of P'Wat crying at Kemmika's funeral like what the hell Keng, you're acting is insane. And then Khem's final goodbye with his mom broke me)

Episode 5  (any of Pharan's past scenes - especially when he's laying in his mother's lap)

Episode 8  (I actually cried during their NC scene - it was so intimate and beautiful and vulnerable and sad all at the same time, I was genuinely surprised by the emotions it brought out of me)

Episode 9  (um, the whole episode)

Episode 10  (ugh Khem was so broken and defeated - the dream sequence and the shared hug after he woke up)

Episode 11  (Jet and Charn's near death experience and the flashback?? EXCUSE ME. Not fair. I was a wreck)

Episode 12  (when everyone's spirits came back UGH)

Episode 13  (I mean basically this whole episode I was on the verge of breaking from the sheer amount of trauma, but I lost it when Pai is crying over a dissociated Sky. UGH and then later when Sky is finally able to tell his story to Pai, the look on his face while he listens and eventually cries - which I found out later was not part of the script UM kudos to you, Fort because damn was I feeling things)

Episode 8  (when Sean opens up about his father, the look on White's face while he listens empathetically - Off and Gun played it PERFECTLY and had me choking up from the vulnerability alone.  And then the drawing scene between Yok and Dan - HOLY HECK the raw-ness and emotional "confessing of sins (ifykyk) was so beautiful and symbolic. From someone with an art background, this scene had me feeling a multitude of complex emotions)

Episode 10  (the emotional fight between the two brothers really got me - Great and Thor have phenomenal chemistry and really bring out those complicated brotherly emotions. effectively)

Episode 11  (say what you want about Van, but Java can act! The scene where he breaks down about how much he hates going home to an empty house without his parents there was incredibly real. Seriously, he perfectly conveyed how it feels to have the walls that keep those deep-rooted fears and trauma from coming to the surface crumble from your own self-guilt. His character arc made so much sense to me. While I hate many of the things he did, everything was incredibly in-character for someone who feels completely alone but doesn't want to connect with anyone in fear of losing them. The thing people need to understand is he has NO IDEA why he does this until he lets the walls down and NO ONE to understand him (besides Farm a little bit) because of the trauma he doesn't want to admit he has - Van is incredibly nuanced but one of the realist characters in the show (which is why people hate him so much) wow okay sorry for the rant. Turns out that I feel strongly about this character haha)

( currently watching )

Episode 6  (okay so Dew's acting really caught me off guard in the rooftop scene where Ren breaks down - this is my first series with Dew and I'm honestly so impressed)

Episode 16  (the conversation between Gorya and Thyme's mom through the gate was incredible - I absolutely hate the mom but I'm obsessed with the raw-ness of this scene)