I don't know which episode you are, but you clearly don't know.
1) Her friends forced her to go, to have her break. She didn't wanted to go, but her friend knew she needed a break as she has been staying at hospital constantly.
2) Her friends know her condition, and they are her only ally in life, she doesn't feel burden taking help from them and also she does not take them for granted as well. She has done more things to support them, than just to say.
3) She is a mother, not a slave. She has been fighting all alone for his son without a complain. She put a stop to her happiness and became numb towards all other things.
4) It looks very easy on television, but even if your own son is sick and the situation is real, you still have to eat, and move on with life. You can't just sit in one position with deadpan face all the time just to show you are sad. She is a single mother with all the burden on her shoulders.
5) She did made a decision, but she didn't had any money, she has been working petty jobs to save money, but her so called husband always gets in trouble and create problems for her.
6) Did she looked she was having fun? I don't think so, she went out to take a break, but didn't looked happy at all.
I think your resentment comes towards her, because of your own hate as you might blame her for breaking up with ML and keeping his in dark.
I agree some mistakes were made. but her life was 1000 times worse than ML.
ML father is a cunt. She lowered her pride for the sake of living, and to provide a life to her unborn child. She couldn't tell ML, as his father was a biggest problem for her, he never liked her, if she had told him, the ML would leave his father, which she would have never wanted. Also, ML father would have made her leave her unborn son.
Her fathers death at the hands of ML father company, and the people coming after for money, you think she had anytime for love?
I am sorry, but your view is one sided and biased.
ML only knew how to love and he was so busy loving her, he couldn't get to her... and he never did even when they were together, he would get angry if she wouldn't take her side. Or say something logical. But ML was not bad, not all, she loved her too much, just his father despite not that evil... is the reason she left him.
The nasty old man, is dying but has the nerve to talk about bad blood, and looking down on people, when he is doing charities and stuff.
And his words "I thought I had suffered the most, I didn't know the life you had", and he sobbed breathlessly in front of her, for his ignorance and hatred towards her. And she still embraced him, as he also, it wasn't his fault.
"Thank you for remembering everything about me. But you don't know that I have been travelling too much. My feets have grown. Time will change everything. If it's not meant to be. It's not me at to be."
LXR blew a life in TJ character. What a performance she gave. I mean the line she says, and the little moments where she is opening up piece by piece and still realizing that it wasn't easy for her going back to same mode...breaks my heart.
I know NY is trying and will prevail to make up what she has lost and will put more effort for what fate has done to her...he is too hesitant as he don't even want to take a risk or do anything that would break her.
I mean both lead actor made this show eternal. One of best show of 2022.
OMG, the corridor scene where he is crying, sobbing without breath, begging for apology to TJ for her suffering and hard life. Break my heart but I am in awe of WC performance there. Him saying “I thought only I had suffered...” melted all my anger towards him. Such a fantastic performance.
I can’t help but applaud LXR for keeping dud face all the time, as she knows the pain she had endured is nothing what she is facing now, her biggest concern is her child, she doesn’t give a fuck to world. TJ keeping herself compose and calm Infront of NYS, and trying not to break, because she knows she can’t break, as her child is slipping her hands day by day, she can’t let her emotions set in other direction, ends up giving in with bare face.
It is a story of warmth, anger and how two people can suffer just because they love too much.
Only 1 episode today, and tomorrow also 1 episode.
Drama has reach to the middle, and 15th was one of the best episodes so far.
Everything is clear and secrets are open by this episode. pacing and story growth is one of very rare to be seen in CN drama.
I hope it follow what is happening, and out of no where they don't show happy ending. Shows like these should end in tragedy, otherwise it won't make sense, as the circumstances of both leads are opposite no matter how much love is involved. It is not CLOY type situation.
Too much betrayal, and pain was involved, and I don't think, how they can show them together. I can understand if they show them together at the end, but it will be unrealistic and irrational.
I want FL to die, so her father suffers the most, second, ML suffers for bringing hell on her. Directly or indirectly, he is the reason of her miseries, regardless of how he was betrayed by his own country or not, the fact that he is a spy and was there to carry out a mission, makes him guilty in my eyes, if I was in South. Also If I was him, I would fight for my country, thinking it is right thing to do.
Soldiers or spies like him, suddenly don't turn back on their countries like that, that was unrealistic, spies have years of years of trainings and experience and are prepared for every possible situation. If he is a rare case, then it is very dramatic change, hence drama.
Otherwise, this series was roller coaster ride of emotions and I enjoyed it a lot.
Could you please list a few of the ways BB blazed new trails and set new trends for the BL industry? What are…
At-least we agreed on ITSAY and IPYTM . I loved that series, elated production, Nadao nailed everything in it. Plus I am forever in love with that series, I have saved these two series in my archives, for times I fear it will not be available anymore. I often watch them time to time. I had 0 complaints for second part, where everyone lamented it, I loved it to death.
As for BB, It gives me happiness, thats why I liked it. Sometimes you just need happiness more than anything. I guess thats what BB did for me.
But I also know BB is not new but it sure has set some boundaries.
Could you please list a few of the ways BB blazed new trails and set new trends for the BL industry? What are…
I will try but if you are here to pick my words then you won't find my answer satisfactory.
1- This series solely focused on relationship of two people, and other people complete them not interfere. As compared to other series who has tons of people coming in the way of leads, and typical misunderstanding and of course “gay for you” shenanigans, BB offers you a fresh take on relationship.
2- BB doesn't preface coming out history for you or does not offer you their coming to terms to sexuality thing. I think, as important as it is for everyone to come out and have peace of mind, we have passed through explanation and acceptance phase long ago, and it should no longer be a part of story if it doesn’t have to be. Two people falling in love, shouldn’t requires anyone acceptance as long as the people involved don’t feel the need of it.
3- There are no side couples, no second lead syndrome, no evil scheming, planning and plotting.
4- BB has expanded the term BL as it rebukes “Uke/Seme” concept of BL, and allowed that two same genders are equal in relationship and one doesn’t need protection, caring, and to be carted for all the time. BL circles around this Uke and Seme concept, where you can clearly identify who is dominant (in simple words top) and who is submissive (bottom), and many BL set some traits for lead actors in their respective characters. BB give you two people equally emotional, vulnerable, also good and bad at equal things - there is no clear definition of Pran being bottom, or Pat being top, although the notion is set, but it is not handed to you that Pran is your typical uke and pat is seme. Also, the euphemisms were avoided throughout the series. Not to mention it also gives you a lesbian couple in a very clever manner.
5- Parents were never a problem, they had their own issues that hindered their relationship but unlike other series, it wasn’t about them falling in love. It was so good to see that they didn’t show their parents sitting and laughing, rather shown that course has changed and their hearts were softened to their conflicts, that allowed their children to breathe a little. If last episodes, like other has shown their parents mingling as if nothing happened, it would have been unrealistic.
6- BB, in terms of story, writing, pace and acting is one of very few series, that offers you a chance to know the characters, grow with them together, laugh with them, cry with them, and at the same become anxious with them. For 12 episodes, there wasn’t a single episode or scene I felt I had to force myself to watch, it just flowed naturally every scene, every moment.
7- When I said “true” my meaning wasn’t that others are fake and my meaning from piece of “art” doesn’t mean other are piece of trash. In my heart.... ITSAY, and IPYTM are true pieces of art I saw after a long time in my journey of watching LGBTQ for over a decade. However, BB surprises me, and opened many boxes of joy for me, that became the reason to call it a piece of art.
Backaof clearly visioned the series and understood what needed to be shown, what needed to be said, and what required to be explained through the spectacle of a viewer. All three writers of series have some of the very mature BL series under their belt, so writers sprinkled equal magic when creating dialogues for them. Their lines were very subtle and not cheesy at all, them calling them sweet names, and kissing them was choreographed in such a way that as natural and not a cringeworthy. For instance the last scene where loser had to do anything a winner would ask was magical for me, I never thought how would they play a game, but they did and it was so good, like “what is my name?” like they wanted each other to loose, and for me it melted everything there, scenes like this, writing like this has been uniform throughout the series. Not to mention the product placement was one of the best I have ever seen.
Having said this, BB is not the best, as number 1 spot always remain empty, there are three Thai series, “1000 Stars”, “I Told Sunset About You”, and “I Promised You The Moon”, that are excellent in production qualities, acting, writing and character growth but it falls short on happiness and are very close to my heart. But BB gives you utter joy and smiles with tears here and there, while the mentioned one gives you more tears than happiness. I am huge “sad” fan so I can’t complain but if I have to be neutral then BB takes the cake here.
I hope it explains my take on what I said, and everyone is entitled to their likeness, and I never truly persuade someone to like what I like, it is totally up to others, and them not liking this series, or other series won’t make any difference for me.
I think some epilogues are. The one for ep03 though, where she is on the operating table thinking she is going…
a mother, or any person who has a person who is their last hope of living, they would do anything to protect and save them, it is just that she has not wronged him, and neither she is wrong, her circumstances and her story is hidden from us, and it has something to do with his father dying on hands of ML father.
She couldn't tell ML about it, as it he would 100% leave his father, as he was already living with FL, despite his father disapproval.
So I think she took the money from his father as a revenge and decided to break things with ML although she knew he did nothing wrong, but it was her who suffered if she remained in relationship because of her resentment towards his father.
Her lowering her pride to a person she loves the most after their child, she knew only he could help him, no matter what so despite burning all bridges she went in a hope to ask for help, as she know it is not her child but also his.
But I see someone dying in previews and trailers, and it is likely 2 person, either his father or their child, but I am guessing their child will die leaving TJ to pick herself from the start and then the battle of Second lead and Male lead for the company, and if you don't know SML is likely to be the step older brother of NY.
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1) Her friends forced her to go, to have her break. She didn't wanted to go, but her friend knew she needed a break as she has been staying at hospital constantly.
2) Her friends know her condition, and they are her only ally in life, she doesn't feel burden taking help from them and also she does not take them for granted as well. She has done more things to support them, than just to say.
3) She is a mother, not a slave. She has been fighting all alone for his son without a complain. She put a stop to her happiness and became numb towards all other things.
4) It looks very easy on television, but even if your own son is sick and the situation is real, you still have to eat, and move on with life. You can't just sit in one position with deadpan face all the time just to show you are sad. She is a single mother with all the burden on her shoulders.
5) She did made a decision, but she didn't had any money, she has been working petty jobs to save money, but her so called husband always gets in trouble and create problems for her.
6) Did she looked she was having fun? I don't think so, she went out to take a break, but didn't looked happy at all.
I think your resentment comes towards her, because of your own hate as you might blame her for breaking up with ML and keeping his in dark.
I agree some mistakes were made. but her life was 1000 times worse than ML.
ML father is a cunt. She lowered her pride for the sake of living, and to provide a life to her unborn child. She couldn't tell ML, as his father was a biggest problem for her, he never liked her, if she had told him, the ML would leave his father, which she would have never wanted. Also, ML father would have made her leave her unborn son.
Her fathers death at the hands of ML father company, and the people coming after for money, you think she had anytime for love?
I am sorry, but your view is one sided and biased.
ML only knew how to love and he was so busy loving her, he couldn't get to her... and he never did even when they were together, he would get angry if she wouldn't take her side. Or say something logical. But ML was not bad, not all, she loved her too much, just his father despite not that evil... is the reason she left him.
The nasty old man, is dying but has the nerve to talk about bad blood, and looking down on people, when he is doing charities and stuff.
And his words "I thought I had suffered the most, I didn't know the life you had", and he sobbed breathlessly in front of her, for his ignorance and hatred towards her. And she still embraced him, as he also, it wasn't his fault.
LXR blew a life in TJ character. What a performance she gave. I mean the line she says, and the little moments where she is opening up piece by piece and still realizing that it wasn't easy for her going back to same mode...breaks my heart.
I know NY is trying and will prevail to make up what she has lost and will put more effort for what fate has done to her...he is too hesitant as he don't even want to take a risk or do anything that would break her.
I mean both lead actor made this show eternal. One of best show of 2022.
Where your subbed episodes are coming?
I can’t help but applaud LXR for keeping dud face all the time, as she knows the pain she had endured is nothing what she is facing now, her biggest concern is her child, she doesn’t give a fuck to world. TJ keeping herself compose and calm Infront of NYS, and trying not to break, because she knows she can’t break, as her child is slipping her hands day by day, she can’t let her emotions set in other direction, ends up giving in with bare face.
It is a story of warmth, anger and how two people can suffer just because they love too much.
Only 1 episode today, and tomorrow also 1 episode.
Drama has reach to the middle, and 15th was one of the best episodes so far.
Everything is clear and secrets are open by this episode. pacing and story growth is one of very rare to be seen in CN drama.
Too much betrayal, and pain was involved, and I don't think, how they can show them together. I can understand if they show them together at the end, but it will be unrealistic and irrational.
I want FL to die, so her father suffers the most, second, ML suffers for bringing hell on her. Directly or indirectly, he is the reason of her miseries, regardless of how he was betrayed by his own country or not, the fact that he is a spy and was there to carry out a mission, makes him guilty in my eyes, if I was in South. Also If I was him, I would fight for my country, thinking it is right thing to do.
Soldiers or spies like him, suddenly don't turn back on their countries like that, that was unrealistic, spies have years of years of trainings and experience and are prepared for every possible situation. If he is a rare case, then it is very dramatic change, hence drama.
Otherwise, this series was roller coaster ride of emotions and I enjoyed it a lot.
As for BB, It gives me happiness, thats why I liked it. Sometimes you just need happiness more than anything. I guess thats what BB did for me.
But I also know BB is not new but it sure has set some boundaries.
1- This series solely focused on relationship of two people, and other people complete them not interfere. As compared to other series who has tons of people coming in the way of leads, and typical misunderstanding and of course “gay for you” shenanigans, BB offers you a fresh take on relationship.
2- BB doesn't preface coming out history for you or does not offer you their coming to terms to sexuality thing. I think, as important as it is for everyone to come out and have peace of mind, we have passed through explanation and acceptance phase long ago, and it should no longer be a part of story if it doesn’t have to be. Two people falling in love, shouldn’t requires anyone acceptance as long as the people involved don’t feel the need of it.
3- There are no side couples, no second lead syndrome, no evil scheming, planning and plotting.
4- BB has expanded the term BL as it rebukes “Uke/Seme” concept of BL, and allowed that two same genders are equal in relationship and one doesn’t need protection, caring, and to be carted for all the time. BL circles around this Uke and Seme concept, where you can clearly identify who is dominant (in simple words top) and who is submissive (bottom), and many BL set some traits for lead actors in their respective characters. BB give you two people equally emotional, vulnerable, also good and bad at equal things - there is no clear definition of Pran being bottom, or Pat being top, although the notion is set, but it is not handed to you that Pran is your typical uke and pat is seme. Also, the euphemisms were avoided throughout the series. Not to mention it also gives you a lesbian couple in a very clever manner.
5- Parents were never a problem, they had their own issues that hindered their relationship but unlike other series, it wasn’t about them falling in love. It was so good to see that they didn’t show their parents sitting and laughing, rather shown that course has changed and their hearts were softened to their conflicts, that allowed their children to breathe a little. If last episodes, like other has shown their parents mingling as if nothing happened, it would have been unrealistic.
6- BB, in terms of story, writing, pace and acting is one of very few series, that offers you a chance to know the characters, grow with them together, laugh with them, cry with them, and at the same become anxious with them. For 12 episodes, there wasn’t a single episode or scene I felt I had to force myself to watch, it just flowed naturally every scene, every moment.
7- When I said “true” my meaning wasn’t that others are fake and my meaning from piece of “art” doesn’t mean other are piece of trash. In my heart.... ITSAY, and IPYTM are true pieces of art I saw after a long time in my journey of watching LGBTQ for over a decade. However, BB surprises me, and opened many boxes of joy for me, that became the reason to call it a piece of art.
Backaof clearly visioned the series and understood what needed to be shown, what needed to be said, and what required to be explained through the spectacle of a viewer. All three writers of series have some of the very mature BL series under their belt, so writers sprinkled equal magic when creating dialogues for them. Their lines were very subtle and not cheesy at all, them calling them sweet names, and kissing them was choreographed in such a way that as natural and not a cringeworthy. For instance the last scene where loser had to do anything a winner would ask was magical for me, I never thought how would they play a game, but they did and it was so good, like “what is my name?” like they wanted each other to loose, and for me it melted everything there, scenes like this, writing like this has been uniform throughout the series. Not to mention the product placement was one of the best I have ever seen.
Having said this, BB is not the best, as number 1 spot always remain empty, there are three Thai series, “1000 Stars”, “I Told Sunset About You”, and “I Promised You The Moon”, that are excellent in production qualities, acting, writing and character growth but it falls short on happiness and are very close to my heart. But BB gives you utter joy and smiles with tears here and there, while the mentioned one gives you more tears than happiness. I am huge “sad” fan so I can’t complain but if I have to be neutral then BB takes the cake here.
I hope it explains my take on what I said, and everyone is entitled to their likeness, and I never truly persuade someone to like what I like, it is totally up to others, and them not liking this series, or other series won’t make any difference for me.
She couldn't tell ML about it, as it he would 100% leave his father, as he was already living with FL, despite his father disapproval.
So I think she took the money from his father as a revenge and decided to break things with ML although she knew he did nothing wrong, but it was her who suffered if she remained in relationship because of her resentment towards his father.
Her lowering her pride to a person she loves the most after their child, she knew only he could help him, no matter what so despite burning all bridges she went in a hope to ask for help, as she know it is not her child but also his.
But I see someone dying in previews and trailers, and it is likely 2 person, either his father or their child, but I am guessing their child will die leaving TJ to pick herself from the start and then the battle of Second lead and Male lead for the company, and if you don't know SML is likely to be the step older brother of NY.