After a long wait decided to watch this ... main reason for watching was PerthLay (later on this).First of all…
I think puth was always in love with Kaeng and just didn't realize it till he saw how distraught Kaeng was and how that hurt him seeing that, he did start crying himself when kaeng begged him to stay and hold him one last time
I don't really comment, I usually show my support by liking it, but I had to comment, some of these comments (although I understand that's their opinion) confuses me because they say they dislike this or that for example the bath scene yea I understand why some say it's a useless scene, but if you really pay attention dean finally talks about his dad which he never does, we get to see inside pharms head about his thoughts on meeting deans dads which lead to his nightmare about Ins birthday. I get that a lot of people want more of the other couples in the series (I do too), but I still like it the way it is. I watch a lot of BL's (seriously) but I haven't seen any that had such real issue that happens (suicide) or that had different countries beliefs too. I've also seen some pretty bad BL's that just completely confused me and that you could tell it was fake (which is bad). So because of the awesome acting and the plot. This is one of my favorites and that is a very hard list to get on. But again this is just my opinion.