Exactly this might be a huge misconception for non novel readers who see this line. There's literally nothing of a demand here. It's just a broken soul asking someone to just acknowledge his bare minimum existence. *sniffs*. Omg thanks for sharing the video and causing me the pain *sniffs again*. I have heard another version of 'Shizun..lili wo ba' too. Ig it was from the 2ha game. That one was very heart wrenching too.
They didn't but do you think that maybe in their second life SM actually grew feelings for moran? Like what was…
I will post the entire thing here from the novel. It's huge.... Chu Wanning finally set foot into the Gate of Life and Death. He returned to the turbulent Broken World, leaving the Snow Region of Kunlun behind. Over there, the sky and the earth lost their color, and mountains, rivers, lakes, and seas all turned into a vast ocean. The sun and moon were unknown, and only one person remained in the land of the Nine Prefectures. Chu Wanning came up to the man and embraced him from behind. Then, he raised his slender fingers to cover the wound on Taxian-Jun’s palm. Taxian-Jun was shocked. He suddenly turned his head and asked, “What did you —?!” Chu Wanning smiled. Under his long eyelashes was a pair of soft black phoenix eyes. “I did.” “…” “Hell is too cold. I’m here to die with you.” His warm body embraced his cold body. The body of Taxian-Jun had been destroyed to such an extent that his left leg had almost completely disintegrated, becoming nothing but ashes. The expression on his face was extremely complex. He pursed his lips and finally turned his face away. “… The most annoying person is you, there’s no need for you to accompany me.” However, it was as if his heart had exploded, and all that flowed out of it was gentleness. He knew that he was only a corpse, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that it was extremely hot. After a moment of silence, Taxian-Jun turned around and said, “That’s right. Actually, there was one thing. I should tell you.” “What is it?” He raised his head and suppressed the stifling sensation in his heart. Then, he looked at Chu Wanning resolutely, “Before I tell you the truth, can you tell me the truth first? “…” “Do you really hate me like this? The one you are unwilling to part with is the Mo-zongshi that died in your arms.” After he said these words, his eyes actually turned red from humiliation. If it were not for the collapse of heaven and earth and the separation between life and death, he probably would never have used such a despicable tone to seek the answer to this question. He asked, feeling humiliated. His fingers could not help but clench into a fist – but he suddenly realized that even the fingertips of his left hand had started to turn into sand. Slowly, they had turned into ashes… He waited for a long time, but there was no reply. His burning heart gradually cooled down. It was as if the beating organs in his chest had been crushed, turning into plaster. “Forget it.” Taxian-Jun turned his head, “This Venerable one knows the answer. It doesn’t matter, since this reputed one has…” Before he could finish, a pair of warm hands held his face. Chu Wanning looked at his handsome face that had been cut into pieces, but his eyes were more sincere and full of passion than ever before. “Are you stupid?” “…” “Both are you.” Chu Wanning hugged him. The Black Tortoise Spirit Formation flickered and darkened, and was finally extinguished. There was only darkness left in the world. The last wave of the river tide surged in with winning pride. The sounds of the stampede seemed to mock the weak and insignificant strength of humans. How could they dare to fight against life? “I’ve told him that too.” Chu Wanning embraced his disappearing lover. Before the torrential flood, when the end of the world was approaching, his expression was calm but his gaze was solemn. “It doesn’t matter if it’s Mo-zongshi or Taxian-Jun. It’s all you.” The sand had already spread to his arms, gradually encroaching to his chest. The black eyes stared at him. “I will always be yours as well,” Chu Wanning said. “No regrets.” Taxian-Jun stiffened for a moment, then abruptly closed his eyes. Tears could be seen beneath his long and slender eyelashes. He finally took off his cold mask, and his expression slowly relaxed. He used his remaining hand to hug his back tightly, pressing his lover against his chest. He lowered his head to kiss his hair, his cheek gently rubbing against his forehead. “You’re right.” He sighed. “I was too stupid…” Taxian-Jun whispered, “Wanning, I’m sorry.” How many years of love and hatred entangled, most of the life grudges, in this sigh dust settled. After a while, Chu Wanning heard him press his head against his ear. His voice was low and deep. It was the peace which was a rare moment in the life of an Taxian-Jun, “Well, there’s not much time left… It’s time I told you the secret.” “What secret?” Taxian-Jun lowered his eyes. “It has something to do with Mo-zongshi.” “Actually, ever since I merged with his heart, I could feel it.” He paused, “Mo-zongshi merged his soul into my body.” “…” Chu Wanning was stunned. Then, he suddenly raised his head and looked at the smiling face of Taxian-Jun in disbelief. “The fragments of the soul. Always inside me. However, my heart is like a rock. I feel that even if I am crippled, a wisp of my soul will have its own determination. That is why I am unwilling to merge with the three spirits and the five spirits.” “However, when it comes down to it, if I am the only one capable of confessing to you, then it would be too unfair.” “…” “Wanning…” Taxian-Jun closed his eyes, and the faint smile on his face gradually faded. “Don’t be sad, he’s always here.” Under Chu Wanning’s astonished gaze, Taxian-Jun instantly opened his eyes. They were clearly the same eyes, yet they didn’t have the same shade of black to the point of turning purple. Instead, they were pure and gentle. “… Mo Ran?!” With a bang, the huge wave crashed down, and the Black Tortoise Spirit Formation was finally completely destroyed. In the torrential waves of the whale, Mo Ran didn’t say anything first and just hugged him tightly. They sank into the vast ocean with him, disappearing deep into the ocean. Water and crystal bubbles swirled around him, and in the blue sea, Mo Ran opened his eyes. The water was deep, like love in those dark eyes. Amidst the waves, Mo Ran’s lips moved as he silently said something to Chu Wanning. Shizun, don’t worry, it’s me. I was there all the time. I will be in the future. Thus… Go back. Don’t stay here. Believe me, I’ll be fine. I’ll try my best to see you, to be with you. I’ll wait for you in another world. He closed his mouth, and finally called Jiangui out of him. Jiangui covered Chu Wanning’s entire body, sending him to the final inch of the Gate of Life and Death. “Mo Ran… Mo Ran! What do you mean? You bastard! What do you mean!” Mo Ran floated smilingly in the water. His broken body had already turned into sand and dust, and that crazy, sweet, innocent, evil face had turned into mottled dust at this moment. They gradually distanced themselves from each other. Go back. Wanning. You have to believe me. I’ll be fine. I’ll always be by your side. Forever. 😭😭😭😭This part got me ugly crying.
Woah these kinda quizzes are hard tho, telling exact dialogues. Who will even be able to remember the exact dialogues…
For this question i feel so frustrated. It's like the answer is floating at the back of my mind but i can't put my finger around what the exact dialogue was.
They didn't but do you think that maybe in their second life SM actually grew feelings for moran? Like what was…
Exactly. Ranwan's love transcends everything tbh. Txj loved Wanning too, just that he never realised it in that way until the end and he used horrible ways to show that love by trapping Wanning, trying to 'pollute' him and what not, living in an illusion that he 'hated' Chu Wanning. The mental struggle he was having to break free from Hua Binan's control showed how he had consciousness about Wanning still. The convo between Txj and Wanning at the end at the Gate of Life and Death was so heart breaking *sniffs*. It was like Txj finally came to accept the fact that he indeed loved Wanning and that he indeed did many horrible stuffs to him and he finally braced MR's soul in him too.
OMG i hated that part so much!!!!!! The cultivation sect people are absolutely nasty and hypocritical. A single mistake from someone and they all wanted to kill that person, torture that person, banish them and what not. Literally they banished Chu Wanning and yet it was him who had to save their asses at the end. Truly shameless. These cultivation sect people are always like that. Remember TU, the same thing happened.
They didn't but do you think that maybe in their second life SM actually grew feelings for moran? Like what was…
Alright maybe we can classify that as a crush lol. But definitely not the type of 'love' where you want to destroy the whole world for that person which MR believed was how he loved SM.
Mo Ran's childhood was absolutely ghastly. That part where was he telling all the cultivation sect people about his childhood before going to Tianyin Pavilion, i was about wallow in an abyss of grief reading it.
They didn't but do you think that maybe in their second life SM actually grew feelings for moran? Like what was…
😂Fortunately he realized who his true love was.......That was never really love. What was that even? Ig it was more of finding someone who comforted him when he was broken and that comfort first started with Shi Mei visiting him with wontons when he was punished by Chu Wanning. Sadly he didn't even know back then that those wontons were made by Wanning himself. He took that comfort as a sign that he truly loved Shi Mei and of course the Flower amplified stuffs.
Chu Wanning finally set foot into the Gate of Life and Death. He
returned to the turbulent Broken World, leaving the Snow Region of Kunlun behind.
Over there, the sky and the earth lost their color, and mountains, rivers,
lakes, and seas all turned into a vast ocean.
The sun and moon were unknown, and only one person remained in the
land of the Nine Prefectures.
Chu Wanning came up to the man and embraced him from behind. Then,
he raised his slender fingers to cover the wound on Taxian-Jun’s palm.
Taxian-Jun was shocked. He suddenly turned his head and asked, “What
did you —?!”
Chu Wanning smiled. Under his long eyelashes was a pair of soft black
phoenix eyes.
“I did.”
“…”
“Hell is too cold. I’m here to die with you.”
His warm body embraced his cold body. The body of Taxian-Jun had been
destroyed to such an extent that his left leg had almost completely
disintegrated, becoming nothing but ashes.
The expression on his face was extremely complex. He pursed his lips and
finally turned his face away.
“… The most annoying person is you, there’s no need for you to
accompany me.”
However, it was as if his heart had exploded, and all that flowed out of it
was gentleness. He knew that he was only a corpse, but at this moment, he
suddenly felt that it was extremely hot.
After a moment of silence, Taxian-Jun turned around and said, “That’s
right. Actually, there was one thing. I should tell you.”
“What is it?”
He raised his head and suppressed the stifling sensation in his heart. Then,
he looked at Chu Wanning resolutely, “Before I tell you the truth, can you tell
me the truth first?
“…”
“Do you really hate me like this? The one you are unwilling to part with is
the Mo-zongshi that died in your arms.”
After he said these words, his eyes actually turned red from humiliation.
If it were not for the collapse of heaven and earth and the separation
between life and death, he probably would never have used such a despicable tone to seek the answer to this question. He asked, feeling humiliated. His fingers could not help but clench into a fist – but he suddenly realized that even the fingertips of his left hand had started to turn into sand. Slowly, they
had turned into ashes…
He waited for a long time, but there was no reply. His burning heart
gradually cooled down.
It was as if the beating organs in his chest had been crushed, turning into
plaster.
“Forget it.” Taxian-Jun turned his head, “This Venerable one knows the
answer. It doesn’t matter, since this reputed one has…”
Before he could finish, a pair of warm hands held his face.
Chu Wanning looked at his handsome face that had been cut into pieces,
but his eyes were more sincere and full of passion than ever before.
“Are you stupid?”
“…”
“Both are you.” Chu Wanning hugged him. The Black Tortoise Spirit
Formation flickered and darkened, and was finally extinguished.
There was only darkness left in the world. The last wave of the river tide
surged in with winning pride. The sounds of the stampede seemed to mock
the weak and insignificant strength of humans. How could they dare to fight
against life?
“I’ve told him that too.”
Chu Wanning embraced his disappearing lover. Before the torrential flood,
when the end of the world was approaching, his expression was calm but his
gaze was solemn.
“It doesn’t matter if it’s Mo-zongshi or Taxian-Jun. It’s all you.”
The sand had already spread to his arms, gradually encroaching to his
chest.
The black eyes stared at him.
“I will always be yours as well,” Chu Wanning said.
“No regrets.”
Taxian-Jun stiffened for a moment, then abruptly closed his eyes. Tears
could be seen beneath his long and slender eyelashes.
He finally took off his cold mask, and his expression slowly relaxed. He
used his remaining hand to hug his back tightly, pressing his lover against his
chest. He lowered his head to kiss his hair, his cheek gently rubbing against
his forehead.
“You’re right.” He sighed. “I was too stupid…”
Taxian-Jun whispered, “Wanning, I’m sorry.”
How many years of love and hatred entangled, most of the life grudges, in
this sigh dust settled.
After a while, Chu Wanning heard him press his head against his ear. His
voice was low and deep. It was the peace which was a rare moment in the life
of an Taxian-Jun, “Well, there’s not much time left… It’s time I told you the
secret.”
“What secret?”
Taxian-Jun lowered his eyes. “It has something to do with Mo-zongshi.”
“Actually, ever since I merged with his heart, I could feel it.” He paused,
“Mo-zongshi merged his soul into my body.”
“…” Chu Wanning was stunned. Then, he suddenly raised his head and
looked at the smiling face of Taxian-Jun in disbelief.
“The fragments of the soul. Always inside me. However, my heart is like a
rock. I feel that even if I am crippled, a wisp of my soul will have its own
determination. That is why I am unwilling to merge with the three spirits and
the five spirits.”
“However, when it comes down to it, if I am the only one capable of
confessing to you, then it would be too unfair.”
“…”
“Wanning…”
Taxian-Jun closed his eyes, and the faint smile on his face gradually faded.
“Don’t be sad, he’s always here.”
Under Chu Wanning’s astonished gaze, Taxian-Jun instantly opened his
eyes. They were clearly the same eyes, yet they didn’t have the same shade of
black to the point of turning purple. Instead, they were pure and gentle.
“… Mo Ran?!”
With a bang, the huge wave crashed down, and the Black Tortoise Spirit
Formation was finally completely destroyed. In the torrential waves of the
whale, Mo Ran didn’t say anything first and just hugged him tightly. They
sank into the vast ocean with him, disappearing deep into the ocean.
Water and crystal bubbles swirled around him, and in the blue sea, Mo Ran
opened his eyes.
The water was deep, like love in those dark eyes.
Amidst the waves, Mo Ran’s lips moved as he silently said something to
Chu Wanning.
Shizun, don’t worry, it’s me.
I was there all the time.
I will be in the future.
Thus… Go back. Don’t stay here.
Believe me, I’ll be fine. I’ll try my best to see you, to be with you.
I’ll wait for you in another world.
He closed his mouth, and finally called Jiangui out of him. Jiangui covered
Chu Wanning’s entire body, sending him to the final inch of the Gate of Life
and Death.
“Mo Ran… Mo Ran! What do you mean? You bastard! What do you
mean!”
Mo Ran floated smilingly in the water. His broken body had already turned
into sand and dust, and that crazy, sweet, innocent, evil face had turned into
mottled dust at this moment.
They gradually distanced themselves from each other.
Go back. Wanning.
You have to believe me.
I’ll be fine. I’ll always be by your side.
Forever.
😭😭😭😭This part got me ugly crying.