Blue2008

I’m in the states and it’s on prime just two episodes so far and dropping two episodes a week

Very true I think in my mind I was hoping he'd go back to that. I was on no sleep yesterday lol.

Lives as a vegetable with no legs. And he can't and isn't capable of doing what he loves the most. Killing people. So instead he has to live the rest of his life in misery and not be in control.

I see both perspectives too, cause I've been battling myself for years. But the loved ones perspective will always save me or talk me down, because my mother killed herself when I was 9. So I know the pain is much worse for the ones left behind and the effects of had on them. I was hesitant to watch this because of my mother, but I'm so glad I gave it a chance. This makes me appreciate things in my life better. I'm still trying to dig myself out of this depression sink hole. But something that has been making me feel more at ease here lately is telling myself one thing at a time. I can only fix one thing at a time. And you can only control yourself and what you do and not others. I have ADHD, Bipolar and OCD. And I was dumb and young and quit all my meds cause I chose the party life at that time over being stable. And now any time I go to the doctor I feel like they can't get my meds right or maybe I'm not patient enough to hold out to see what works again/ hard to find the right fit for a doctor. (Sorry over explaining). A lot of us have the same mental problems and when the negative thoughts come in we get lost and consumed by them. I'm still working on it, but I try to fight back with what ever negative I'm thinking about and put my self in check. When that doesn't work for me I find another k drama I can get lost in for a moment and come back and breath.

He has memories, but not the skill. ML only has the skills of the body he's in. When he died in ji hyeongs body He isn't as fast or young as juhun was so he did what he could to save a family that he wished he could of have and he made that promise to his partner daughter. Kinda like when he was his mom he didn't have it in him to make the whole trail back down. When he was in Juhuns body it doesn't hit him yet to even think of it or connect the dots that the people who he was reincarnated in was even connected to Taewoo. With each life he had gotten smarter and started to see the connections all these people had. It's ok you did fine explaining. I'm sorry cause my grammar and spelling may be off cause I started watching this last night and binged this til it was done cause I couldn't stop watching lol. Had to take many breather breaks in between so I could process better. But now going to catch up on the sleep.