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I read the alternate ending but I’d rather them put it on film :(

EXACTLY. When they showed him being sad over Deok Mi, I couldn’t even sympathize with him because at that point I disliked his character so much. The worst part was he even realized he liked Deok Mi before she started dating Ryan. He had all these years to confess but waited until when her heart belonged to Ryan. Deok Mi would have never seen him that way anyway. Their relationship in her mind was so close that she was even in denial that Eun Gi had any romantic feelings towards her.

That’s what I was expecting too. I thought he’d be protective over her. I loved their relationship until I saw how stupidly immature Eun gi was. They really write his character has unlikable. It got worse when he confessed and then said he’d wait for her AFTER he found out she was dating Ryan. What I loved was Deok Mi giving zero attention to him to the point that he had to come apologize to her because you shouldn’t burden ppl with your feelings. Especially someone you grew up with.

No problem. I would honestly recommend reading the novel. You can understand the characters better and you love them more. Also the emotion is upped like a 1000. I personally prefer the novel.

Okay I gotta admit that the series is not living up to the novel especially since the series is playing out to be product placements with fillers, also the awkward silence and very obvious sucky editing. With that being said, the actors playing Korn & In are doing well. Probably because I’ve read the book but whenever they come on screen, I just start crying bucket of tears. I’m still watching though.

I’m back because I’m still hoping they’ll give us that alternate ending. The ending everyone wanted would have taken literally 30 mins. They could have still put this tragic ending in it but made it a dream. ALSO ADD A TRAGEDY TAG!

lol actually pharm is shy and reserved because he is traumatized from seeing Korn shoot himself when he was In. Dean and Korn are actually different because Dean is more outgoing and the one doing the pursuing while Korn was reserved and In was the outgoing one.

I saw the final episode hours ago and I’m still haunted by Hao Ting breaking down both times when he saw the box of graham crackers filled with his little memories of Xi Gu. When he put Xi Gu’s watch on his wrist to maybe feel his presence. All the photos they took together and the ones Hao Ting took of Xi Gu. I’m bitter and can’t move past the fact that Xi Gu worked hard his entire life only for it to end when it barely just started. I feel both their pain like I knew these two personally. I’m really trying to forget but the theme song of the series keeps playing in my head and instead of happy memories, all I see his Hao Ting breaking down when he looks at his little box filled with memories of Xi Gu. I want to forget this episode, I really really do.

There was a scene in the opening credit where Xi Gu had on Hao Ting’s jacket and they were so happy. I was really looking forward to this scene only to find out it was a memory. That broke me even more. I’m just devastated. they didn’t have to kill off my baby.

Through the entire episode I kept checking the time to see how many mins was left because I kept thinking maybe they’d bring him back, or maybe the junior was actually Xi Gu but with memory loss but NOPE

I absolutely adore the actors so so much

from the very beginning of the episode i could tell something was off with Hao Ting. He didn’t look okay AT ALL. So I can’t imagine what he’s like when he’s dating? Seriously they messed up with this ending like there’s so many things that doesn’t sit right with me.

I’m still waiting for someone to say SIKE

I’m so angry. I’m gonna try hard to erase this entire series from memory

Sadly I’ve had to experience what it feels like to lose someone you perceive to be your world and everyone grieves differently. I dated but I couldn’t get over my grief and it was a huge disadvantage to the person I was dating and myself so it’s not the right thing to do until you can finally get over it. So it’s particularly weird that they added that plot in there when they could have just let Hao Ting grief. The parents made me mad because I knew they weren't happy with him being with Xi Gu. So them being so happy about him being with a girl pissed me off and made me cry more.

Devastation all around.

Looks like it

I wanna fight the writers and directors

They did this for the shock factor but this was such a mess! The reason I loved this series was for the lightness and fluffiness but now they ruined what could have been my favorite BL series ever.

I’m not gonna lie I was so overwhelmed and shocked by the death of my baby that I couldn’t even be happy or pay attention to anything else. 90% of the time was me covering my mouth to muffle the sound of my own crying so I could actually hear the dialogue.

This was gonna be my go to happy BL series but NOW all I’m gonna remember this series for is the tragedy of that finale. I’m so heartbroken. Why was this the route they chose?