I know what you mean, I also used to be bullied in school and I'm still really anxious and introverted till this day. I'm happy that you overcame your fears, I wish you hapiness ^^ and as I said, this series just doesn't click with me but I understand why people like it and I have absolutely no problem with that
To be completely honest, the characters just don't really click with me, Sui is overly cute, which kind of annoys me..... and Harutora is just weird. everything also happens too fast, I'm more of a fan of slowburns plus I constantly feel secondhand embarrassment
plus I constantly feel secondhand embarrassment