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Love’s Ambition works so well as a story about love, loss and second chances.. I think, because it feels like two love stories in one.. The first is about how Xu Yan and Shen Hao Ming meet, get to know each other, fall in love and self destruct.. The second is about how they find their way back to each other after that and also find their true selves.. The business aspect of the drama, well I would call it the most weakly written part of the show.. Anyway, I loved how the drama showed what both of them lost after they separated and why it mattered that they found each other again..

The main leads of the drama aren’t your usual 'green' characters.. Both are grey, shady even and the ML in the first half leans a bit more toward the darker side as we saw when the big reveal takes place.. They both have their flaws, but his are a bit too much at times.. He is one sneaky, manipulative man.. The FL isn’t exactly a saint either, the first 10 minutes of the drama give us a glimpse into the roots of her problems and the lengths she will go to protect her new identity, life and future.. Whatever her reasons, she is building her life on lies and sooner or later, it has to fall apart for her to truly start over and find real happiness.. The same goes for the ML, his beliefs, image and cunning nature all needs to break down for him to find himself and become worthy of her..

“A life built on lies..
I tried my best to make it a fortress..
But how can there ever be a castle on sand??”

Before I say anything else, I have to mention this, Zhao Lusi’s acting is on another level.. She nails the emotional and crying scenes every single time.. It’s so convincing that you can almost feel her pain.. It’s not really the writing that makes you empathize with her, it’s her raw, agonizing performance that draws it out of you.. It truly was a showcase of great acting.. Her character was better crafted than the ML’s.. She was clear about who she was from the very beginning and we never once doubted her love for him or the reasons behind what she did.. And Zhao Lusi carried the character with such effortless perfection..

And William Chan truly deserves credit for portraying a character who is unlikeable, sympathetic, pathetic and pitiful, all at the same time in the first half, yet somehow still manages to win our love and support in the second..

I think this is something the drama actually got right.. They first showed the ML as a good guy, a green flag, absolutely in love with the FL, for a good 10 to 12 episodes.. Then out of nowhere, he turns into a manipulative man.. And guess what?? The writer changes his mind again, suddenly, he truly loves her but just doesn’t know how to express it.. So this cold, brooding, cunning man becomes a jealous, insecure mess in the second half of the drama.. But the reason it worked for me was because his character didn’t feel inconsistent.. Even as he became that jealous man, he still stayed true to his earlier personality.. Cunning, shrewd and composed, but this time, he showed his love more openly, even through all the whining and interference in her life..

I honestly think the ML could have salvaged everything if he had just handled it better.. When she found out about his child, if he truly loved her, they could have talked it out, found a solution and saved their marriage.. And I genuinely believe she would have forgiven him, because she really did love him.. Instead, he goes on a rant and acts like an absolute jerk, even though he is the one who did and hid things that were far worse.. I mean, he literally had two chances, the girl herself went to him, apologized and told him she loved him and he still couldn’t climb down from his high horse.. What a waste..

The supporting cast was good, but there were no standout performances.. Honestly, apart from the two leads, there wasn’t much for anyone else to work with.. What’s up with all these other characters?? They have almost zero personality, not even Wan Peng.. No wonder the performances ended up feeling shallow..

After seeing her past scenes, I honestly wished she wouldn’t forgive her parents.. Even revenge would have felt justified.. But at the very least, she shouldn’t have forgiven them.. Not even in the last ten minutes of the drama just to wrap things up neatly.. But well, they got their happy ending anyway..

There’s been some talk about how she completely forgets her dream of becoming a news anchor.. But the way I see it, she wanted that job not because it was her true passion but because it represented everything she thought she needed to feel whole.. Respect, control and a version of herself untethered from her painful past.. For someone whose early life was marked by helplessness, becoming a news anchor was her way of taking back control of her own narrative.. But after the breakup, she no longer needs that kind of validation.. She has already been exposed, hurt and stripped of her perfect image.. In other words, she stops chasing recognition and starts building something real.. She is no longer running from her past.. She is building a future with full awareness of who she is and what she has been through.. So while it may seem like she forgets her dream, it’s more like she outgrows it..

Overall, it’s a stunning drama with a great, great soundtrack and despite my issues with the pacing, it never drags on too long.. No matter how uneven the writing gets, Zhao Lusi’s acting remains superb, with William Chan doing his best to keep up.. Not that it’s his fault, she is just that good.. My favorite part of the drama comes after their separation, the angst, the workplace dramas, the role playing.. Basically everything this " almost divorced " couple does.. I only wish they had cut down the business subplot a bit, because the comedy in the middle phase was so good and deserved more time and honestly I could have done with less of the business stuff.. I am giving it a nine.. I love myself a happy ending and Love’s Ambition gave me one..