On F4 Thailand: Boys over Flowers • Feb 21, 2022
Title F4 Thailand: Boys over Flowers
Gorya may be wrong…But I get. It’s her pride. We know they are end game and we also know thymes truest intentions, but she doesn’t. She’s stepping out of the equation as a form of self preservation. I do this too. No one can hurt me .. if I don’t care. No one can hurt me.. if I hurt them first. “How can I allow myself to fall in love? How can I admit it to myself and the world? Am I even worthy of his love? Sure he says he loves me now but what about in the future? I’m nothing and one day he will find out.” Her self esteem is currently on the ground so she cannot look at things objectively like some of y’all getting mad at her. (I’ve never been around a billionaire but college with what seemed like privileged rich white kids really made me feel small at first) because of this she feels like thyme is unreachable. Rosalin is against her, classmates against her, even Ren could not give her faith this time. Talay keeps putting in to words everything that’s at the back of her head. And lita is perfect for thyme from what she sees. “He may not like her now , but will he like her in the future and throw me away?”We all want to believe love is enough. But realistically love doesn’t always work out, or even last. So why put a love that may not even work out ahead of everything? Thyme can afford to put all his eggs in one basket but Gorya cannot. She has too many important things too worry about to be vulnerable and risk getting more hurt than she has already gotten in the last couple of episodes.
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